Let's just trivialize the matter
Remind me once again why I don't matter
Where is up, where is down?
I don't know, it's blurry all around

My battery does not last
Before I bleed under this mask
All I hear is static
Is this panic?

Maybe I'm here
But it does not feel like it
Eyes on the floor
My hearts already at the door

Pounding and racing, but who's behind me?
There is a world here and another world there
Beyond what physical eyes can see
It's a plane of existence, a cassette tape that plays over and over

You are trapped inside your head
Strapped into a chair against your will
Your minds eyes are peeled back
As you watch again and again

Sometimes you're there, sometimes you're not
A passive observer in the backseat of a speeding car without a driver
Where am I going, when will I crash?

They will shout at me to stop while they drive me closer to the edge
What can you do, where is the key?
When your own muscles are hinged on locks

The alternate body starring in a thriller
A violent chill runs down your spine
When your eyes meet with your killer

Remember a peeling wall
In a dark alley
Remember the floor below you fell
To reveal blinking stars

Nails cut short instead of long
Because they're not the type you should board into your walls
When you forget it's wrong
You scratch off the days
You've been trapped inside this conscious cell

No no no no no...
Why was it so hard to understand?
When morbid words turned into daggers
And dilated pupils morphed into pistols

No contact, no reception here
You're standing in front of me
Yet you can't even see me

Sign off my will to live
In a fucked up world like this
Temporary trips to the behind
There is no escape