rey,

i sold my car today. yeah it is pretty totaled but it was worth something for its spare parts.

leia seemed happier today after it was sold, and i was somewhat happier as well.

i never want to see that thing again.

for whenever i do my throats seems to close up in panic and i can't seem to breathe. and it takes a while for leia to calm me down.

i hate that car now.

it was quite the beauty before the accident, a sleek black model.

now it's garbage and something i never want to see in my sight.

i hate it because it took something so precious to me.

i can never forgive myself.