06.29.16

dear jaehyun,

you're so persistent! honestly, i told you i didn't want to risk your career and i wake up to five hundred missed messages and calls!

i missed that. i would be lying if i said anything besides that.

but we both have work, and i won't burden you more than needed.

i don't know why i texted you, i knew you'd get worried and i knew you'd want to hang out.

i'm stupid but i'm selfishly so glad you remember me.

i feel like i'm nothing a lot. just floating in space, never going to do anything.

you make me feel like i can do something, like maybe my songs touch someone out there.

i don't know, but i do know i'm glad you're looking healthier. your skin seems to glow - and not from fansite editing.

your smile is genuine. i hope you always smile like that yoonoh.

☾