WARNING: This chapter contain mature content, If you are 18 and below, PLEASE don't read this chapter. Thank you for understanding

Wait until you're legal ♡

For 18+ Enjoy Dearies

~~~♡♡♡~~~

-NORTON-

Time flies so fast today hanging out with Viktor. I really enjoyed this day. I slumped on my mini sofa upon entering my house. I smiled reminiscing about today's event. That little postman never ceased to amaze me every time.

Hah~ But I'm really out of my mind today. I hope the things that I've done did not make him uncomfortable.

First, I made him worry on the very start of our day. Picking a fight huh? Not very professional of me. But I got ticked off of what that jackass said to Viktor. Serves him right. That punch felt really good.

Second, I led him to a haunted house even if he said he doesn't want to. His frightened face makes me want to laugh. It's cute though. I never had a chance to be with anyone who was that scared inside a haunted house before. It was refreshing.

Third, I held his hand for an extended period of time. Damn it.

Fourth, After contemplating the series of events that took place today, we had a long silent drive back home. I grabbed his hand subconsciously upon drop off. For what Norton? A goodbye kiss?

And Lastly, I knew I blushed hard and my heart raced like crazy when Viktor ruffled my hair like what he does to his dog, looking at me with that oh so sweet smile. My God. My Good Lord. Give me strength because it made me weak on my knees. He really looks like an angel. That dog is really lucky seeing that face everyday. Good thing he closed the car door as soon as he shot a quick glance at me. He might see an embarrassing side of me again. Burying my face on the driver's wheel. Where is my usual cool and stoic composure? Gone. Viktor's presence made them all disappear.

I thought I would never enjoy these things again... Not after my break up with Mike. I usually do those things two years back when Mike and I are still dating. And now instinctively do it again when I'm with Viktor earlier. Damn it Norton. Don't you overlap Viktor with Mike. I scolded myself, narkling the back of my head. You know damn well that you still can't get over him right?

I stood up and did my nightly routine of cleaning up and preparing myself for bed to shake off these thoughts out of my head. This day is really tiring but fun. I wonder if Viktor enjoyed my company too. It seems like it's his first time going to the park for a long time. It was a good thing I chose that place.

It made me think about what could've happened in his past that made him unable to talk. Aloof with people and being sensitive to people's emotions. Without realizing it, I was already typing on my mobile to search about his condition. It was really awkward to ask him about these things.

Hmmm... Selective mutism... Progressive mutism... Psychological trauma... Fear of unfamiliar people... Eureka! So he had a chance to talk after all! A smile plastered my face with the good news that I've read. He should just overcome his trauma...but if his condition was going on for so long, He might not be used to talking anymore...

Don't be so negative Norton!

All I need to do is to make him more comfortable with me. Once he does, he can do so with other people too. I grinned and got excited with these bubbling thoughts inside of me.

As I was figuring these things out I flopped to my bed and thought about that postman again. I really wanted to help you. But how can I do it? I have no more reasons to take you out anymore. But at least if I keep sending letters, I could still see and talk to you for a while...

I want to see you...I want to talk to you...again

****

-VIKTOR-

I still can't get over that letter I received from Mr. Morton yesterday. I visited the hospital today where he was confined and of course there'll be lots of security surrounding the perimeter. The hospital is being swarmed by his fans too. I couldn't pass through.

When I was about to leave the place, A brown haired guy approached me and asked me to come with him. I was terrified. He noticed my dreaded expression then he introduced himself, he was Lucky and he was Mr. Morton's lover, I was quite shocked. I mean the media didn't publicly announce his personal life that much. What more if it was his love life? Just random celebrities or famous people he works with or hang out with could be a possible secret lover. It was all theories, speculations and for the people to have something to gossip about anyways. I never expected him to actually have one besides being Norton's former lover. So he's the reason why his smile came back... a new lover...

Thinking back, I remember Norton being drunk when I delivered the news to him about Mr. Morton's accident. That forlorn face he made, must be the cause of his former lover's new partner or could be something more. It's all coming together now, Norton must've been hurt so bad. If only I knew this I would have stayed and helped him but there's no use in worrying about it now, I get to see Norton's genuine smile again, I wish to treasure it.

Mr. Lucky noticed I was very silent and in deep thought. He tilted his head and tapped my arm, "You okay?" I snap back from my senses. I look up to him and nod. He just stared at me with that blank expression on his face and just told me to follow him, he said he'll bring me to Mr. Morton's quarters. When we were about to pass the security. I tugged his shirt and scribbled

May I ask of you, To give him this letter instead, My reply lies in there. I have work today and just came here to deliver the letter.

Mr. Lucky just stared at me and took the letter. "Okay. We'll just deliver the invitation to your address then. Have a good day." Then he left.

That was fast. He was quick to talk to and kind of cold too. Weird. I can't read him at all. I walk away with all these thoughts in my head.

****

"There are less work today, Don't you think so too, Viktor?"

"......."

"Viktor?"

"........."

"VIKTOR!"

"HM?"

"You okay!?" A guy wearing the same postman uniform, poked my arm. He's one of my subordinates and also a good friend of mine, Kurt Frank. We both started working at the Postman office way back when I was in my teens, although he's two years younger than me and is studying as a scholar in one of the prestigious schools in the city as a tourism major. He works here for his daily expenses since his parents can't provide him with his financial needs because they're taking care of four of his younger siblings. He's also learning how to be independent on his own to help his family someday. What an amazing guy.

I replied to Kurt Sorry, I was thinking.

"What are you thinking about then? Penny for your thoughts?" Kurt grin

What am I thinking about? There are alot of things I'm thinking about. Wick, my work, the letter, the party, and especially Norton. Now that I think about it...I'm always thinking about Norton. That hang out at the moonlit river park... I still can't get over the fact we held each other's hands. My heart bubbles in joy reminiscing that magical moment.

I smile at myself. Kurt noticed the silly face I'm making and coughed to catch my attention

"Hm?"

"Whats up Viktor, You've been smiling a lot lately, Not just an ordinary kind of smile you wear at work, Not the polite one."

I tilted my head at Kurt's question and scribbled at my pad What do you mean not my usual polite smile?

"You know the kind of thing you do when you're thinking about something that makes you happy." Kurt implied with a smile on his face

Something that makes me happy?

Kurt noticed my confusion and asked,"Is someone making you happy lately, Viktor?"

I put my hand on my chin and stared at the ceiling. Is someone making me happy? My work makes me happy, Wick makes me happy, My friends makes me happy...Norton...he makes me happy.

Norton...

I subconsciously smile again. Kurt's eyes fluttered

"Oh~ Now who's that person making you smile like that again? Is that the same person making you smile a while ago?"

"Hm?" I met Kurt's gaze, blinking profusely. Am I smiling because of Norton? Nah, that's not it. I always smile, I smile at everything, Smiling is my way of greeting people since my condition hinders me to greet someone vocally. I lowered my head and sighed. I really want to talk someday.

"You changed expressions in an instant. It's like you're in love or something." Kurt chuckled.

I look at Kurt curiously. Something about what he said caught my attention.

In love...

I scribbled fast on my pad and showed it to him. How do you know If you're in love?

"In love? I never knew you'd be interested to know that. Let's see here." Kurt slouched his back on the bench and stared at the distance

I wanted to confirm something for sometime now, there's this ringing inside my head but I couldn't figure it out, I keep on wondering what it was and maybe Kurt can give me the answer I'm seeking for, even subtle hints will do. I end up always getting puzzled by my own emotions. I wanna know why

"Well, For starters you're happy when you're with them, not just any normal happy-happy kind of way when you're with your friends and family, It's like the happiness where your heart just go KABOOM, you get what I mean, Viktor"

I replied shaking my head, blinking a couple of times

"It's like this Viktor, you wanted to talk casually with that person and the all of a sudden you go blank, you feel dithers in your tummy, you ended up making a fool out of yourself because you're nervous around them, doing things you don't normally do, to the point you end up being clumsy, tripping or stuttering in your words."

My eyes widened listening to Kurt explaining everything and how relatable his explanation were to my experiences whenever I'm with Norton

"Your body also moves on its accord, your heart raced like crazy, your body will feel hot, blushing profusely but its just your heart telling you you're in love with that person through your actions."

Ah

"You don't know how to act normal around that special person. There's something about that person that makes you go, I want to touch you, I want to hold you, I want to kiss you in a special way"

Kurt's words slowly sinking inside my head, I'm beginning to understand my own feelings

"Then, when they're sad you want to comfort them not in a friendly kind of thing, When you're in love, more often than not, you give your time and effort just to be with that person or you want to show them that you're always here for them and that they're not alone"

I listen to Kurt eagerly nodding with his every word. Then he leaned closer to me

"But fair warning, Viktor. When you're in love, Sure, You feel you're in cloud nine and all but it's not all butterflies and rainbows... there something more dangerous you should watch out for." Kurt said in a grim and hushed voice. I gulped in fear

Dangerous? What do you mean dangerous? I replied, when all of a sudden Kurt whispered in my ear,

"Jealousy"

Eh?

"Jealousy, Viktor loosen up!" Kurt chuckled,"A jealous person is very scary ya know, when you're jealous you lose all logic and all the bubble of joy will be gone in an instant. You get insecure, you get hurt, you get all kinds of pain swirling in your heart and it's not a good feeling at all"

I just titled my head in confusion.

Jealousy...

The things Kurt's telling me, I felt them all whenever I'm with Norton. I can feel my cheeks turned bright red with that very realization.

I'm in love with Norton.

I scribbled and showed Kurt my pad Kurt, I think I'm in love.

Kurt's eyes flickered and his mouth agape,"Wow, Really? I mean that's great Viktor. Who's this special person?"

I look at Kurt, blushing as I write my reply His name is Norton Campbell

"Oh. That guy. I get it now, No wonder you've been telling me stories about him lately. I didn't realize you like him that much." Kurt snickered

I've been telling him things about Norton? I didn't realize it before but now that Kurt mentions it, I tried recalling it. Maybe, I was really telling him things about Norton unconsciously, ever since that day.

<<FLASHBACK>>

Norton Campbell...

It has been over a year, delivering letters for the actor and Mr.Campbell and I noticed a gradual change in Mr.Campbell's expression. He's not as happy as he was before when receiving the letter from the actor. Maybe they broke up? but if they do, he would probably move on by now, it's been a year since I last saw that genuine smile on his face, I didn't notice it before that he changed because he's good at masking his feelings. But being in their aid for so long, I'm starting to see that sorrow, regret and hopelessness in his eyes. Must be a bad break up if he can't move on. I feel bad for him. The actor on the other hand though seemed quite happy. I wonder why?

