Wishful Thinking

I wish you could see what it's doing to me

I wish I didn't have to explain every thought

I wish that you'd just know what I'm feeling

Or see through the façade I put up.

I wish I didn't have to explain everything I do

I wish you'd just know that it's a me thing

I wish that I didn't have to hide how upset I am from you

Or ignore it as a female thing

I wish you didn't make me feel like I'm crazy

I wish you didn't hurt me more than most

I wish you could just get what I want you to see

Instead of always having to be right I suppose

I wish you were more aware of your actions and activities

I wish you were more aware of the people around you

I wish I didn't get jealous cause I hate what it does to me

I wish that so many girls didn't need you for the things you can do

I wish I was more confident in who I am

But for some reason that's slowly faded to nothingness

I wish I could remember more things from my past

Instead of making you feel like you're alone in this

I wish that I wasn't so emotional

I wish that I could change the past

I wish that I didn't come across confrontational

But for some reason the peace doesn't seem to last

I wish that I wasn't always waiting for the other shoe to drop

I wish that things were easier

I wish that time could just stop

Or fast forward to my ever after.

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