Hey there,

How are you doing these days Mimi?
I hope you are doing well nowadays .
I don't know why I started writing this letter...I am watching kookie's live n I think I just missed you.

I have seen kookie more than my mother this year ..that is funny yet sad...I know.
I am going to meet her soon...
Maybe in 15 days.

I want to see her so much and so worried about her health. As time passes, I understand how difficult it is to see our parents get old.
There are so many things that I want to do for her...but still I am unable to do half of it.
A friend told me that guilt is what makes me sadder.
Maybe that's right.
Stagnant... that's what I feel most of the time... there's nothing that I can tell or show about me for the past 10 years? Isn't that weird?
Maybe it's not!
But I am full of self doubt and worries... it's making me think that I am  not doing enough.

Aahh....I don't know.
I am not sure what I am trying to convey either.
It's just frustrating.
Everything.

I hope you are not feeling that way Mimi
I hope you find a lot of good things to look forward to.
Good people to meet and more music to do.
Even when you feel frustrated, I hope you are able to find hope too and able to walk past such thoughts?
I know I will be able to get past them too.... someday...!

Until I have something to tell you again...
Take care of yourself ❤️
Love you
Army