to evangeline,

    it's been a month and three weeks since we broke up. i'm still in love with you. i love you so fucking much, angel. it breaks me knowing that what we had -- what I thought we had -- was a lie!! all those kisses we shared, those nights when you cried on my shoulder, the nights when i cried on yours, were all lies? they were nothing to you, while they meant the world to me.
    it hurts me when I see you laugh with him. when you smile at him. when you kiss him! it's selfish of me. i want you to be happy, but why does it hurt me so much?

love,
hayden.