Dear Girlfriend,

i'm wishing you were here now.

but i'm another reason why you aren't

i'm sorry i slept with her.

i thought you would take it better.

how silly of me.

but now i'm alone.

but this is how you felt

every

goddamn day.

and it sucks.

i realized something else

when i was high as a kite

on your memory one night.

i love you.

and i'm sorry for having a shitty

way of showing it.

please come back,
The boy who loves a deal girl.