My darling Akito,

I’m not sure how long I have to write this, you’ll be back any moment. But I wanted to write you a letter before it was too late; there are some things I want you to know.

First, I want you to remember I will always love you always. No matter what.

Second, I know how hard this is for you even though you’re always smiling for me I can see right through you.  I know you’re hurting and I’m sorry for hurting you so much. No more tears for me okay? I know I’m gone but I want you to keep smiling for me, for both of us. Smile.

Third, it’ll take awhile I know but I want you to move on, find someone new and love her like you loved me alright? It’s okay for you to fall in love again, I won’t hold it against you and you won’t be betraying me. I want you to be happy; we’ll see each other again someday.

I won’t ever forget you, you were my first kiss, my first love, my best friend, and you’ll forever be in my heart. Thank you for always loving me.

I’ll never stop loving you Aki.  

Until the day we meet again, I’ll watch over you.

I love you,

Kira