To my certain someone,

I cried again today. 

I’ve lost count of how many times it’s happened. I sat quietly in a corner where no one could see me and let the tears fall. I try so hard to forget you, to forget us, but no matter how much I try, I just can’t. You’re still in my heart, and I don’t know how to let you go. 

I keep telling myself that I’m fine, hoping one day it will be true. But deep down, I know I’m not okay. I feel like I’m just pretending to be strong, but when I’m alone, the sadness always finds me. 

I miss you so much, ge. I wish you were here. If you were, maybe this pain wouldn’t feel so heavy. Maybe I wouldn’t feel so alone. I wonder if you miss me too. I hope you’re happy wherever you are.