ARF! ARF!

Ah. I'm too lost in thoughts. Sorry, Wick. I wasn't paying attention. I need to deliver all these letters quickly and head to Mr. Campbell.

It's already afternoon, I've managed to finish my task and all that's left now is to deliver Mr. Campbell's letter. He's probably at work so, I'll just leave it by his mailbox then. I ran towards his place while Wick tail me from behind

Here we are.

I opened his mailbox to put the letter inside. I was ready to leave but stopped when I caught a glimpse of someone's silhouette inside of his house. Oh, is he home? I took a step closer and peek at his window. I saw him in the corner of his sofa, His hand covering his face. It's still working hours, I wonder if he's on lunch break? I lean closer to check up on him. I was surprised

Is he crying...?

My heart ached seeing him holding a couple of letters in his hands, his tears trickling down his cheeks, his eyes are swollen, he was also shaking as if it was cold. He must have been crying for a while now. My vision started blurring watching him writhed in pain. I noticed I was crying too. Is there any way I can help him? I asked myself

ARF! ARF! Wick whimpered beside me. Wick was probably worried I started crying out of nowhere. I wiped the tears off of my face and patted Wick's head. Thanks buddy

What can I do to help you?

When I went home after delivering all the letters, I can't forget that pitiful state Mr.Campbell was in a while ago. I tried to think of something to help him. There must be something I can do to help. I started shuffling through my drawer and I saw this one colorful paper on the side of my desk. A sticky note! I should put these things when I deliver him his letters and maybe it'll make him smile even just a little. Brilliant, Viktor!

****

It's been two weeks since that last letter I sent him. Another one came again and needed to be delivered to his address, I excitedly took it with me and hurried to his place. When I reached his place, I took a peek at his window to check if he's home. Aha! He's home but I decided that to leave the letter in his mailbox and put my sticky note on top of it and wait until he retrieves, I wanted to see his reaction towards that small greeting I wrote, Hopefully it'll make him smile

After a short while, he came out of his house, he was already wearing his corporate attire and his ID on, that's the day I found out that he works at Oletus Inc. I waited for him to patiently take out his letter, I saw his eyes scan the letter curiously then smiled. He must've seen the sticky note! It worked! He smiled after all these years, I get to see him smile again.

From that moment on, I happily put sticky notes on his letters whenever he's not home, knowing that it will make him smile. I didn't notice that I'm falling in love with him.

<<END OF FLASHBACK>>

"Viktor, Why don't you tell him that? I'm sure he won't say no from someone as kind, caring and a sweet person like you" Kurt held my shoulders and shaking me lightly

I chuckled and replied I just befriended him recently, Kurt. I don't want to scare him with my confession, Who knows he might not like me after all.

Kurt shakes his head in disagreement,"You will never know, If you never even try."

Alright. I'll reconsider it. I will tell him how I feel I replied to Kurt

"Great! Oh yeah, Sorry about the piles of MassCom lecture notes I'm giving you on a weekly basis."

I chuckled and scribbled No worries, those notes you gave me would help me a lot if ever I continue my study at the University.

"Wow! Really, You should thank my dorm mate Demi for that. She's taking a part time job at Wu Chang Brother's Bar. If you want, We could visit her there and have a couple of drinks. She's working as a barmaid."

Oh, I see. Sure lets visit her but I don't drink. I'll just accompany you I replied

"Such a party pooper, Viktor. You're already in your 20's and still scared of drinking a little alcohol? But okay, I'll respect that. We can visit her this weekend" Kurt clapped happily. This guy really fancy drinking.

After a few chats, I bid Kurt farewell and went on ahead to continue my remaining task. I was on my way outside when all of a sudden something bothered me. I remember Mr. Morton's invitation once again. Perhaps, being busy will keep my mind off of things. Unfortunately, it's not working. Christmas Party huh? I wonder what I should wear. I honestly don't have anything nice in my closet. I'm not even sure If my salary would be enough to buy anything expensive.

It's actually nearing and my panic is at its peak.

My mind was once again deranged by these thoughts while I continued to work.

****

-NORTON-

It's been several months now. I've been quite busy even more and because of the personal errand I agreed to do on a long term basis for the CEO of this company. I sighed exasperatedly.

I rarely even sent any letters during these past few months. Norton, where is your plan to get closer to the postman, Hm? Moreover, The plan is to make him more comfortable and to make him start practice talking to me. Ahhhh Lately, My mind is being occupied by the thoughts of him and my work, Side by side. I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I shrugged my head and continued validating the files in front of me.

THUD

My office door swung open, Showing this brunette man with the owl on his shoulders and that usual grin on his face, Happily prancing towards me. Here he comes again.

The CEO's son, Eli, often slacks off inside my office after he finished his job. I admire his quick productivity--BUT-- he has been a hindrance to mine lately. Like really, If I had a chance to throw him away--I mean designate him to other departments I would definitely do so.

Eli would often bother me with the most nonsensical things, Like tell me stories about the places he visited, Pranks he did and get in to trouble afterwards, The pets he has at home, How much work bore him to death, He even ask me stuff like if I already make out with someone and tricks on how to do it more intimately simply because he was single for his entire life and many more of his foolish shenanigans. Eli shared those things whenever I'm focused with my work and it often breaks my concentration. I'm so distracted but I can't just dismiss him right away or ignore him. He might get a bad impression of me. He is my FUTURE BOSS afterall. Eli sure is making my work too challenging to bear, To be honest.

"Norton, do you know how sexy Brooke Rose is? Look Hey~~ Look!"

There's no escaping this. I looked at him upon being pestered to do so.

"TADAAA!"

My eyes almost popped out of its socket. The f*uck was that?! The owl has slim legs?

"Hehehe~ My owlie got you too, Ain't Brooke Rose sexy?" Eli keeps showing his owl's legs behind its fluffy downy feathers with that idiotic facial expression of his.

"Ehem. I wouldn't lie that you got me there, Eli." Yes, we're on a first name basis now. This guy got me good and no matter how annoying he can be, He's now a good friend of mine here at Oletus Inc. After that weird display of his owl's leg, I continued to focus on my task at hand.

"Hey Norton..." Eli called. There's this seriousness in his tone that I never expected to hear, I stopped typing and took a glance at this brunette boy, His face has this pensive expression. I wonder what's wrong? I listen as he continues,"There's this silver haired accountant that has been catching my attention for several months now. His name is Aesop Carl. It seems that he's not enjoying his stay here at Oletus."

"Oh, Thinking of his employees welfare now huh? What an admirable future CEO." I teased. For a moment there, I saw a tinge of pink hues in his cheeks. I batted my eyes at him curiously, studying his expression

"Stop that, Norton!" He rebuked," Like really! It seems like he does so much more work than most of his co-workers. I get that he's hardworking...."

"Ah, Mr. Carl..."I interjected. "...He's admirable to be honest and it seems that he's taking over work that's not even his. I also heard that some of the higher ups in the Auditing department let him do their work. He must not know about the art of saying 'No' to these people. Or maybe he's afraid to get a bad impression from them"

That's why as much as possible I would like him to be commended and even be assigned on a field work. Cooping him in that department might lead him to resign. What a waste of talent. While being engulfed in these thoughts of mine, I saw a spark of interest in Eli's sapphire eyes.

Ah.

"Interested in the guy, Eli? He's quite a catch too" I raised my brows up and down as I teased this little brunette. What shocked me is his reaction to my teasing more so his awkward display.

"AHH! Umm... I mean... Yes he's good looking, that's a fact. And-- ummm... hardworking. And-- uhmm... STOP THAT!" Eli noticed me smirking teasingly, watching him stammer and panic describing how admirable the auditor is. He hid his face with a throw pillow.

"Ohh...I get it now, Somebody's got a crush on someone." I kept shooting him meaningful smiles and expressions,"Let's see here, Would you like my assistance, Mr. Clark?" I leaned back in my seat, crossing my arms.

Wow, His eyes lit up but I only suggested that to tease him. Might as well see how this goes.

"Well, I've been observing him, If I ever got a chance to see him around the office but barely...rarely." Eli placed the pillow down his laps playing with its cover while sharing his story,"He doesn't visit our petting quarters or even take his lunch inside the cafeteria. That makes it hard to associate with him more! Oh! He likes Mr. Whiskers too, by the way. That cat is quite an explorer. I saw him being petted by Aesop in the hallways and if ever I got a chance to see him... I talk to him but he always slips off and..."

Ah... he keeps muttering his frustration over his failed attempt of befriending the guy or is it a failed attempt in courting him?

I pity this hopeless romantic boy. I snorted. I can't contain my laugh any longer

"Damn you, Norton! Laughing at his friend's demise. Just help me out, Will you!?"

Aww, He's pouting.

"As your dear friend, and my future boss, I would like to help you. But let's make this a business deal shall we?" I rest my chin on my hand, Grinning as I stare at eli's stern expression

"UGH! You sounded just like my father right now!! Should I call you Dad too?"

"We're business men here, Living in a business world" I let out an antagonistic laugh. "So what could you offer in return, Mr. Clark?"

"Let's hear your proposal first, Mr. Campbell ''

That took me by surprise. For a moment there, I suddenly see a glimpse of my future boss with his tone and that business posture. If this was only a real business setting--But nah. What a pity.

"I could propose to your father that you will be designated as a software engineer in house and on call by the Auditing department"

That means that he'll be out in my department and will not be my associate anymore.

"Hmm, Great deal! Then what do you like from me in return" He's already fidgeting with excitement and could no longer control his business face act on me. What a funny guy.

"I would like you to promise me that you'll be serious with your training of being the heir of Oletus Inc, So that I won't look out for you anymore and report to your father daily."

And of course, It's a win for the company and a win for me too. No more babysitting Norton. This chance finally came so quickly.

"Woah. I didn't expect that request. I thought you'd request something so extravagant" His face is brimming with happiness. This. Guy. Really. I let out a sigh. "Okay. That's a deal then!" He replied with a big dopey grin on his face

"Okay. If you'll excuse me, I would like to talk to your father about this" I stood up from my seat. Prepping myself.

The CEO will probably cry in joy after hearing that this simple request would let his son be serious about their business.

"Okay! I will adhere to our deal then, ONLY if it was settled! I expect good news upon my return! Brooke Rose and I will just go out for a stroll!" Eli immediately ran outside and had already slammed shut my office door. He's quick on his feet

"That Eli, Instead of studying and visiting other subsidiaries and operations inside Oletus Inc. He decided to flee..." I let out another sigh. I need a quick talk about this to the CEO.

