Betrayal:

Falling out the door I stumbled on the floor

Crying and gasping and wanting to get away

The pain tore my chest apart as I gripped my T'Shirt for dear life

Hoping and praying that it doesn't end this way

But the betrayal is still raw

There's no numbing on the horizon

I felt everything as I replay what I just saw

I couldn't unsee what I just laid my eyes on

Maybe it's just a misunderstanding; I prayed

As I double over, my tears mingling with the rain

Maybe it wasn't your fault; I begged

As the image played on a loop in my head

With arms entwined and sweat mingling

I know the hope and prayer was futile

Cause there's no way to misinterpret anything

As it's still clear as day and she and I are not even the same size

Slowly I clambered to my feet

Willing them to move

As the desperation to get away kicked back in

Despite how my body disapproves

I take one step then another as I put myself back together

Leaving behind the memories that we made as I tried to let go and forgive

Learning to love myself before I love another

Learning to take care of me and for myself I learn to live

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