04.14.16

dear jaehyun,

i saw you at an awards show today. you look handsome, as usual.

i guess that's the power of jung yoonoh.

the seventh sense is really good, i don't understand how promise you beat it.

i even learned the dance for the seventh sense when i was supposed to be choreographing my next comeback.

yes, next comeback. my fifth comeback since debut in 2014. it's hard to believe we're the same age, you older by a month.

what made my smile for winning not reach my eyes was the fact you didn't seem to acknowledge me.

not even register i'm the same person you would spend hours with.

that's okay, i was a bad trainee and you probably wish to scrub me from your memories forever.

i wish i could scrub myself away.

☾