dear tix,

when i woke up i thought of macaroni and cheese, as strange as it sounds. I've been under a lot of pressure lately, so i decided to call in sick and just make myself at home, at least, that was what i had in mind. i made myself some tea and then it happened tix. i had those flashbacks again, you know. i took some pills to make myself better tix, i tried to eat, but my appetite was gone. i felt like slitting my wrists tix, but i didn't. aren't you proud?

i saw his face in the newspaper today

do you think, maybe some day, the flashback will, you know, just... go away?