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Lalisa's POV
• In the hotel room •

BamBam and I sit in our hotel room together, on the foot of the bed. We haven't said a word to each other. I turn to him and he's already looking at me, those dark brown eyes. I use my tongue to give my lips moisture, I then start to think of something.

I look him in his eyes, more intensely than before, "I was so scared that you wouldn't make it out." I whisper to him. "Nooo, no... don't think that. I knew everything would be okay." He tells me, he kisses my cheek and touches my short hair. "I hate this hair, it looks exactly like the hair I had when I was younger." I tell him, "Aaah haha, this is the Lice I remember."

I frown, he's teasing me. "It looks cute, don't worry about it." He tells me, chuckling lightly. "I want this to be our moment." I tell him, "After tonight, who knows what will happen? What if we're separated again and we're unable to get to each other? I want us to remember tonight, I want to remember your warmth. I want to remember how you feel." He stares at me with those eyes, does he know what I'm talking about?

"Lalisa, are you telling me what I think you're telling me?" He asks me. "BamBam... I want to have sex with you tonight." I tell him. "You don't have to do this." He reassures me, "No, I want to.. cause when you touch me..." I run my fingers through his hair and make him look at me, his dark irises looking into mine. I bring my lips to his ear and kiss his jaw before I finish what I was saying. "I don't want you to stop," I tell him. He seems to be choked up with my words. "Kiss me.." I quietly plead. I pull my lips into a line, waiting for him until he presses his lips against mine and he's slow with me.

He sets a hand on my thigh before he runs it up to my hip, then up my back.

"BamBam." I whisper to him, "Yes?" He answers. "Have you done this before?" I ask him, I see it in his eyes, I instantly know the answer. "Surprisingly, no.", "You don't have to be ashamed." I peck his lips, "Being a virgin is nothing bad." I say before I kiss his chin. "I'll just have to teach you." I hear his breath hitch. "Though I do wish that I had saved myself for you," I tell him.

The quick story behind my v card loss, it was with my first boyfriend after BamBam vanished. I thought I was in love but it was always BamBam, yes... I learned things in bed but even then, I wish it was the first time for the both of us tonight. I was just a dumb teen who was in the moment, but now I'm in this room with BamBam I know this moment is special.

"No.. teach me." He says, making my stomach sink. I smile and he closes his eyes a bit, "We'll have to undress first." I whisper to him.

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BamBam's POV

My heart is pounding so hard right now, what if I'm not good? And she has experience, which is making me more nervous because she knows how to do things. Look, I'm not mad or I don't think Lalisa is a slut for already having sex. I'm not like that, it doesn't matter to me. This moment with her is going to be special for me, for us.

She gently pushes off my coat, and I take the rest of it off. She sets her hand on my face, her fingers warm, her skin soft. She kisses my lips, and I kiss her back. "I'll be on top." She suggests, which I expected but it still surprised me hearing the words leave her lips. The way she talks to me makes my body feel hot, like back in my teenage years when I'd watch porn. But I'm actually going to be in front of a naked girl, oh my gosh. SHE'S GOING TO BE NAKED! I'M GOING TO BE NAKED!

I shake my thoughts away, okay. I can't act like a teenager, I'm a man. I'm going to see breast and her other parts, I can't be a kid about it. And I shouldn't stare too much, yeah, don't stare too much. Huge question though, can I touch? Will she let me touch? Is she going to touch me!?

She then kisses neck, up to my jaw pushing all my teenage thoughts away. I love that she takes control of me, but is also slow and patient with me. "Okay," I answer I'm under her spell. She invites one of her legs over my lap and she sits on top of me. I wrap my arms around her waist as I pull her closer to my body. She kisses my lips for a couple of seconds, she's very intimate. Her hands run through my hair and she pulls my head back gently, her fingers gripping stands if my hair as she kisses all over my neck.

My body starts to feel really good, and my breathing picks up. She kisses all over my skin, I pull her hips against me. I don't know what's going on with me, but it's coming to me naturally. She doesn't seem to mind though, so I run my hand up the front of her sweater. She detached her lips from my skin. She sits back on my lap and looks at me, I zip it down and she pulls it off.

She's wearing a long-sleeved black shirt. My eyes meet hers, she keeps eye contact with me as she pulls off her shirt. I drop my eyes and examine her torso, her skin is pale but looks unbelievably soft. She wastes no time and begins to unbutton the front of my black dress shirt.

Her eyes staring at my body intensely as the buttons came undone and my torso comes into view. When it's completely undone, she sets her hands on my chest, then runs them up to my shoulders before pushing off my shirt. "Don't be nervous." She tells me, she probably saw my chest moving quickly. I lean forward and kiss her lips, the heat in my loins is getting hotter and hotter.

I feel so embarrassed that I'm hard in my pants, I've just never had a girl turn me on so much. I let out a deep breath as she kisses my neck and rubs herself on me.

She sets her hand on my chest and pushes me on my back. I'm taken by surprise when she rolls her hips on mine much harder and she's pushing against the bulge in my slacks. I let out a breath and a needy groan. She slides down my body, her hands touching me everywhere. I pick up my head and look at her, she undoes her pants and drops them. I let out a breath, next thing I know... she unbuckles my belt, undoes my pants and pulls them off.

She then climbs back on top of me and plants kisses up my torso. I drop my head onto the bed and wait for her to bring her face to mine. When her face is over mine, and her soft skin is against mine, I can't control myself. I'm like an animal during the breeding season. As I roll my body upward into her, I pull her hips against me. She lets out a breath, I nearly choke when her hand enters my boxers.

