*slice slice*

soni pov:

2 titans were down.I took it down alone. I'm stronger than in the past after nira's training. But of course compared to Levi nii-san and nira I'm still far.

It was time to go back.I went looking for levi nii-san.

levi: look at you.So bloody again.

nira: its not my fault!!! I just slice hard . That's why it spills a lot on me!!!

I hug both of them at the same time by the back.

soni: nira nee-chan!!! Levi nii-san!!!

nira: soni.

levi: are you alright?

soni: yup.

nira: of course she is.I taught her.

levi: than how is that you can get so dirty and she's still quite clean.

nira:just...argh!!! Leave me alone!!!

soni: hahaha... let's go home.

nira: um.

levi nii-san walked ahead without saying a word.Nira nee-chan and I followed behind.
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That day was my birthday. I didn't tell many people because I didn't want anybody to make a big deal of it.

Suddenly my eyes were covered.

'who am I?'

soni: nira nee-chan!!!

She released her hands.

nira: here you go.

soni: kyaaa!!! Cute hairbands.But...why?

nira: your hair has recently got longer. Thought you might look good in them.

soni: arigato!!!

levi: here.

soni:levi nii-san too? I am so happy!!!

I opened the small parcel and it was a little bracelet. It had small little thingies hanging from it.

soni: *hugs* I love it!!!

levi: er...okay.

I wore it immediately and everyday since that day.
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nira pov:

nira: she's so happy.

levi: that's why you're happy isn't it?

nira: I guess...I've treated her like my sister now.

levi: you still think she's amber isn't it?

nira: sometimes...but I now know clearly she's not.

levi: that's good.She is not amber.Do you...still blame yourself over that amber thing?

nira: I....I...can't let it go levi...its my fault.

levi: its not. Amber didn't die.She just disappeared.

nira: I am the one who made her run away levi.

levi: you didn't do anything wrong. She just can't accept the truth.Its okay to be selfish sometimes.

nira: it...is...?

Confused feelings inside me started to settle. Levi says its ok...I trust levi a lot. More than erwin, that's how much.

Things has already past so long...maybe...maybe it is alright. Amber too was also selfish on her side. So...maybe levi was right. I too should be a little selfish.

I. ..I...don't have to feel that guilty over that amber incident.

nira: levi...do you think we could...be...

levi pov:

Just than soni came and hugged me from behind.

soni: levi nii-san!!! I found you!!!

damn...she was so near.Nira was that near...

soni pov:
Levi nii-san looked at me like he was annoyed by me.

soni: go...gomenasai...

nira: I'll...leave you guys.

levi: tsk.Nothing . Don't follow me.

Levi nii-san walked away annoyed. What just happened? What did I just do?

nira pov:
soni resein...yea...I forgot she likes levi too. I could tell she really loved levi.

She smiles when levi is happy. She's sad when levi is. I know...that's in love. I too...once was like her. Every single emotion of him affects you.

Selfish...its not something I can do.No... more accurately, I can't bring myself to hurt another one.