07.29.16

dear jaehyun,

i think the basic principles of cooking are easy to execute. however, i can not grasp further than boiling water.

i tried. i now have a new apartment.

i don't know why i tried to cook, i wouldn't have eaten anyways.

but i did order soup and sipped a little. small steps to make you worry less.

don't think i didn't see the worry when i was talking to you. no worries anymore, i'll only show you my smile.

smile. you have an amazing smile. your dimples and how your eyes crinkle.

i realise i sound weird in these letters, i'm so sorry. i just want you to remember the good qualities of yourself even in your darkest moments.

i hope i don't cause any of those when i leave.

☾