I feel the darkest of thoughts growing nearer
The darkness overwhelms my fragile soul
My thoughts twist and turn every moment
Allowing the darkness to swallow me whole

I check my pulse to see if I'm alive
Wondering how long I will continue to thrive
Placing my hand across my chest
In search for the faintest heartbeat
A beating sound that slowly puts me to rest

I look out the smudged window
Staring down at the people passing by
It must be nice to walk through the streets
Everyone walking freely through the cold

While I remained inside at all times
A lullaby for solitary playing through the stale air
As a patch of envy is woven into my skin
But nobody knows, how long I've let this feeling win