dear you,

i always imagined that a global pandemic would have been more dramatic, more chaos, more mayhem, somewhat like the movie, World War Z. what do you call it? more adventure.
that,my friend has always been the problem with me, always running after more.

august 2015, yes that was the year, i wish i remembered the date but i dont. but it would suffice to say that on a seemingly very mundane day i spoke the following words, 'nothing adventurous is happening with us, i want some adventure'. typical me always asking for more. i got my wish, more is exactly what i got.

but that doesnt mean i stopped asking for more. when i decided to break up with the boy I had a crush on my whole life, i was exactly asking for more.

i dont know what more i could write. as i have said a thousand times, words have left me, i can't write but i try.

it's just that today my friend whom I have known since i was six but who isn't my best friend, texted me what she texted me; i went back in time, when asking for more had cost me so much. but like Jo said, we were kids, the adults should have behaved better and D should have died.

yours truly.