April 2nd, to Angela-

Your letters slowly but surely arrive to me. I miss you dearly. But, why are you so mad? You have so much anger and hatred towards me. I'm sorry for mom's death. Her and I ended wrong. Very wrong. I shouldn't have let it happen the way it did.
I left North Carolina without even telling anyone but you. I just left. But I was sick of the same things always happening.

People do suicide because they can't take care of themselves. So they blame the world for not taking care of them. When it's not the world's fault they are ugly, hideous, drop outs, and overweight. So, thy can't accept that they are the reason they are like that
Here, in Hollywood California, no one is like that. They are either smart, happy, skinny, and pretty. Or they are fat, ugly, and stupid. Either way hey accept it.
Also, the whole boat trip thing, you need to get over it.
I am happy that you are happy with your boyfriend. I am crushing on a super hot guy called Jack.
He makes my heart flutter and jump out of my chest. It beats so hard I can hear it in my ears. I bet he can hear it too sometimes.
He's just my friend. But, I want to be more than friends really.
He has dark green eyes, a nice tan body, green dyed hair, and glasses like Superman in disguise.
He makes me change my mind about things and think differently. Like, I might hate someone but, when I find out he likes them, like Beyoncé for example, I all the sudden like her.
He says that he listens to Kanye a lot and so now I am here trying to memorize all the songs for him. When a couple weeks ago I would've said that he is not my type of music. But now, I'm listening to him like he is my drug. Likes there is something wrong with me.
He is a lifeguard too.
I hope you had a good April fools day. I hope you got pranked a lot. I know that Jack tricked me pretty good.
He told me to meet him at a restaurant to go on a date and he didn't show up.... yeah it was funny.....
You and Olaf seem happy. Don't let that sucker leave now. I'm okay being a side topic too. Jack doesn't even know that I have a sister. Which is totally okay with me. I don't want him to know about you just yet. Not just yet. I am still thinking about what to tell him about you. You are kind of a boring topic. So, I am trying to find things about you that may interest him.

I hope you're having a good day. -Ocean