12.27.16

dear jaehyun,

i took them.

i mashed them up and dissolved them in my water, then took some more for good reassurance.

it's late, so they'll probably find me in the morning, especially when i don't check in with my manager first thing since we have a five am appointment.

i want you to take care of yourself and never have anyone blame themselves.

be there for chan.

it is none of your faults that i was not strong enough to continue on.

so don't blame yourselves.

☾