29 October 2015

Its been a long time, right Jisoo? How are you doing..? I bet youre doing fine.. Jisoo-ah, I'm sorry cuz I disappeared for a few days. I just.. have something important to do. But dont worry, Jisoo. Its nothing. Anyway, Jisoo. I heard that.. you will be staying here in Korea forever. Is it true? And.. urm I also heard that your girlfriend will also move to Korea and she will be staying in your house for a few weeks. I heard this news from your mom. But Jisoo-ah... why did you ignored your mom's words? I heard from her that she didnt approve the idea of letting your girlfriend stay in your house. Jisoo-ah.. I'm not jealous or what but this is about your mom. Why are you disobeying your mom? Since when? I really know that you love her more than everything. You will never hurt her feelings. You wouldnt scolded your mom just because of your girlfriend situation. Why Jisoo.. she almost crying because of you. Why did you got mad at her too? You should just get mad at me alone. I know you are still angry with me but please, not like this. This is not you. This not the Hong Jisoo that I know. Where is the Hong Jisoo that always smile and have a bright personality? Maybe she did that because of a reason. Eventho I dont know what the reason is but.. mom knows what they do for their son's good, Jisoo. You also know that. I really wanted to meet you and tell you or at least scold you like how I will always scolded you if you made any mistakes when we were a kid, but.. you wont see me. So.. for the million times already, I hope you read this letter. Sigh.. I missed the old Hong Jisoo. I missed him. ~Han Yeeun

03 November 2015

Jisoo-ah, I'm not feeling very well lately. I dont even know why. My mom has been forcing me to eat and rest but.. I just cant. I cant bring myself to sleep well. I cant even eat well. I feel so.. down since that day when I saw you with- um nevermind. Jisoo.. sigh.. how I wish you are here with me now. How I wish I can hug you right now like how we always hugged together in sleep when we were still a kid :') I miss your warmth, Jisoo. I miss everything about you. I actually.. miss you.. ~ Han Yeeun

05 November 2015

Jisoo-ah.. I cant handle this anymore. I'm going to meet you. I'm going to tell you everything. Everything! About the incident at the party, about my letters, about my feelings; about everything. I will just write this letter first and I will leave it on my desk, so that when I comeback from meeting you, I will continue this letter and write about how happy am I and about how our friendship has improve and all, after I tell you about everything. I already informed my mom about meeting you. At first she against the idea bcuz of my weak condition but then, I begged her for the last time. And yeah, she let me go. I hope I did a right decision. I bet everything is going to be okay. Its going to be okay.. right? I will be right back and then, I will continue this letter when I'm back. I hope that our friendship will back to normal or maybe, who knows.. something new will develop in our friendship? ㅋㅋ Ohgod.. I'm so nervous, Jisoo-ah. Ottokae.. What if I faint the moment I see you? Geez.. no, thats not gonna happen. Fuh. Okay, I can do this! I cant wait to see you! Be right back, pabbo Jisoo~ ^^ ........

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