"Happy Birthday (whatever your name is).... Don't get me wrong Baby, but Mama just realised that, she never called you by your real name..... She would never even know... She would love you always though... With every tiny atom In her body.... Her heart will miss you and her soul... Oh my Child! When she leaves you her soul will split in two... And the pain oh that's so unbearable... Mama.. Is not being dramatic... Or intending for you to be sad... Child.. She just is helpless... As she writes this.. Her vision is being blurry..... I love you son... I love you and I love you some more.... The first time you will turn, the first time you will bite,  your teeth... Oh... You first walk, fall... I would have never let you fall... And at last the words mama leaving your mouth.. Oh my little baby... Please say it once... Say it louder baba... Mama is not able to see
....so she is writing in bigger writing... Haan... So what was mama saying...say mama... What will I not do to see you as you are today even if it's for a moment..... I will hug you,  so tight that you will feel pain for days.... Don't take me wrong.. I can hug your baby form also but I fear to crush you under my pressure baby........ My love, if you're wondering why I wrote only 20 letters... That's because mama has lived only 19 years.. She doesn't know world beyond that... So... And my love you already know how much you mean to me how much I love you...so only......As I write this your father is getting up... I need to go.. All I want to say is I miss you and want to see you like you are today... Self sufficient and hopefully happy..then I wouldn't even ask God to see your babies.. Haha...  But will miss you till eternity...Still Love you.. Love you and love you till maybe beyond eternity.."

Yours Missing you,
Mama (with Love and pain)
I won't say don't cry,  cry today... But from today you are truly motherless...You won't even have her letters... All you have is her unconditional love and as much as blessings.. As she can give... Cry today... But after today.. I want to see a strong man... Fending for himself and loving AND caring for himself as his mama would have..

I am not able to say bye... But this is it.. Bye..