11.7.16

dear jaehyun,

i was back in the hospital again, but this time it was because i made up a whole elaborate story and long story short, i have the ingredients now.

but my manager is so worried; of course they get worried when their money isn't doing well. it's sad that humans are utilised to be dolls of society.

at least i've been, i don't know you about you.

but i know when i showed weakness in any practice room, or on a screen, it meant that i wouldn't eat or i would practice without sleep for a while.

so it got bottled up.

and now, my cup runneth over.

☾