I left my office to present this proposal to his father. And as I predicted. It was approved accordingly.

****

<<SPECIAL>> LUCKY

"He agreed."

I was wondering why Mike would ever invite that guy. Is he bothered that we saw Norton and that guy at the park last time? Mike had this painful expression written on his face when we did. He immediately asked me to take him back to the hospital without looking back, I abided.

He loves amusement parks. I thought we should visit it together. It was a new park owned by Oletus Inc's sister company. Mike's eyes sparkled when I invited him, Even though he might not be able to enjoy the rides because of his injury but a change of pace might lighten up his mood rather than being cooped up inside the hospital

I miscalculated, We saw Norton with another guy, Happily enjoying their time at the park. That smile they share, their fingers interlock with each other, from afar they look like a couple, deeply in love with each other. It probably hit Mike in the gut. He still has strong feelings for that jerk, huh?

"Yeah..." Mike replied dully

"Why would you invite him, Mike? I'm confused and curious." I tried to sound understanding instead of feeling agitated because of these resentment building inside my chest. I don't want us to fight over this without trying to understand each other's side

Mike exhaled wearily and turn to me "I wanted for us to talk"

"Talk about what, Exactly?" Control your feelings, Lucky

"If..."

"If that mysterious guy and Norton are in a relationship?" Darn it, I said it out loud. I didn't want him to remember that event but he needs to snap out of it and get over that jerk. He needs to heal from that toxic relationship, he never deserved in the first place.

"........."

"Mike, Please. You're hurting yourself again"

"No, I don't. Don't worry, Lucky. This time I will set things right"

"Huh? What do you mean?"

"Trust me on this."

Trust. Those words sting my heart, I do trust Mike but the things he does and the decisions he's making right now made me doubt his words. I'm scared for him, he might hurt himself, I don't want that, I never wanted that. I never wanted to see that pained expression ever again. That hopelessness in his eyes, He couldn't eat, interact and was always pretending that everything is okay. He experienced something he never deserved by being with that jerk. It hurts me more than it hurts him. I loved him all these years, I love him more than that guy ever did, I love him more than he loves himself. I balled my fist, containing all these negative emotions.

One last exhale. I took Mike's hand gently, Placing it close to my lips.

"Alright, Mike. I trust you." I look in his eyes, full of concern but I'll try to be understanding. I just hope he won't make the same mistakes again

"Thank you and Lucky..."

"Yes?"

"Thank you for loving someone like me."

"Thank you too, for loving someone like me."

Mike always gets me with that genuine look on his face. I really hope that he won't do anything reckless this time.

****

-NORTON-

Oletus Inc Christmas Party

The arrangement for the company's annual Christmas party is here. As per usual, we're celebrating at one of Oletus Inc's luxurious hotels. Sometimes I wonder how much money this business earns each year. Having Eli as a friend I can only guess, maybe over a million or even billions of money in just a month, Who knows maybe even a day. The company can earn that much. With the way Eli dressed and the things he buys, It's over the top and he loves treating me in places that he spends over thousands of dollars for, He often uses that almighty credit card his father gave him.

"Are you ready, Norton!" Eli excitedly exclaimed, I told this guy I asked Aesop Carl to assist me in this event. Aesop didn't like the idea at first and started making excuses but I persuaded the guy that I will introduce him to the higher ups that might be able to help him in his promotion or take him under their wing, If I recommended him. And that's how I make him agree to come--Honestly, This is all for Eli and the CEO

"Yeah, Yeah." I step outside my office and stare at Eli. He looks so flashy tonight. Wearing that gold and black three piece shiny tuxedo shawl with a necktie on, Tight black pants and a classic knee land cap toe, His hair is neatly brushed up too and that scent, Is that Christian Dior Balade Sauvage? He smells like an orange blossom with a hint of sea breeze fragrance. I love that perfume. But too expensive to boot

Eli really did a number of changes in his appearance just to impress Aesop. I snickered. Not sure If he wanted to be his friend like what he has been telling me or it was a defense mechanism to hide the fact that he was love struck by this auditor and wanted to court him.

We both left the premises and headed to my car. While driving, Eli called out to me

"Hey, Norton, How do I look? You think Aesop will notice me now?" Eli asked, Nervously fixing his crooked necktie. I took small glances at him while keeping my eyes on the road.

"You look really shiny, If that's the answer you wanted to hear from me" I teased

"What shiny!? Do I look weird?" Eli was surprised at my response. He's getting insecure on what he's wearing now, Looking at the mirror worriedly

"Not really, Just...too much?" I shrugged

"Darn it! I told Daniel to look for an outfit that would suit me! I look like a clown don't I?!" Eli slumped angrily, pouting and crossing his arms staring outside the window. I pity this guy. He really has no clue how to dress to impress, he has to ask his butler to look for clothes that would suit him.

"Well, He did choose something that will suit you though"

"Shiny? I'm shiny then. Thanks for the compliment, Norton, Appreciate it" Eli rolled his eyes, Still have his eyes glued on the window

"Yeah. A shiny clown" I can't help but to tease this little brunette. I really got used to him joking all the time that I'm starting to act like him. He's like a little brother to me.

"HEEEEYYYYYY!"

"You look fine, Eli. Trust me. Aesop will totally notice you"

"You think so?"

"Yeah, No one dresses like a shiny clown like you there, Heck, Not only will Aesop notice you, Everyone would!"

"Damn you, Norton! I AM SO NOT TALKING TO YOU!"

"Just kidding, Eli. Relax. Just be yourself, You got this, I will help you remember?"

"Okay, I trust you!"

We shared continuous banter and laughter on our way to the venue. I've been feeling happy lately. Things are starting to get more and more exciting, giving me good vibes everyday and gaining new good friends aren't so bad after all. Ever since, Viktor came into my life, things have been gradually changing for the better. I can't believe I'm thinking about him again, Not that It's something new anyways. I wonder how is he now? He must be spending Christmas alone. I should probably visit him and maybe spend the holiday together.

****

"We're finally here, Norton!" Eli jumped out of the car as soon as I parked. I glance at this boy awkwardly, jumping around like a monkey. Brooke rose and I shook our head in unison. I got out of my car and gestured Eli to come with me, We're meeting Aesop at the lobby after all

We took the elevator to the lobby. I take a glance at Eli, Who kept on fixing his necktie again while looking at his reflection in the mirror. Oh, Eli. We arrived at the lobby and started searching for Aesop, he said that he'll be at the sofa near the front desk, he also told us that he is wearing a gray knitted sweater with a checkered blue shirt and a denim slim fit pants.

After a few minutes of looking around the area we saw Aesop sitting there all alone. We both walked up to him. When all of a sudden I felt a sudden tug on my arm, I turned around to see Eli's worried expression. I wonder if he's nervous? I take his hand off of me and level my head in his view

"What's wrong eli, Are you nervous?"

Eli shook his head and covered his face, "He's...."

"What?"

"He's too beautiful, Norton. I can't..."

What the hell, Eli. He's like a high school girl in love. I wanted to burst out laughing but were inside the hotel, I shouldn't act so informal, My subordinates might see me. I coughed and composed myself. I have to keep it in, Otherwise we'll both end up exchanging sarcastic remarks. It might make Aesop awkward as well

"Eli, Lets just go. Keep it cool."I put my hand on his shoulders, shaking him lightly. Eli nodded, Following me from behind. We finally reached Aesop, He was holding a book. He probably enjoys reading. Aesop stood up with a small smile on his face

"Good evening, Mr. Campbell and..." Aesop's eyes fix his gaze towards the brunette guy hiding behind my back. Aesop looks confused. Seriously Eli, Please, Behave yourself!

I yanked Eli's arm making him face Aesop, Eli tried to struggle but stopped right away as soon as he met Aesop's silver eyes,"This is Eli Clark, He works in Oletus Inc too."

"Ah..." Aesop said simply

"Hi...um, Aesop Carl. Nice to meet you...Again." Eli greeted. He's blushing so hard, Eli is so obvious, he likes this guy a lot. I look at Aesop, He has this blank expression on his face then he rolled his eyes at Eli. Ouch, That must've hurt I turn to.Eli, who looked disappointed by the way Aesop is treating him. Guess Aesop has no idea Eli likes him a lot, Such a dense guy.

Goodness, This is getting awkward. I need to say something

"Ahem, Why don't we all head inside, Shall we?" I offered, I need to get these guys in the mood. I walk ahead of them. Taking small glances at Eli signaling him to talk to Aesop while walking, Eli in return is making these weird expressions, mouthing something like, How to communicate with Aesop. I can't help him yet, It might get Aesop in an unpleasant state.

We head inside the party with complete utter silence. Darn it, Eli. He really didn't talk to Aesop all the way.

"Good Evening Mr. Campbell." A woman in her 50's dressed in a lavish sapphire empire gown greeted me. I smiled in return

"Good Evening Lady Veronica, It's been quite a while since I last saw you."

This person, Is the CEO of Oletus Inc sister company, Oletus Entertainment. Mr. Ellison Clark and Lady Veronica Desaulnier are related. I heard that Oletus Entertainment has a hidden conflict with Oletus Inc and that they're trying to gather Oletus' top notch employees to join theirs, Such as the fate of the business world where family competes with each other. But given that Oletus Entertainment contributes more to the Oletus Inc.'s revenue, it proves that the Desaulniers are doing a great job managing a large company.

"Have you met my son, Mr. Campbell?" Lady Veronica asked, Calling out a gentleman standing straight and proud. Has a warm smile from his soft lips. His hair is snowy-white like, neatly tied into a ponytail. Half of his bangs are brushed up leaving the left side freely hanging beside his face. Thanks to that you can get a good view of his ocean blue eyes.

"Come son, This is Mr. Norton Campbell, He's a Research Analyst Manager. He has helped a lot in our company for the past few years." Lady Veronica boasted. It is true that I was assigned as a sub in their company, I helped out as much as I can. It's my first time seeing his son, Joseph, He looks like a promising heir, He has this elegant and intimidating aura around him compared to Eli who's usually laid back, He looks like his mother too with that snow like hair and those sharp blue eyes

"Remarkable Mr. Campbell. I'm astonished by your performance and we're grateful for your assistance and hard work. I have heard from Mother a lot of great things about you" Joseph replied, Even the way he talks sounds so sophisticated. I look at Eli, his eyes darted so sternly at Joseph. Hm? That's odd, I've never seen Eli looking like this before. I stared back at Joseph, I noticed he was smirking at Eli

"Hi." Eli greeted Joseph coldly.

