Dear Grace,
I didn't think you'd write to me but you keep surprising me all the time.
I miss you too.
I also miss our friendship, I liked what we have.
I believe that you did what's the best for Apex, even if it's not what I would do.
When I pushed you into the wheels, I felt my heart shattering into thousands little pieces. This was the moment when I realized that you were my everything, not the Apex.
But it was too late.
If I only realized it earlier.
I'm glad I died. The pain I felt was stronger and bigger than me. I'm glad that I don't have to live with it anymore. I know that you'll be better without me.
You lied to me and that broke me in half. I thought that if I get revenge, it will stop the pain but it didn't.
I couldn't stop, it whatever I did.
I can't turn back the time but if I could I would. I would stop you from saving me when we first met so you won't have to suffer now.
I don't know if it will change anything when I say that I'm sorry but I'm sorry.
Tuba wanted me to tell you that she's thankful that you took care of Hazel.
Good luck out there,
Simon