Dear Nancy,

It's been four years now. I haven't stopped writing to you every day, I don't think I ever will until I see you again. I hope wherever you are, you are doing okay, I hope you are well and I hope that you haven't forgotten about me or Tonks. I know you most probably will never read this but in case I ever get the courage to send these, I hope that you know how much I miss you.

I thought I saw you today. A woman passed me as I went for a walk and she looked so much like you but didn't have your eyes or smile. I could never forget them. It may sound crazy but I dream about you a lot, your smile and eyes are very prominent in them, they are so hypnotising. I swear I need help. 

I got burned again, this time of my chest. It didn't hurt as much as it hurts thinking about you. I also received an owl from my mum today, just to see if I was all good. She also asked about you, asked if I had found you. I have not. Obviously. She also mentioned about going to Egypt in the summer to see Bill as I was unable to at Christmas. They have won a competition that allows us too. I wish I could take you with me, Bill would love to see you too. 

I also spoke to Tonks today, well she had written me a letter. She says she misses you a lot too, she says she hasn't stopped looking either. Tonks is still training to be an auror, if you wanted to know, Mad-Eye Moody is her guide. Apparently, she has an advantage in the camouflage aspect. Bless her, she's so happy because of that. 

Ginny seems to be settling in at Hogwarts despite the Chamber of Secrets nonsense, apparently, Ron's friend Hermione has been petrified and he doesn't want to admit it but he misses her a lot. 

I feel like my letters are not great, I have been writing basically the same thing for four years now, that's about 1460 letters, yes that took me a while to figure out. But as I usually say, I do want to hear from you. I really do. Or even if you owl Tonks, or even my mum and dad, or Charlie, you know they love you too but in a different way to myself. Please just show me somehow that you are okay. 

I swear we were infinite, 

Love always, 

Charlie 

x x x