Dear Aden,

I know its been a few days. But in those days there is much to tell. So which do you want first, good news or bad? I'll go with good, well the good news is that the doctors believe that I might start responding to the treatments if they stop them for a while and then hit me with some new mix of them all at once. Its dangerous because I could ho downhill fast in those few weeks, but they think its worth it, and so do I. And the bad news? Its about Carter. She attempted suicide earlier today, this morning actually...... She's in the ICU now. I'm really worried.... Even after this she might not be okay...

Love forever,

In hope and in peace,
N.G.

PS: the picture included is of Carter and her cat Finn when she went to visit home.