"Eli, My cousin, How have you been?"

Oh yeah, they're cousins. No wonder. I'm sensing a family conflict here. Eli didn't reply to Joseph's question and just sneered. This made Joseph laugh and his mother batted her eyes towards Eli, like she's mocking Eli's very existence. I felt bad for Eli. I should discuss this with him later. Joseph walked past us after being ignored by Eli and stood in front of Aesop. Eh? What now. Don't tell me Aesop's their cousin too.

"Joseph?" Aesop tilted his head

"Aesop, Darling! I didn't know you were acquainted with Mr. Campbell and...Eli" Joseph's eyes twinkle at the sight of Aesop. Aesop just remained uncomfortable being greeted.

"Yes." Aesop replied shyly.

"C'est magnifique! Is it alright If you accompany me tonight?"

"I...I'm not here to have fun, Joseph." Aesop decline. Now this is quite confusing how did Aesop know this guy. I look at Eli again, Now he looks pissed. Why do I feel like this will get out of hand?

"Why darling? This is a party. Come now" Joseph took Aesop's hand, It made Aesop feel uneasy, He seemed like he wanted to struggle,"I will take you--"

GRAB

"Let him go."

Everyone was shocked. Eli just grabbed Joseph's arm. Making Joseph release Aesop from his grip. Eli looked very agitated and stepped in front of Aesop and Joseph. It feels like I'm watching one of those drama series my mom used to watch. Joseph felt embarrassed, He was ready to snap back at Eli. When a serene voice calls out to him.

"Joseph."

We all turned to look where the voice came from and saw a girl wearing a pink long dress, her brown hair curled beautifully around the tips, She's holding a golden cane, Supporting her as she walked towards us. Is she blind? No. Probably, A poor eyesight.

"Helena, Dear. Where on earth is your countess?" Lady Veronica walked up to the young girl. The girl smiled at her and to us

"She fetched me something to drink, Lady Veronica."

"Goodness, Please call me Mother. You are engaged to Joseph after all."

Couldn't this family tree get anymore confusing than it already is? I place my hand on my forehead, Figuring out everyone's relationship with each other,"Eli, Aesop, Let's go get a drink." I lean to whisper at the both of them

"What are you doing here, Ma Cherie?" Joseph looks troubled. Seems like this girl knows how to tame him. Helena smiled at Joseph, I take this chance to excuse ourselves

"Lady Veronica, Sir Joseph and Ms. Helena, It was a pleasure meeting you all but we must be heading elsewhere now, Our subordinates are probably looking for us. Please excuse us."

I bowed, Signaling Eli and Aesop to follow me. They both tail me from behind. The three of us remained silent on our way to get our parchment.

****

-VIKTOR-

The chauffeur that Mr. Morton told me about came exactly right in time by my apartment's front door. Taking a final look at myself in the mirror, I think I was ready to go. I neatly brushed my hair sideways to have a clean look on my face. I wore what Kurt suggested to me. I think he got a good eye in styling people. I was pleased with my overall appearance. Red fitted long sleeves, fitted with black vest paired with a black coat. I wore leg hugging black pants and a black leather shoes. Satisfied with my look, I hugged Wick and left him his food and water before bidding him goodbye.

I hope I get to see Norton at the party, I want to see him again. I miss his smile so much. I'm feeling nervous knowing that I will meet Mr. Morton tonight. He said he wanted to talk about something important. I wonder if his concern lies with Norton. I honestly don't know what to say to him. If ever he asks about it.

***

The hall was quite big given that this time, Oletus Inc and all other companies under it would enjoy celebrating their Christmas ball all together. I thought I wouldn't be shocked but there are so many prominent figures here. From different actors, sports personalities, and other popular people that you'll only see on TV.

There are too many people around here that I just keep fidgeting in the corner and observe them. This place is full of masks that you won't even know what was real and what was not. People hiding the true meaning of their words behind their smile. I shivered with the thought. I get uncomfortable being inside the place for too long.

I shall wait for Mr. Morton to contact me, then I will go back in again. I told myself. I step hurriedly outside. All of a sudden...

THUD

A brown-haired man with olive eyes and much shorter stature than me, bump into me. Or rather we bumped carelessly with each other. But I'm the only one who has my butt on the floor. For a small man he's quite strong.

"Are you alright? That fall must've hurt" He extended his hand to me. "I'm sorry, I did not look where I was going" He had this worried look on his face.

I deny his statement by shrugging my head. Oh. He showed a toothy grin. This is the first genuine smile I saw tonight. I extended my hands to him and he lifted me off my butt.

"I'm Naib Subedar. Just call me Naib. I actually hate formalities. And this quiet large man here is Hastur, my manager" He flashed a smile. How could I not know this personality as soon as I saw him? A great stunt man, dancer, and actor. My mouth was wide agape in astonishment.

"Why won't you join me to party? To be honest it's boring if I only have this manager of mine to accompany me for the night, sad isn't it?" He told me in a hushed tone.

The man with long white locks that suit his pair of crimson orbs still heard what Naib had said. "Subedar, You thought I'm deaf? I can hear you clearly." He told condescendingly. "I could never get my eyes off of you for a second, Because the second I avert my attention, you already toppled someone, Can you be any more clumsier?" He heaved a sigh. I can see how stressed out he was, massaging the knot formed between his brows.

The small man made a pout. "But I want things to get livelier! So I'm gonna escape your grasp!"

"Livelier and then you have another scandal or issues that I'm the one to settle again. Remember that one time you insist that blonde man to not take a double like you? I mean he knows acrobatics, yes, But you...you could literally fly." He keeps massaging his temples out of stress. It must've been hard babysitting this guy.

"Ugh! I did not insist though! He said he would like to try. What I just did was to support him as a friend, I never knew it would've happened..." His face carried this painful expression. He really is showy with what he feels.

"Subedar, what could have caused that pained look on your face?" Naib suddenly flinched when a tall dark haired man who also had a pair of crimson orbs just came up to ask him.

"Jack! uh...I...I'm sorry...Mike wouldn't have experienced that...If I just--" He's near crying. I look at the perfect gentleman that has just asked the question. His face is dumbfounded while looking at Naib.

"Naib, my dear. It's not your fault. Right Mike?" Mr. Morton was already here. He's walking with crutches on. I flashed him a smile. He acknowledged my presence and returned the smile to me.

"Righty~ it's my fault and mine alone so don't you cry~"

"Stop that! I'm...sniff...not...hic... Crying!" Ah. He hugged Mr.Morton. "Glad you're fine now, Pal!"

"Yes! Yes! We could continue shooting the movie anytime soon." Mike said with a teary smile. The atmosphere is heartwarming. Even the two managers looked at each other and chuckled as their talents huddled with tears of joy.

"Viktor! Thank you for coming! Gentlemen, this is Viktor, a friend of mine. Treat him well, tonight!" He welcomed me with a quick hug. "I assume you already know these people aside from my Manager. His name is Jack by the way~"

The gentleman slightly bowed down to me. He really is princely with that brushed up raven hair that showed his prominent features and with that outfit he had. I catch a glimpse of Naib on the side of my eyes. His eyes are gleaming while stealing glances at Mr. Jack. He's not the usual guy with a proud look and puffed chest moments ago. He looks so tamed? I glance back and forth between Naib and Mr. Jack, Naib looks entranced with Mr. Jack's persona. I wonder why that is?

Ah.

Finally Mr. Jack noticed these small glances from Naib. He winked at him. I see a subtle hint of red glow across Naib's face, He immediately averted his gaze. He really acts so cutesy right now. I think I know why. He got a crush on this gentleman.

****

We entered the premises again to eat at the buffet. The whole table consists of me, Mr. Hastur, Mr. Jack, Mr. Morton, Naib, and Mr. Lucky. Lucky came after that dramatic scene outside. Truth to be told. Our table is gaining attention because of the prominent figures sitting altogether, me as an exclusion.

"Naib!!!" A booming voice suddenly called him out.

"William!!!" They hugged and patted each other. "It's been a long time! Work is not treating us well, right? Too busy to hang out for a drink mister football star?"

"Damn right Naib! I'm getting tired of shooting these advertisements. How's your shooting? What is work and life balance?" Mr. William plopped on the seat and sighed exasperatedly. "Hello there too, Gentlemen! It's been a while!" He saluted other guys too.

"Mike and I just enjoyed our work so there's no issue with us doing this job though" Naib puffed his chest and put his almighty fist on it. Mike just let out a chuckled to confirm his friend's statement.

"Pfft! Okay mister superstar~ I just want to practice and play football but now it has come to this. Being popular is a tough job." Mr. William heaved a sigh. With Mr. William's addition, our table got more attention. I really feel out of place here.

"You're being too loud Mr. Ellis." Mr. William shot up from his seat upon hearing a commanding voice of a woman adorned with black sparkly night dress that paired her beautiful feather hair ornament. She looks like a Black Swan.

"M-MARTHA?!" Mr. William stuttered as he was stunned in the presence of the woman in front of him. Why is he shocked though? "You...You wore a dress?" There's a hint of blush on the athlete's face."It... Uh... doesn't suit you! Just wear your usual pants and polo shirt. I didn't recognize you for a sec there." Mr. William teased Ms. Martha making her glare at his big toothy grin

"I thought you don't like these types of clothing though?" He had this awkward look on his face. Hm. Probably he said something that he doesn't mean. That remark is quite rude though.

"Damn you Will! Mind you, I did not wear it for you, Mr. Clark just insisted that I dress up for tonight, Just so you know Will, there's going to be a big party tonight in case you have forgotten" Ms. Martha said with a hint of sarcasm in her voice. Of course, who would be pleased if someone said your dress doesn't suit you right?

"Yes yes~ Ha! I knew it!" Mr. William exclaimed then scratches his head, "You're such a tomboy to wear one though." Mr. William added. "By the way, How do I look like Marths? Handsome as always right? Compliment your childhood friend will you?" He puffed up his chest.

"As usual Will." Mr. William's eyes brightened. "You look so damn ugly." Ms. Martha snorted. Mr. William was taken aback.

These two, It's so evident that they talk the opposite meaning of their words behind their banter. That's why I don't trust spoken words, It is so easy to lie and deny up front.

"If you please excuse me, I need to greet and assist other guests as well. Gentlemen, have a great night" She bowed and disappeared into the crowd.

