To my certain someone,

I'm trying to distract myself by reading a book, but I couldn’t focus.

The words just blurred together, and my mind kept wandering.

I switched to watching a series, hoping it would help, but even that didn’t work.

The feeling stayed with me, gnawing at me, making it impossible to relax.

I kept thinking about things I shouldn’t, like all the embarrassing moments I’ve had lately or the things I need to do but can’t seem to finish.

I just miss you so bad now, Gege.