The needle slowly goes in and out.
I can't take it back.
The decision is already made
The action has already been done.
I want to scream
'Take it out!'
'Take the euthanasia from her body'.
I have studied medicine all my life,
I've been trained in preserving life.
The meds are supposed to her slow muscles and stop her heart but what if I preform CPR?
It feels like going against everything I know
to just stand back and watch her pass.