Dear Aden,

I thought they were over but I'm getting another PET scan today. I won't get the results back for a day or so. Just because it takes a while. I'm not nervous, not necessarily.... I'm just.... Apprehensive. I don't want to know anymore. I don't want to see the screen light up like I know it will. I just don't want to see that. I don't want to know.

Forever and for always,

Love,
N.G