07.10.16

dear jaehyun,

you showed up at my apartment today. you said you were worried, that you saw one of my recent fancams talking about how skinny i was and how worried they were.

you said you were worried. that's nice. i reassured you it was all okay, and you were worrying for nothing.

you really are. i'm perfectly fine, just a little tired sometimes. performing is getting harder.

you tried to get me to go out and eat, but i said a movie instead. we watched train to busan.

i missed this.

you made me eat some popcorn, and i managed to keep it down until you left, then it came up with the water.

but after seeing your worried look, i did mash a banana and ate about one eighth.

it was hard, but i'll work hard to lose that weight.

don't worry about me jaehyun, i see you worry and i get worried.

☾