I open my eyes

I swallow your lies

It gave me butterflies

Despite the painful cries

Life with you screams superficial

You never know how much I become in denial

I see the promises and signs but never sealed as official

Dreams of mine that we should be social

Affection that poured in secrets

Our love hidden through quiet crickets

Too many reasons for us to love each other under the blankets

Playing to be unaware but secretly filling the tears of buckets

I love you even you are potion

An enchantment that screams poison

I see the dangers of your language but it didn't cause a caution

My love for you is enough for me to
dismay that emotional motion

Blinded by the flaws that I keep knowing

Faked my smiles for you to see that

I'm happy carrying this heavy thing

I love you wide like an ocean flare against the epiphany of morning

Staying with you feels like a tattoo,
beautiful yet painful but I'm still holding

You closed my sight

So that I could not fight

You gave me a delicate fright

Alone in colorful light like a scary night