This was requested by KawaiiMegami. Enjoy!!

"Hey guys." You said to your friends Eren, Mikasa and Armin.

"Oh hey Y/N, how are ya?" Armin asked you with a smile.

Eren, Mikasa, and Armin were your only friends since your friends had either died when Wall Rose fell or went to the Garrison or the stupid Military Police. Eren and Mikasa had saved your ass when you sprained your ankle when your 3DMG ran out of gas when you were in the air and you almost got stepped on by a titan. You owed them your life, for the matter. Armin was like the brother you never had, and he helped you out after the ankle fiasco.

But you had the darkest of secrets that you kept from everyone, except your now dead friend Mina Carolina.

It's flashback time....!

~9 years before~

"[Best Friends name], hurry up! Before you're father finds us!" You shouted to your best friend as you both were trying to get away from your friend's mentally disturbed father, who was trying to kill you two after you saw him...*ahem* f***ing another woman.

[BFN] ran to catch up to you and grabbed your hand and pulled you in the direction you were going.

"Hurry [nickname]! I think he's coming!!!" She said to you, pulling you into an empty alleyway.

She pulled you behind a box that was about height.

She reached into her apron pocket and pulled out 2 knives, handing one to you.

"If anything happens that seems like it'll hurt you, use it." She said to you.

She turned around to leave but then turned back to give you a hug.

"I love you. Promise to never forget me. Make sure you-know-who doesn't do anything stupid, ok [nickname]?" She said to you in the embrace.

You became teary-eyed as you responded "OK I will. I love you too, [BFN]."

"Where are you [BFN] and Y/N?" You heard a voice say.

[BFN] turned around and ran towards the sound, not looking back. You teared up and sobbed quietly into your hands.

Sometime had past and you had stepped out of your hiding spot and out of the alleyway, only to find a horrifying scene.

[BFN] was bleeding from her stomach while her father's neck was bleeding. You knew he was dead, but you didn't know about [BFN]'s condition.

You ran over to her and grabbed her non-bloody hand. It was still warm.

"[BFN]! Please! Stay with me!" You sobbed.

[BFN] opened her eyes weakly and looked at you and smiled. "I did it, [nickname], he's gone. He won't hurt us anymore. And finally going to met your father." She said as you sobbed even more.

"But my dad died. That means you'll die too!" You said, crying practically a river.

"If it's for your safety, that sounds fine with me, Y/N." She said.

"That's the first time you've called me by my real name since we met." You said as [BFN] closed her eyes.

You cried as you felt her hand turn cold.

"NOOOOO!!!!"

Present

So, after [BFN] died, you became cold towards men you didn't know, and became extremely shy around your crushes.

And this time, you had a crush on Corporal Levi. The Clean Freak. The Guy who literally beated the snot of Eren (which almost sent Mikasa on a killing spree), the guy who literally has no emotions whatsoever.

"Hey Y/N!" You heard someone say, but you didn't have to turn around to check.

"What Jean..." you said as you turned around to see that Jean was drunk.

Jean had a crush on you and Mikasa. You were half certain that he also stalked you both as well.

Jean tipped your chin upwards and moved in to kiss you, only to be cut off by you punching him square in the face and falling to the ground.

"Grr...Drunk Perv!" You said as you jumped up and ran, red from embarrassment and to clean off your fists of horseface cooties.
Why do guys do that? You thought to yourself as you dried your hands and turned around to run back to your dorm.
He almost stole my first kiss... You thought to yourself as you ran to your dorm, keeping your head down, only to fall backwards on the ground.
Ow... my head.. Your head throbbed in pain as you rubbed it.

"Oi, you OK, Cadet L/N?" You heard someone say. You looked up to see who it was.

"C-Corporal!" You said, standing up at fast pace into the regiment salute. You blushed a bright pink.

"No, L/N, Could you meet me in my office in a few minutes?" He asked you.

"Why? Did I do something wrong?" You asked hesitantly.

"Nothing in particular." He said. "You have five minutes."

He walked away as you stared in absolute confusion.
Huh?

You knocked quietly on the door to Corporal Levi's office.

"Come in." You heard him say.

You opened the creaky door and said "You wanted to see me, Corporal?"

"Yes." He said. "Lock the door."

You started mentally screaming and turning a light pink on your face as you locked the door and sat down.

"So tell me, L/N, do you know [BFN]?"

You sat in your seat, completely frozen. What did he say..?

"Cadet, are you alright?" He asked you.

You snapped out of your little trance and responded with a studder "Y-Yes. Why corporal?"

"I would like to know her status. Is she alive or deceased?" He asked again.

You remained silent. You didn't want to remember it at all.

You decided to break the silence and asked him sternly. "Why? Are you related to her?"

He sighed "Yes actually. I'm her older brother."

You then remembered what [BFN] said to you nine years ago.
Make sure you-know-who doesn't do anything stupid.

"You never said why, corporal." You said, as felt your lips start to quiver.

"I haven't seen her since I left her to take care of a little girl who lost her father and whose stupid mother ran away. And she looked alot like you."

You froze. So that's what happened to him....

You quickly nodded your head. "Yes I remember. She was...." You wanted to finish your sentence but couldn't.

"She died. She was killed by her father, who she killed to protect me." You said to him, as you felt tears stream down your face.

He sat there in silence.

"Damn Father..." You heard him whisper to himself.

"Well," He said as he stood up and stood in front of you."Would you like to explain to me why horseface has a broken nose?"
He deserved it.... You thought.

"He was drunk and tried to kiss me. I found it perverted and I punched him. It was self defense." You said.

Silence overcame the room and you felt your face go even more red. I mean you were in a room with your crush alone, so why wouldn't you?

"Would you find this perverted?" He said as you started ask him.

"What do you mean by-" You were interrupted midsentence with something touching your lips.
Is Levi....kissing me?

He parted his lips from yours. You sat their for a minute, and then grabbed by the collar and pulled him in to return the kiss.

He started to bite your bottom, begging for entrance.

You allowed him to slip his tongue in and it turned into a long makeout session.

You both parted lips with a string of saliva attached.

"I knew you liked me since you got here, you know that right?'' He said to you as he caressed your tomato colored cheek.

"Nope. But I do know." You stood up and kissed him again.

You put your lips near his ear. "Do you have a room that we could continue our fun at?"

He nodded his head and pulled you to his extra room he had that was connected to his office, and he closed the door.

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OK how was it? Was it bad? Was it too long? I've never written a tsundere one before so ya.... Should I rewrite it?

Your feedback is appreciated!

Bye Swaggies!! Kisses! ^3^!

~Seiko