Bitter Ashes
Her dreams had turned to bitter ashes in her mouth, and years of pain and loss numbed her heart. Disappointment was no stranger in the house of her soul, and failure often visited like an old friend.
She fought against the odds until she gave up, and dead inside still walked among the living.
Hours, days, and years lost their meaning. She was ready to die and be done with it all, yet something stopped her from giving that last step over the edge.
She believed herself strong for surviving so much. Invulnerability became the armour she wore, and she built a towered wall around her heart.
Nothing could hurt her or reach her anymore, or so she believed, then life ripped through the walls around her castle and tore away the armour like a monstrous beast.
Unable to face the storm without protection, she fell to her knees and bowed her head. All the emotions she pushed away for so long rushed through her like a flood through a canyon.
Tears leaked from her eyes and dripped on the ground. She thought herself defeated, broken, and beyond help, but a greater power than herself surged from the ashes of her despair.
It cried for her, it pleaded for her, it implored on her behalf, and she surrendered herself. Calm descended upon her as the pieces of her broken life took on an entirely new shape.
She sobbed quietly as the pain eased away, the bitterness dissolved, and the angry storm quieted.
The great empty void in her chest was empty no more, and a phrase loosened itself from her tangled memories of the past;
"Be still, My child, and know that I am your God."
The world had not changed, but she had. She had come alive again, reborn from what was.
"Thank you," she whispered, knowing the storms would never overtake her again because Hope lived inside her.
Sometimes we get to a point in life where everything gets to be too much. The day I got to my breaking point was the day that saved my life. 23-02-2020. There have been many storms and dark days, but this time I know I am not alone.
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