junhui, 

how far away are you? i'm tempted to just drive down there. honestly, i've wanted to do that for ages now, but i've refrained myself because i know you don't want me there.

i really want to come down and surprise you, but i know it's not a good idea. you've cut all connections with me for a reason, so i won't ruin your life anymore.

your boyfriend,
                              minghao.