"I pity you bro." Naib commented, "You told us that you don't need our help to pursue Martha but with what we've witnessed, you need some damn good counseling session about courting "

"William, Ms. Martha is so enchanting tonight. You just lose the chance to comment on her beauty~" Mike smirked playfully

"You miss the chance of confession Will. I doubt you could dance with her tonight too." Lucky shrugged his head.

Mr. Hastur and Mr. Jack just chuckled in amusement.

"YOU GUYS STOP!" Mr. William hung his head bitterly and slumped his shoulders, "How could I...How could I confess? She only sees me as a pal, a childhood friend and a brother. What you witnessed earlier is our usual banter and I... Ugh!" He tugged his locks out of frustration. The gentleman around him just laughed at Mr. William's hopeless romance.

Ah

So, that's how it was. Mr. William likes Ms. Martha.

****

-NORTON-

The night is getting deeper and I was getting more agitated with this brunette that is sitting beside me at our table. There's a few more hours left until the closing ceremony of this event and he still hasn't deepened his relationship with Aesop. I think I need them to be alone for that to happen but damn it. Everytime I intend to slip away, it's either Eli stopping me or Aesop needs something to confirm things with me

I really need to slip out somehow. I sighed exasperatedly. Looking around, I spotted a familiar man in his 50's in the middle of a prestigious crowd. Is that Mr. Ellison? I have an idea.

"This is all clear Aesop. The delegates under my department were all dispatched to talk with our higher ups. Corporate year end report presentation was already settled. Let me handle other things now. You can enjoy the rest of the party." I patted his shoulder. "Job well done" His eyes showed great happiness upon being commended but showed slight anxiousness that his job is done already. He really doesn't like the crowd not unless it's work related.

Mr. Ellison, I'm sorry but I need to use you, for your son to have progress with his love life. I mumbled to myself. As I stood up and I saw the two boys flinching, before they could say anything to stop me from leaving again and again, I spoke up.

"I just need to have a talk with our company's CEO. I would be glad to you if you could accompany my friend, Eli, for tonight. You'll do that just fine right?" He immediately averted his gaze. I sense his unwillingness to do so but he nodded his head anyway. Aesop really is obedient with my command.

Why does Aesop dislike associating himself with Eli?

"Eli, I just need to talk with your Fa... I mean the CEO. You'll be accompanied by Aesop for the rest of the night." I winked at him. His eyes pleading me not to leave him, his mouth probably wants to ask me what he should do. So long my friend, You're on your own now. And with that, I left the two to get to know each other at least.

Phew. I nearly have a slip of tongue. Eli insisted that he doesn't want Aesop to know that he is the son of the company's CEO. Fine then. I can understand that, Aesop might have treated him differently If he knew.

I walked off to get to where the CEO was. I took a final glance at the two boys that were awkwardly sitting together at the table.

Oh.

They stood up. Where are they going?

Ah.

Probably, the first lesson I taught Eli last time. 'Ask him to get a drink together with you'

I chuckled. Eli really is a newbie, I hope he somewhat deepens their relationship tonight. Best of luck brother.

****

-VIKTOR-

I never expected that the people on this round table would be very exciting to be with. They have lots of stories to tell. About their work, life, lovelife, how they came to be friends altogether even the embarrassing stuff they kept spilling of each other. They really are a great group of friends. I never thought mingling with people feels so uplifting.. Why did I hinder myself from doing so in the past years... right. I was afraid.

They also came to know about my condition. They were shocked, which is the common reaction I usually get from people. But they don't judge me like others are.. They were all very understanding.

"Mr. Jack and Mr. Hastur, I apologize to disturbed your meal but Mr. Joseph wanted both of you to meet him today. He had an urgent business that needed your presence" A lady attendant called for the two talent managers which broke the non-stop exchange of stories at the table.

"Is that so, well then, gentlemen, please excuse us." Jack smiled at us before leaving together with Hastur. They followed the attendant and disappeared from the crowd.

Formalities around this table have disappeared. They all insisted on it and I just abide by their will.

"I need to go too! I'll be needing to meet my other sponsors. I need more of this love advice though, Especially from Lucky and Mike.'' Mr. William raised a brow teasingly on the couple. They just let out a laugh. "I don't need Naib's! I don't need someone who don't have the experience!'" William sneered at the actor.

"Coaches, don't play the game, William" Naib chuckled. "And who knows, maybe I get to be in a relationship before YOU do. By that time I will tell it to you elaborately and share my skills~" Naib winks at William whose eyes are rolling at Naib's sarcastic remark.

"As if you'll get to be in a relationship first! And I don't need to hear about your skills."William retorted. "Farewell gentleman! 'til we meet again, next time!"

"Yes, Yes! Hopefully you and Martha would be a thing the next time we meet again" Lucky snickered.

"Lucky is right~we wish you goodluck!" Mike added while bidding his friend goodbye. I smiled and waved a hand to him. I hope he could get his feelings aross properly next time too.

"Mike, I need to go for a while. I just saw the Talent Coordinator head and I need a quick talk with her. It's about your salary guys, so I don't want to miss this timing."

"Alrighty~ take your time Lucky!" Lucky kissed him on the cheek. I averted my gaze. Lucky is so showy of their relationship

"Ugh. Right in front of my salad!" Naib said with an irritated tone

"So, you're as frustrated as Will too huh? I will pray for the both of you to have your pairs as well" Lucky teased while doing a praying emote

"Ha. Ha. Ha. Funny Lucky. Just go and better seal that deal! We want to hear a raise of salary by next year! Do your job, Mr. Talent coordinator." Naib shooed Lucky away. Lucky chuckled and went on his merry way.

"It's only the three of us now, The table feels so empty" Mike said in a sad tone.

"Would you guys want to have some drinks? I could grab some!" Naib offered with a puffed chest.

I wrote hurriedly. No. I will be the one to get it this time. You already got ours earlier.

"Alright, Viktor if you insist!" Naib said with a toothy smile.

"Thank you, Viktor~" I nodded to Mike and proceeded to the area where drinks were served. I noticed a familiar figure just standing at the station. Is that Mr. Clark? He noticed me immediately and waved a hand at me.

"Viktor! Why are you here? Do you work in the Oletus Inc. now?"

I scribbled fast Hello Mr. Clark! I wasn't. Mike invited me here.

"Oh right! He was granted a special pass to invite one" He slammed his balled fist on his palm. "And please drop the formalities. Just call me Eli"

Ah.

People here at Oletus really don't fancy formalities. I smile at him to acknowledge his request.

"Oh, by the way. This is Aesop Carl. Aesop, this is Viktor" The man with silver hair and silver eye nodded shyly to recognize my presence. I smiled at him politely.

"Mr. Clark. I've finally found you! Our largest shareholder wanted a quick audience with you." Ms. Martha came with huffing breaths.

"Eh!? Martha... It's a party! Why work?"

"Mr. Clark, Let me remind you again. One, this is a business party and Two your deal with your father. Do you want it to be revoked? Next week your wish to be reassigned to the Audi-- "

"Alright, Alright! Stop right there! Okay, Okay! I will go now, Just make sure it's quick. I don't want Aesop to wait." He is quite bothered with what Ms. Martha is about to say next. It must be important that he didn't want to disclose it with anyone.

"Is he the silver haired over there? Mr. Clark maybe you..." Martha said in a teasing tone.

"Martha, STOP right there! I'm coming already okay!" Eli heaved a heavy sigh and walked up to us with a sullen look on his face "Viktor, would you please keep Aesop company? I will find both of you soon okay?"

Eli is pouting. Aww. He must've been forced to come

Don't worry. Just look for us at table 40. I pointed to our table.

He does an okay sign and goes on his merry way. After Eli left, I was left with Mr. Carl who's just staring at the surroundings anxiously.

"....."

"...."

"...."

Eh?

He's not talking. I scribbled fast to break the dead air silence that surrounds us. I lightly poked him in the arm to catch his attention. Mr. Carl, perhaps you can join me at our table?

Oh.

He smiled at me. "Okay, I will. Just call me Aesop" That was quite a shock to me. It caught me off guard. He looks so cold, aloof and does not want to associate with people.

Okay. I will! Nice to meet you Aesop. I smiled at him. Do you not like crowded places too?

"Hm? Quite, I don't want to hear their noise... It's deafening..." Aesop's tone changed into a bitter one. I see now, That's why he's not fond of the crowd

As for me, I don't like these people showing fake masks all the time. They hid behind it to cover their true hideous intentions. It's making me uncomfortable. I showed him my pad.

"You're very empathetic.That's a nice thing to have. I hope I have that on me too..." He suddenly cast his eyes down. Does he have a problem reading people's emotions? Maybe that's why he can't associate well with others. Oh, funny me, I'm the one to talk.

Aesop, I believe you have that in you too. I flashed him a smile and continued scribbling. You didn't even judge me when I couldn't speak. He was taken aback by what he read, he showed a soft smile.

"Thank you, Viktor. I hope what you told me was true. Also I found you unique, surprisingly I honestly feel comfortable talking to you." Aesop said with a soft expression on his face.

I scribbled and showed him my reply Maybe because I'm not noisy?

Ah.

He's laughing.

"Maybe because of that too." We both giggled this time.

Let's get a drink and let me introduce you to my companions. It's getting crowded here.

"Okay. Let me help you with the other glass."

****

"Viktor! Finally! And Oh-- Another companion to join our table! Sweet!"

I look at Aesop apologetically. I'm sorry, Naib is very expressive with his actions and words. Aesop shook his head and smiled. Do we have a telepathic mind now? I chuckled

His name is Aesop. I brought him here to join us, he was waiting for his friend to be back. I showed Mike and Naib what I just wrote.

"Heya! I'm Mike, Please have a seat. I'm an actor at Oletus Entertainment just like Naib over there~" Mike greeted Aesop gleefully

"Uhm...I'm Aesop Carl working at Oletus Inc. as an auditor, Pleased to make your acquaintance" Aesop nodded shyly

"Oh~ Don't be shy here! So, how's work? I heard that being an Auditor is really really hard. You okay there, buddy?" Naib shot Aesop with a worried look.

"Ah. I'm fine... I still enjoy work"

"You're lying~ Your eyes say so otherwise!" Mike exclaimed

"Yes, it actually is..." Aesop said with a downcasted eye.

"Aww Pal. You have it rough huh?" Naib said with a concerned tone.

"Aesopy~ you should take a breather sometimes! What do you say, come hangout with us some other time?" Mike said in a jumpy tone.

