"Happy Birthday the Sun of my life,  my life, my light.... And now going to be adult.... How has my sweet, no more little angel doing... My baba... My star... Moon... Haha... You will start hating me if I were there with you and continuously calling you with all these pet names..... Kanha.... On a serious note.... Be careful while driving as you will have a official license.. Now.... Be careful always... Don't fall for vices... Handsome boy... Mama doesn't have words son...she is speechless..... Observing you turn your so little and delicate neck to face me and smiling at something in your dream....oblivious to the world.. Still mama feels your smiling at her like... It's gonna be fine... That... That... The Lord you came from will take care of me when I go there... Like... I don't know son... I have never ranted to you after you were born... In letters.. Haan before I have when you were in my womb.. But since you have grown up.. Now.. Let me tell you this baba... I love you... I love you so much... And for a moment I let go of the fact that you are my son... And for once please once again become my consoler.... I can't leave going you... You're so little... But baby.. Mama is so helpless.. Yes.. You're mama is such a weak human being.... At 18th birthday of yours... When parents gift their kids what not... I am ranting... But believe me even if I were there... I could do nothing.. After all mama was poor... You don't be... And she can't cook also nicely.... What would have she done... Am I talking like a typical mom... Drama queen? Son.. That's because I am feeling helpless.... But even in such situation... When I know you will read this years later..she is ranting..because son it's important... You have someone to speak to... If Mama were there... You could always come to her... But now that she isn't... You should find someone... Anyone... Or even a diary would do.... Ranting is not good... But my darling child... It helps you feel better at times... Like I did now.... My baby.. Take care of yourself and forgive Mama for doing this to you on your birthday... But Mama's super hero is you... My everything... So... Love you... Love you and then love you some more..."

Yours ranting,
Mama (with Love and coming to conclusion that,  never in my life have I done anything with as much passion as I did even a little thing for you.)
Take care,  be happy,  and enjoy today.. Hope dad gives you a lot of gifts.... Never fail to vote... Be a good citizen... And love your mamma... Not kidding... Love you more...