Hey Lovey,
     I don't know how to start this, but you're asleep and you're not next next to me and I'm afraid to wake you up because I want you to be functional at work tomorrow. It's been a few days now since the whole incident and I just want to say that I'm sorry. I also want to say that I'm here for you, no matter what. We both have our bullshit, but notice I used 'we.' There will always be an us, like you said we'll get through this. Yes, this sucks; yes, we need the money; and yes, I know it's not ideal. Ideal would be us and the dogs in the house without and worries or trouble. I want to be there so bad right now, I know we'll be there soon, but you needed to hear this. Everything is going to be okay and everything is happening for a reason. I love you more than words could describe and I will fight to be there with you and for you,  for better or for worse. As they say 'til death do us part, even though you haven't put a ring on it yet. So Lovey, deep breaths, short lists, and long experiences until then; okay? Sweet Dreams!

Love,
Yours

P.s. No tank you.