"Yep! We could do that! Give us your contact so we'll see if we could set it up!" Naib follow up. Naib and Mike are really fast at making friends. Aesop was overwhelmed with the energy of the two guys in front of us. I'm sorry Aesop. You have to suffer what I felt earlier while being with them. I think to myself.

"Yes, Yes! The more the merrier! Give us your contact pretty pleaaaaassee" Mike and Naib continued to pester Aesop. Until Aesop finally gave up. That was fast. He could be easily coerced like this. If he really has this kind of personality. He will be taken advantage of by abusive people. I look at Aesop with concern.

"Yay! Finally we made new friends!" Naib said happily.

"We apologize if we seemed somewhat pushy. We rarely had a chance to mingle with people outside our industry. Our manager is also very strict with who we associate with" Mike said exasperatedly. This is new. I never knew Mike could let out a rant.

"No. It was okay. Really. I think it was also a great time to get out of my box" Aesop smiled shyly.

"That's great! Welcome aboard pal!" Naib shakes Aesop's hand abruptly. Aesop returned Naib's handshake awkwardly. I let out a giggle.

I'm glad Aesop is trying. I might as well try and follow his example, maybe someday I could get over this wall that hinders me. I thought deeply to myself.

I never expected that Mike and Naib still have lots of stories to exhaust. Aesop and I enjoyed their stories. They really know how to keep up conversations. They really are not entertainers for nothing.

"Oh! I overheard our CEO and manager talking about needing to get a sub Auditor for the Oletus Entertainment. I hope you get selected Aesop! If ever, visit me and Naib, okay~?" Aesop eyes lit up with the news.

"Sure!" Aesop happily agrees, he has this sparkly eyes now. I feel that he really wanted to get out of his department at Oletus Inc. I pity him.

I hope you get selected Aesop! I showed him my pad and he nodded at me.

"Aesop! Aesop! Haaa...I'm...ahck....S-sorry...." The non-stop talking in our table was halted when Eli came in running and shouting Aesop's name in between his gruff breaths. Aesop covered his face, he must probably felt embarrassed hearing Eli shouting his name at the crowd

"Eli...You don't have to shout..." Aesop said in a low hushed irritated voice

"Eli!!! Pal! long time no see!" Naib greeted him with a hug.

"Eli~~ How are you! I thank your father for the privilege to invite a friend" Mike winked at him. Eli immediately grabbed the two guys by their shoulder.

"Please don't talk about my father and who he was too, Okay? Not in front of him please?"

"Oh~~" Naib and Mike stared at each other and chuckled

"Finally, Our cherry boy noticed someone~" Naib teased him.

"You're the one to talk to Naib!" Eli snickered at him. Naib just sticked out his tongue in retaliation.

"Alrighty~ You don't want him to know right? Fine by me~ and I like your taste Eli! Beautiful, Sophistica--Umff"

Eli covered Mike's mouth with his hand while blushing. Is Eli perhaps interested in Aesop? I stared at Eli and Aesop back and forth, letting out a soft giggle.

"Viktor, thank you for keeping him company, we need to go back to our table now, our friend might probably come back after his talk with the CEO." Eli nodded his head and bid them goodbye.

"Thank you Viktor and everyone, I guess we'll meet again... soon" Aesop said as he threw a meaningful look at the two bubbles of energy. Naib and Mike happily waved their hand at him. Aesop also waved back.

I guess we would really meet again soon. I showed him what I've scribbled and smiled. He smiled back.

"Thank you guys! We'll be on our way!" with that Eli and Aesop left.

****

-NORTON-

"Thank you Sir. Then I'll be on my way." I think the time I was out is enough for them to be at least friends by now. I let out a breath. I pity the love cupid. He really had a tough job putting these two people together.

"Thank you too, Mr. Campbell. I never have expected a day where Eli would be serious about being the heir of the company. I'm glad I entrusted him to you."

"The pleasure is mine Mr. Clark." I bid my farewell to the CEO and brought my feet back to our table. Strange. They're still not here. I look around and I suddenly see them, just halfway through reaching our table, I was about to call them when suddenly Aesop grabbed Eli's arm dragging him by the corner. Wait, What!?

I scratched my eyes to let myself check If I'm hallucinating but it was really true. I was astounded. Shocked even. Aesop is fixing Eli's crooked tie. I can't help it, I let out a chuckle while observing them, Eli is ready to detonate anytime, I took a step sneaking close to them so I could at least clearly hear and see what they were doing.

"Uhm...Ah...A-aesop...uh...uhh....Tha..T-thank you" Pfft. He can't compose himself with Aesop's face near him.

"I-I just can't help it...I noticed it for quite some time, I have this urge to fix it." Aesop averted his gaze. He looks somewhat shy

After he finished fixing the tie, he folded Eli's collar and brushed over his shoulder to smoothen his suit up. Eli shivered and got stoned on his position. His face flaring red. I can't hold my laugh any longer.They are just too cute.

With that I ran back to the comfort room to let out this laugh and also for them to have more time with each other.

I never knew that baby's plan would work out. "Crooked tie huh?" I snickered while remembering what he told me earlier.

"Norton! I will let him fix my crooked tie. Please don't mention anything about it and don't you fix it either!"

"huh?!"

"I notice Aesop is somewhat OC. I bet there's a chance he will fix it for me!" Eli winked.

"Okay, Fine, So be it then but I doubt that he would"

"That's why I'm betting for this small probability, okay?!"

I heaved a sigh, smiling at myself. Job well done brother!

****

<<SPECIAL>> JACK

After a few chats with my colleagues back in the party and that quick meeting with Joseph, I excused myself to take a stroll while Hastur stayed with him more. Walking at the hotel's magnificent hallway, I took a breather. The walls are coated with gold and red, something you would see in a palace grounds, the sculptures standing beside the rooms are finely refined, the carpet lays bare in the ground boasting its sahil royal red design, The curtains hung majestically by the windows softly touching the walls with it silky cloth. This place never ceases to amaze me.

While being fascinated by the gorgeous display in front of me. The sound of a sweet melody rings into my ears. Where is that coming from? I am quite sure, I'm the only one wandering in these halls. The people are quite busy, enjoying and indulging themselves in this grand occasion.

I follow where the voice is coming from, I saw this one small white room with an open creak, I take a peak of this strange facility and to my surprise, I saw a familiar chestnut haired boy, humming while holding a guitar in his hand. I slowly took a step closer, listening in silence

"Damn it!" The boy scolded himself, ruffling his hair violently in his head, "One more time...Saying that I lo--"

THUD

"Shoot!" I sneered, bumping into a large vase, I was so preoccupied that I didn't notice a vase was standing near me, I'm glad I caught it before it fell. Otherwise I will have to pay for this, It looks quite expensive too

"Who's there?!" The boy shouted, shooting off of his chair

I took a step into the light and smiled, I saw the boy's face lit up and beet red as soon as he saw my face. I snickered, This boy never fails to amuse me.

"Greetings, Subedar. Nice evening isn't it?" I greeted, walking towards him

"J-Ja....Jack! W-what...are you doing here?" He's stammering in his words. Pfft, Same old Naib. I took the nearest chair, dragging it and sitting next to him

"Sit down, Subedar." I gestured to him to do so. Naib shyly obliged. What an obedient guy.

"I thought you were with Hastur a while ago?" He asked while shifting his eyes, Avoiding my gaze

"Yeah, Then I got tired and went out for a stroll to refresh my mind, And you? I thought you're performing at the party, Why are you here? Practicing?"

"Y...yes...I am"

"I didn't know you could sing."

"I...don't, I just...Uhm..."

"I heard your voice or more like a glimpse of it."

"It sucks alright! Mike wanted to hear me sing and I just have to do it, ya know!"

"I see, would you mind singing for me, Then?"

"Huh? Sing for you?"

"Yes, I would love to hear you sing"

"Er...."

As much of a shy bean this guy is, He couldn't refuse my request. Naib inhaled preparing himself, Brushing his hair neatly off of his face, he slowly ran his fingers in his guitar. Gently strumming it, creating a soft melody and with a last one exhale...

Saying I love you

Is not the words I want to hear from you

It's not that I want you

Not to say, But if you only knew

How easy it would be

To show me how you feel

More than words is all you have to do

To make it real

Then you wouldn't have to say

That you love me

Cause I already know

Then he stopped.

His song, His voice, His eyes, His body language.

It's like they're all speaking to me in a gentle sound, those words softly whispering inside of me, My heart is thumping wildly inside my chest, I was struggling to get any words out, We were both fix in each others eyes with both of our longing being reflected.

I have always been hiding my feelings towards Naib, I don't think it was necessary for us to enter in a relationship, we just enjoyed each other's company. Take care and be concerned of each other as co-workers and as a friend. We're touchy with each other and all other things like that. We just respect that kind of relationship, no strings attached. But tonight...

I wanted to hold him so bad, I wanted to touch him, I wanted to kiss him, I wanted to hold his hand. I was awestruck and he was too, being still in our position. We end up smiling at each other profoundly. I love you, Naib. More than words

Naib Subedar, Please come to the grand hall in five minutes. Thank you

A sudden announcement, broke off our beautiful momentum

"I..."

"Well...."

We talk at the same time, Then look at each other once again and chuckled

"You first" Naib gestured

"I have to go and watch your performance with Mike and Hastur, They might be looking for me. So, goodluck subedar. "

"Oh Okay! Thanks for listening too, Jack"

"Pleasure is mine"

We both stood up, dusting ourselves as we left the premises, Walking in this majestic hallway again, Naib remained silent, Holding his guitar tightly. He's probably nervous. He doesn't usually sing and he will also do it in public for his good friend. I was about to open my mouth when all of sudden, he gently touched the hem of my shirt. I slowly turn up to him, He was staring at the ground

"What's wrong, Subedar? Are you nervous?"

"Jack"

"Hm?"

"Meet me at room 402 later!"

"Pardon?"

"402! SEE YOU!"

Naib rushed on ahead without ever explaining why am I going to meet him at room 402 later. He's quite a strange boy. I chuckled to myself watching Naib disappear from my view. After shaking my head, I followed his tracks.

It wasn't that long till I reached the grand hall and sat beside the others. They were all busy watching the performance and didn't notice my presence. I watched a number of performers tonight and It was truly entertaining but It's not the performance I wish to see. I wanted to hear that voice again. I smiled at that thought, Hoping Naib would come up soon

A few more performances and Naib was called. A lot of people in the room were surprised they didn't know Naib had this hidden talent after all, I won't lie I was quite surprised a while ago too. Mike turn up to me with a smile

"Naib~ Has the most beautiful singing voice, Jack just you wait!"

