It was soon announced that we were going to be doing a group project. However, two people max was the group size. So of course Roman and I wanted Logan in our group.

"I'm just saying, you always had him before we were friends." I said, a smirk resting on my face. I love this playful banter we have.

"That isn't the point! The point is that your good at Science!" He yelled, it caused my anxiety to sky rocket but I didn't show it. A flinch at most.

"Who said I was?" My voice steady. Surprising myself. He slammed his hands on the desk, standing. That made me very anxious. I bolted out of the room, I could feel a panic attack building. Was he going to hit me? I ran to the bathrooms and let the panic attack pass.

When I got off the floor from that, I shuffled over to the sink. I felt a sharp blow to my side. I yelped and fell to the floor. Clutching my side. I look up to find the attacker, it was the bully group. Shit.

I finally came to my senses when they left, that was four rounds of beating in a hour time span. Roman never came to find me....

I carefully sat at my desk at home. I grabbed my paper and pens. I started to write my final notes.

Dear Roman,

You

Are

A

Asshole

Just to say though because you have questions I bet, you've always bullied me, so I mean I have reason to be scared of you. So when you yelled and slammed your hands down I got scared and bolted. You know, I've been feeling like shit lately and thinking about shit.Hell even thinking about suicide. But what topped the cake was the nice four rounds of beatings. By your friends.

You know, I even started to like you, I fell for the player. The high school jock. Well hears my final words to you. I loved you. I scribble that all out, if I fail I don't want him to know that. I revise it.

Basically Roman, I want you to fuck off. By the time you see this note I'll be dead. At least I hope. I hope you can let that sink in.

Sincerely, me

I started on Patton's note,

Dear Patton,

You were a dad I never had, you made me feel safe. I want you to know that this wasn't your fault. Never could be. Pat, I want you to be happy without me. I don't care what people say to you. You're the best person I've ever met. I hope you and Logan find a happy like without me in it. Love you dad.

I finish Patton's, and continue to Logan's note, it's shorter, me not knowing him as well.

Logan, I don't know you well but. Take care of Patton for me? I can't bare to have him hurt because of me. He's like a dad to me. And your like a brother that was actually around to me. Thanks Logan, take care.

I decide to make one last note, one to Dimitri , I know he's most likely dead but still.

D, I wanted to just say, if your still out there. I miss you. I wish you had come home if you lived through that car crash. But if you are dead, then I'm coming to join you.

Love, Your little brother.

I finished the letters folding them and putting a piece of tape at the top. I left my belongings. And took the notes to the door. I taped them there and started the short walk to the bridge. The bridge is over a extremely rocky area, but if the rocks don't kill me, the water will.

When I arrive at the bridge, a light layer of snow covers the ground. Slowly, I walk onto the bridge. Sitting in the rails I look down. It's a lot farther down than I remember. I guess that just increases the chance of death. Once I've done this, no one will have to worry about me again. The foster parents, my maybe living brother,Patton,Logan. And as much as I'm mad at Roman, he should have to carry the burden, but I still kinda hope he doesn't worry about me. I inch my way towards the edge, preparing for my death. I hear soft footsteps, I look back to see who it is. Dimitri?

"Dimitri?" I ask in shock, "I thought, you were dead"

"Well sometimes, life still wants you around" He says with his head down, "Why don't you come off there?"

"I can't, I'm sorry this is going to help everyone" I say turning back to looking at the river. I slowly let myself slip off. "Bye Dimitri"

"No!" He rushes forward, grabbing my hood. He gets me up. "I'm here for a mission idiot, you ain't doing that just yet" He starts to laugh pulling me backwards. I struggle against him trying to run. He puts me into a chokehold. I continue to struggle. I'm soon knocked out, my last thought being, why?

Next few chapters are gonna be in Virgil's POV because it make more sense, I mean like Roman would just be looking for him so I mean, yeah.