"Oho, I think he does too"

"Right! Right!"

The lights dim, Earning him the chance in the spotlight. The gentle sound of his guitar engulfed the room, Everything was silent, Yet my heart is slowly beating loudly in my chest. As I await for him to sing, He sung the first chords again, My eyes are glued in his gorgeous features, That velvety chestnut hair he always runs his fingers to whenever he's nervous, that sweet beautiful olive eyes that flutter whenever he sees me, That pink lush lips I've been longing to kiss and that very lips that curls up in a sweet and gentle smile makes my heart sing in joy, His attire too, that black tuxedo and tight black pants. Why haven't I noticed a while ago, he looks stunning in it.

What would you do if my heart was torn in two?

More than words to show you feel

That your love for me is real

What would you say

If I took those words away?

Then you couldn't make things new

Just by saying I love you

Why all of a sudden all those words from his song directly pierced my heart and everytime he sang I love you his gaze would meet mine. My heart is getting captivated by his symphony.

Now that I've tried to talk to you and make you understand

All you have to do is close your eyes and just reach out your hands

And touch me, hold me close, don't ever let me go

I feel like the rhythm of his song vibrating in my soul, Naib subedar, what are you doing to me? By the end of his performance those last lyrics he utter. Just by saying, I love you. For a fleeting moment, Our eyes meet once again, We subconsciously smiled at each other.

I know, I understood at that very moment, your smile and your song is dedicated to me.

****

<<SPECIAL>> NAIB

"WHY THE HELL DID YOU INVITE HIM IN YOUR ROOM, NAIB!? ARE YOU INSANE!?"

These words, I keep on screaming inside my room walking back and forth, biting my balled fist. I'm so nervous, I couldn't calm myself heck even though my heart is going haywire and my mind is all over the place, I'm going crazy, Aren't I?

This was Mike and Hastur's idea, We three made a dare and of course both of them are working together to tease me. They dared me If Jack will walk up to me after my performance, I will confess to him tonight and if he doesn't I win and they get to buy me that sweet new sneakers I always wanted. I confidently agree. I never ever expected this to freaking happen! Not at all.

Ugh

After my performance, I saw jack walking up to me and to my dismay, I was swarmed by various audiences who were somehow captivated by my performance, some even gave me their calling card and would like me for a collaboration with their artist. Also famous celebs to well known media artists also gathered to have a few chats with me. I wanted to get out of the bustling crowd but I couldn't, I took a glimpse of Jack smiling at me, then started walking away.

F*ck it! I didn't expect to gain so much attention from Mike's request, I only sang because I wanted to apologize for what I've done to him and since he told me he would love to hear me sing again, I thought it was a perfect opportunity to sing for him and the others as well.

I did cause a big problem for the whole cast and staff after all. That movie everyone works hard for and every fan anticipated for a long time. If only I didn't allow Mike to perform that part without a double. It wouldn't cause a big issue, A large sum of money got flushed away because It was on hold due to the accident, Stupid Naib.

While debating with myself, I suddenly heard three knocks on my door. I flinched to that familiar voice calling from outside. I walked up to the door, turning the knob and swallowed hard. My heart is beating so loudly in my chest. Oh boy here goes nothing. I peek to see Jack smiling from the other side

"Good evening, Subedar"

"Same to you, Come in"

Jack silently passed through me. Ah, I'm going nuts. He's inside my room. What's wrong with him inside my room? Even if he always visited my trailer truck during the shoot, Why is it so awkward now? Oh that's right, Naib, It's because you're going to confess to him dumbass. My brain is going helluva right now, I couldn't trust myself anymore from all these scolding and bantering inside my head

Jack stopped in front of me, standing in the middle of the room with his arms crossed, I can feel my body heating up from just him staring at me. Oh boy.

"Is there something you wish for us to talk about, Subedar? You seem restless."

"Er...yea...."

"I'm listening"

"Uh...."

I look so stupid right now with all my response, I'm trying to gather my courage to tell him how I feel. I wanted to tell him how I feel. How bad can it be? It's just a silly confession, right? then again deep inside I wanted for Jack and I would be something more than just a thing. I want us to be in a real relationship and we couldn't be in one unless one of us step up and bravely confess our feelings.

"Look subedar, I won't bite, Just tell me already. Others might be looking for us and the party is still ongoing, Might as well enjoy each and everyone's company, Right?"

"....ngh....I....ah...."

"Subedar?"

Darn it! I will scream it out loud! Don't be such a wuss Naib, Be Brave! Be hella brave! You got this! With a proud puffed in my chest and a deep breath

"I like you, Jack!"

After that confession, Jack just stared at me with that blank expression on his face. The room felt awkwardly silent for the both of us. He's not saying anything, I was already sweating bullets waiting for his answer, Maybe he doesn't feel that way about me...

F*ck, I knew it. This confession is stupid. I closed my eyes and sighed.

"Look, you don't have to say anything, better yet forget abo-"

"Do you really mean that, Subedar?"

"Huh?"

"Do you REALLY mean that you like me or do you love me?"

"Uh..."

I got so confused by his question. Why would he ask that? Didn't he not hear me say I like him? I turn my back at Jack, I don't want to talk about it anymore. I got a little bit grumpy and all of a sudden Jack grabbed me by arm roughly, pulling me close to his chest, inching his face to mine, My eyes meeting his gorgeous crimson eyes.

"I will ask you again. Do you love me, Subedar?"

"I...."

"You're hesitating Subedar, I'm getting impatient."

"I love you, Jack! there, I said it again, happy!"

Jack chuckled. Cupping my face, placing a gentle kiss on my lips. I was flabbergasted. His lips taste like honey and wine.

"Good answer, Subedar." Jack grinned teasingly

He continued showering me with his loving kisses, it made my mind muddle up. The sound of our lips smacking together is making my heart beat violently inside my chest, it didn't take long for Jack to signal my mouth to open coursing his tongue to enter mine, I instinctively let him in, letting myself to be devoured by his tongue.

"Mmgh....ngh....."

Soft moans escape my mouth as I follow the rhythm of his hungry kisses, I breathe heavily between our exchanges. The longing from each other's touch made me crave for him more and more. Grabbing a handful of his collar, Jack pushed me against the wall. Slithering his hand behind my back down to my buttocks touching it in a circular motion

Jack broke off our kiss, staring at me with his lascivious crimson eyes, gently wiping the drool off my lips with his slender fingers

"Are you sure you want to do this?"

I nodded shyly. Jack gave me a playful smirk and indulged me with his kisses once again. I might have been telling everyone sexual jokes or giving advice about relationships to my friends but to be honest I've never ever done it with anyone in my life before, I just pretend that I do, so my words will be at least believable. I won't lie. I've done it to myself alone several times thinking about if Jack and I were to do it, What will it feel like to be touched by someone I love? Now, Here I am. Finally Sharing heated kisses with him.

Jack slowly creeped his hands towards my back once again, sliding his fingers inside my pants and to my trousers. He grabbed my hardened length, making me gasp, playing with the tip of my length.

"J-jack....ngh....."

A teasing grin formed his lips hearing my lewd noises calling out his name. When our lips departed, He traveled to my earlobe, twisting his tongue inside, Another moan escaped my mouth. After being satisfied salivating my earlobe his tongue course down my nape, wetting, sucking and biting my flesh, I felt a strong pain and pleasure, he's marking me with a hickey, I bit my lower lip trying so hard not to let another moan escapes my mouth

My breathing hoarse having Jack ran his hand against my hardened length. Roughly squeezing it, sliding his hand up and down at a faster pace, penetrating my length, I can feel my climax is approaching. I held onto Jack's shoulder tightly supporting my trembling knees, this ecstatic sensation is making me lose my mind, I can't contain the pleasure he's giving anymore, I'm gasping loudly, calling out to him

"J...jack....I'm....so c-close....ngh...."

Jack stopped as soon as he heard my announcement.

Jack made me face him, staring at my glassy eyes welling up with tears, I want to cum already. Why did he stop? Jack placed a soft kiss on my lips, leaning closer to my ears

"Naib" He whispered huskily. His voice sent a shiver down my spine. The way he called my name sounds so sexy and what arouses me more is that he's calling my name, That voice I longed to hear saying my name.

"Touch me too, Naib"

His request made my length twitched. Without waiting for a reply from me, He slowly took my hand and placed it inside his pants. I gulped a handful of saliva, Shocked, How big Jack was. I know he was a big guy, He is in fact taller than any of us after all but I never imagined that his crotch would be this big too.

I let out a breath then slowly pump him, stroking his crotch with my hand as gentle as I could, I heard Jack groaned from my touch.

"...mhm...faster, naib..."

I quickly obliged to his plea, biting my lower lip. Jack's lewd noises gave me so much arousal. I can feel my body heating up while coupling with each other's groin, our hands slowly increase in pacing in unison, It gave me this electric wave sensation, making me fidget with every stroke. Jack's breath gravel so heavily in my ears. We both share the pleasure touching each other, pressuring each other's throbbing groin

"Jack...ah....ngh..."

"...Naib....mmhg....."

Calling each other's name, mixed with the sound of our moans and gruff panting, beads of sweat dropped from our faces down to our neck, getting rougher, faster and harder. This ecstasy is killing me. It feels way too good, too surreal, I'm losing my mind being touched by jack like this

With one final heave, we both reached our climax. Releasing our cums in each others grasp, Gasping between our breaths, I rest my head peacefully in Jack's shoulders, feeling his heart drumming in chest in accordance with mine, I closed my eyes, modulating my breathing

"Naib..."

"Mhm....?"

"Naib Subedar, I love you too."

I feel my eyes tearing up hearing those words. I didn't say anything and just buried my face in his shoulder. Letting Jack brush his fingers against my hair, I wanted to hear those words for a long time. I feel so happy right now. He loves me too after all. Jack took my chin, poking his nose with mine, looking at me with those crimson eyes reflecting his genuine love for me

"Let's continue this later." Jack continued to stare at me, placing his forehead in mine. I chuckled and nodded

I'm glad I confessed after all.

****

-VIKTOR-

Mike asked me to come with him outside discreetly. We both left the party without making anyone notice our absence. Mike immediately wore his disguise, Wearing a light blue beanie and a pair of shades, I tail him around. I wanted to help him walk. I watch him from behind, Preparing to support him if needed, He is still recovering from that fractured leg after all

"I'm glad you came to the party, Viktor! It's fun!"

Mike, Norton's ex-lover. Seeing him face to face made me feel a strong pain in my chest. I know how much Norton treasures this person and I can't help but to feel jealous--I wonder if they're still in love with each other.

Mike looked worried. Blinking while studying my face. I try to pry myself away from these negativity swirling inside my head. Why are you jealous of him Viktor? Is this what Kurt was talking about, this jealousy? It's not like you're in a relationship with Norton, Right? You Have No Right.

I smiled sadly at Mike.

The party was fun. I scribbled.

"Yes, It was." Mike agreed, he still wears this worried expression but I'm glad he didn't question me any further about it, "Follow me, Viktor!" Mike smiled sweetly, raising his hand motioning me to follow him.

I'm kind of nervous. I know how popular Mike is even with his hiatus on television. Fans still swarm around him. Looking back at it now, Norton and him are a perfect couple. Both are outstanding in any way. Perhaps. People would be jealous of their relationship. Talented, Handsome, Cute, Intimidating, Charismatic; basically the cream of the crop. I don't have any of that. That's why sometimes I felt very insecure just by standing near them. I clutched my sling bag hard. I've never had this continuous negativity in me before. I always tend to be positive no matter how troubled I get.

"You're friends with Nort, Right?"

What an odd question, that took me by surprise, I look at Mike, his face does not have the same soft and bubbly expression he have back in the party, he looks so stern now as he stare at him I nodded at him to his reply

"Do you often hang out with each other?" Another odd question, this time he has a hint of coldness in his tone

We used to, but recently we've been quite busy I showed him my pad

"I see, have you visited his office before?" I know Mike's talkative but I didn't expect him to ask so many question, Not to mention his question are all related to Norton

I tilted my head in confusion but gave a nod in response

"Have you met his family already, Viktor?"

What's with all these questions? It feels like an interrogation. He continued to bombard me with question after question. The jolly and fun-loving Mike from the party was gone. It's so weird, I sense a heavy tension between us. I wonder why he's very concern about my relationship with Norton

"I've heard from Nat you're his special person."

"Um...." I couldn't find the right words to say. I'm too surprised, his tone is changing. Special Person. Did Norton say something like that? I mean if he does, I wouldn't mind it at all. He might be referring to me as a special friend, like he's thankful that I'm always there for him when he needed me and I treated his family well. So, I didn't think anything beyond that

My silence made Mike's face grimace.

He stopped his tracks. We stood in front of a Café and quietly went inside, ordered and sat down. I'm glad there are few people here or else, even with that disguise Mike is wearing we would be mobbed by his fans or the media

We both took a sip of that sweet matcha green tea. I kept my eyes on that caramelized custard cake. I didn't eat much at the party because I was too nervous and because I was hanging out with Naib and the others. Mike noticed my eyes glitter at the sight of it. He chuckled and pushed the plate in front of me. I shook my head and pushed it back, He insisted. I couldn't refuse and just thanked him, I took a bite of that sweet desert. It's heavenly. While eating happily, The atmosphere around us never changed. It was dead silence.

Mike kept his stern look at me.

"Do you like...Norton?"

That broke the silence we both shared, I dropped my fork as my eyes began to dilate. My lips shivered. I leaned back and was looking for words to say.

I know my feelings for Norton were not that kind of I want to be his friend but It was a feeling of attraction, I won't deny that, I know I liked him for quite sometime now, I've already confirmed it with Kurt.

I liked him ever since he lost that glow in his eyes, that time when his heart was broken and that time he's in pain because of his former lover. I wanted to comfort him, I wanted to see his beautiful smile again, whenever he received the letters from me, that simple exchange made my heart bubble in a different way, when he greeted me for the first time and gave me the letter of invitation, I was genuinely happy. I liked seeing him smile every time he saw those colorful sticky notes I put in his letters. I remember the way his family welcomed me, the way he tells stories about himself, the way we held each other hands for the longest time, the way he patted my head to calm me down, the way he protected me

I love Norton.

Without any response from me, Mike spoke up

"I guess you really do, Huh?" Mike broke my trail of thoughts. I turn my head to see that grim look on his face. It feels like being stabbed by his stares. I lowered my head down. I still couldn't find a plausible response

"Norton...Is he in a relationship with you?"

"....."

Once again, that question made my heart drop. I shook my head abruptly. Waving my hand at him in denial. Mike looks perplexed with my actions. It's true that we're not together, What made him think that?

"I see." Mike placed his hand on the table and breathed. I was about to write something in pad, When Mike spoke up again

"I'm glad" Mike heaved a sigh,"he finally found someone special in his life again" Mike has this tone of sadness and relief.

Mike....

I was puzzled with what Mike just said, I know he's still in love with Norton. I sense a deep sadness in his words yet so serene. I extended my arm and patted his head. Mike was surprised by my action and to be honest I am too. I just thought maybe patting someone's head will release all the sorrow they have in their heart just like how Norton pats my head to ease my heart.

"You're such a weirdo Viktor~" Mike snickered, I removed my hand after seeing him smile.

I can see why Norton fell in love with this person. Friendly. Honest. Understanding. Compassionate. Talented. These qualities made Norton head over heels for Mike. Something, I couldn't replace in hope to match. I smiled bitterly. Here it is again, These negativity in my head. I hope Mike doesn't see through me otherwise It might worry him and bring back that uneasiness between us

****

I hung out with Mike for a while. I finally told him I love Norton, He might have been sad about it but he told me again he's glad and hoped Norton will return my genuine feelings and that he will cheer me on. He sure is supportive about my feelings. Mike shared that he's already blessed to have someone who loves him too then tells me subtle stories about his past relationship with Norton.

"Well, I can tell you that! If you date Norton. He gives you this huge colorful bouquet every month and lots of expensive chocolates. I always rece--er..." Mike stopped. I look at him, He looks anxious. I think he realized he said too much and looked at me nervously. I have a feeling he's being considerate, He's being careful not to hurt my feelings

I chuckled. I write in my pad and as I did I notice Mike slowly peeking in it. I took it away playfully

"Heeeyyyy"

I chuckled again and showed it to him. It's alright Mike please don't hold back in sharing. I appreciate it when you tell me more about, Norton. I want to know more about him too.

Mike eyes glittered gleefully,"Mhm kay! So yeah, As I was saying he gave me all these expensive chocolates! bide the way, I love sweets. Just so you know~"

I listen eagerly. I'm glad Mike receives these kinds of gifts from Norton. He deserves it a lot. That love Norton gives but I noticed Mike's somber expression when he told me Norton does not give all of that personally but he receives it through Vera, His secretary. The only thing Norton gave Mike personally is his dove shaped necklace. Way back when Norton was still courting him. He showed it to me. Although he's not wearing it anymore, he still keeps it with him all the time, He said.

It makes me wonder if Norton will ever love someone like me? Mike... he has everything. I wondered If Norton still loves Mike and If fate permits, will he ever go back to Mike?

I'm jealous again, Stop it, Viktor! Stop this nonsense, It won't do you good, Okay!? I shrugged off all these negativities away. I stared at Mike again, He just continued sharing stories

His words. His actions. His love. Everything about Mike is a constant reminder that Norton will return to this person someday and that he will never have his eyes for someone like me. I couldn't help but to compare myself

I don't have anything nice at all. I don't have any accomplishments. I don't have confidence. I don't have that kind of attitude towards everything and what hurts me most is that, I don't have a voice. I can't even say I love you even If I want to

SOBBING

"Vi...v-viktor! Omg, you are not okay!" When Mike was about to reach out to me. I slapped his hand away and ran. I'm sorry, Mike.

I don't want to stay anymore. Being with Mike gave me a heavy feeling inside of my heart. I'm a fool, A petty fool. Why did I meet someone like you...Why did I meet Norton of all people? I was fine on my own. I was fine all alone. It hurts being alone, It hurts but I can endure it. I feel happy and in pain when I'm with you, Norton.

I can't stop feeling like this anymore. I want to take it off my chest. Scream. but my voice can't be heard. I doubt anyone will see me at all.

I feel so lonely

I feel so broken

I feel so insecure

I try to be strong

I try not to cry

I try to be a good person

I'm doing my best everyday

Why am I still sad?

I kept on running until I found a small playground by the neighborhood to rest. I sat down by the bench, clenching my fist holding it near my chest. My tears won't stop. If I had a voice. I can spill out these frustrations. But I don't. I hate myself.

"...Viktor"

Huh?

"Viktor. Why are you crying?"

That voice...

I look up to see Norton standing in front of me. Looking at me with concern. His hair looks so disheveled from running and his tie went crooked. He's still gorgeous tonight but I don't want to see him right now. I quickly stood up and pushed him away. Before I could run away. He grabbed my arm and pulled me into an embrace. I struggled to break free

Please, Let me go

Let me go

Please....

Norton hugged me even tighter while I sobbed in his chest. He didn't say anything. It hurts so much. His warmth made my weeping stop and was replaced by the beating of our hearts. Norton slowly released me from his embrace, Brushing my hair off of my face. I stare at him blankly with my swollen eyes

"Come with me, Viktor"

I didn't protest, I don't have the energy to. I let him lead the way. We drove to my apartment. He let me rest in my bed. While he scanned my small cramped place. He walked up to the refrigerator and grabbed a glass of water, Handing it to me.

"Drink, You don't have to say anything. Just rest. I'll stay here until you fall asleep. I won't leave you"

I hung my head down and just nodded. How did he know where I was? I showed him what I've scribbled.

"Mike...He called me" Of course. Mike called him. That name punctured my heart. Mike's name. The name of the person you love, "He told me you ran off and--"

SOBS

"Viktor! What's wrong with you!?" Norton grasped both of my shoulders. Making me look at him.

I'm crying again. These emotions inside my heart are whirling inside me and I can't deliver it to you. I can't tell you. I want to tell you. Just once. For once in my life. I want to voice out my feelings. My feelings for you.

Norton groaned in confusion. He released his grip and took my glass and head to the refrigerator again.

I held my notepad tightly, gripping the pen hard. I heaved a heavy breath and put it aside. I need to tell him this directly. I wanted my voice to reach him.

"No...nor...ton....l...lo....yo...."

Norton stopped and stood still when he heard my muffle sound. He still has his back on me.

"N....norton....I....lov....love...."

With a tear stained eye. I balled my fist gathering my courage to speak up. Please, Let me tell you. Please, Hear my voice. I want to call your name. I want to say what I wanted to tell you for so long, The feelings I've been keeping all the time. I want you, Norton.

"Norton....I love you..."

END OF CHAPTER