She bites her lip as her hand grasps me, I gasp. Her hand slowly pulls upward and my body shakes. My eyes uncontrollably roll back into my head, the pleasure is so satisfying. She kisses my neck, and I feel like my body goes into a trans. "Does that feel okay?" She asks in my ear, my hands grip her skin tighter, I hadn't noticed that they were holding her so tight.

"Y-Yes." I throw my head back and answer somehow. Her hand quickens, stroking me as she kisses my lips. I kiss her back as well as I can, but the amount of pleasure she's causing with her hand is making it hard for me to even think straight. I let out a groan, and I'm really embarrassed when I cum instantly. Not lasting for a long time, I'm out of breath and I'm completely satisfied. She sits up and looks down at me with a smile, letting go of my member, "Gosh... I'm... I'm sorry, no ones ever touched me like that." I apologize.

She laughs, "Why are you apologizing?" She asks. My lips part and I don't say anything. It then crosses my mind, "I don't have protection... what are we going to do?" I ask her. "Don't worry about that, I'll ask CL for help. We'll get plan B, we're okay." She tells me, it makes me wonder if she's done this before. As if she could read my mind, she let out a breath, "BamBam... this is the first time I'm doing it without protection, I just know for sure that I'm okay with this.", "What's plan B?" I ask like a child, curious about everything.

She grins, "I didn't know what it was either until my friends back in high school told me about it. When I was sexually active, they kept telling me that I should try without protection and plan B is a single pill that prevents pregnancy. But, my friends were stupid back then, and thank god I didn't listen to them." I nod, my eyebrows knit. "This is your first time without protection?" I ask her, she chuckles.

"That's all you heard from what I said?", "No! I heard everything." I say, quickly making her chuckle again. "You're special to me, and I really want this to happen tonight.", "You're special to me too." I run my hands up and down her thighs slowly. She grins at me, she leans forward and kisses my lips. "Touch me." She whispers. I look at her through hooded eyes and slightly nod. "Okay," I say.

She smiles and turns on her back, pulling me on top of her. I touch her waist with my hand, using my other to hold me up. She looks at me with those eyes and that look, that look that tells me that she's waiting impatiently. I slowly run my hand up her small body, my hand rising to her chest.

She then pushes my hand down her body, I feel my mouth go extremely dry. I'm going to touch it! For some stupid reason, a smile grows on my face and she bites her lip as she grins. My fingertips touch the waistline of her panties, I dip my fingers under the cloth. I then touch her skin, it's soft. My fingertips then take on moisture, I know this happens when females are aroused.

I've aroused her?

"Teach me how to touch you so you feel good, I want to hear you when you're aroused." I somehow say, I somehow gain courage. She's definitely not afraid as she pushes her hand over mine inside her panties, she pulls my thumb to touch a small bud-like part of her sex. "Be gentle." She whispers as she wraps her other arm around my neck, she connects her lips with mine.

Her fingers making my thumb circle slowly on the bud. This goes on for a while, she let's out small moans. Her hips then start to roll upward constantly into my thumb, how hot. She gasps against my lips and she lets out a breath, "BamBam." She whispers. The heat in my loins come back, and a new erection is against her thigh. Her hand that was helping me pleasure her, is now holding my wrist. Her hand gripping me tightly as her other hand holds my neck. She said to be gentle, but can I move my thumb faster? Am I allowed to?

I circle my thumb fast and she reacts instantly her back arches and she moans against my lips. I'm extremely aroused now, my hips rubbing against her thigh. I can only kiss her for a few seconds before she starts moaning constantly, I smile to myself seeing her this way. I'm doing this, I'm making her feel pleasure. Watching her is making it so hard for me not to touch myself, the way her lips part and her hips roll into my hand.

I use my other hand to unhook her bra, she lets me take it off as I continue to work my hand for her. My eyes look at her breast like I'm a child in a candy store. I press my lips against her pink nipple, it's hard against my tongue. Her hands detach from me and slap the bed, gripping the sheets.

I can listen to her quiet, high pitched moans all night. Her back arching again and she lifts her hips into my hand again. I look up at her as I kiss over to her other breast. She looks down at me, her cheeks pink and her lips look so soft. My thumb begins to slow down cause I'm too distracted by her breast, "No, don't stop." She pleads. I lift my head as I speed up my thumb again, I gain a moan from her.

I feel her body stiffen, even shake a little, before all her movement stops and she's out of breath, my fingers are wet. She smiles and tries to catch her breath, "That was really good for your first time.", "Really?" I ask as I pull my hand out from her panties. She nods, I can't stop smiling. "I don't think I can wait any longer, and I don't think you can either." She says as she pushes me on my back, she sits next to me as she pulls off her panties before she pulls herself on top of me.

I lift myself up on the bed so that my head is on a pillow, she sits back on top of me. She's right, I don't think I can wait. So many urges I can't quite stop them, though I'm 22, I still have a mind of a teenager sometimes. I want to know how it feels, I want to feel all the pleasure she has to offer me. I want to feel it, and I want to feel it now.

She looks down at my erection and pulls down my boxers, she leaves them around my thighs before she touches me again. I bite my lip, I'm unable to look away from her body. She leans forward and kisses my lips, I instantly kiss her back. She smiles and I open my eyes to see her hooded ones, "Just enjoy." She whispers. This is going to happen for reals now, we're going to have sex. My gosh.

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Lalisa's POV

I sit on top of him, unable to hold in the urges any longer. I enter him, instantly, his size takes my breath away. My walls greeting him with tightness. I gasp as I slowly sit all the way down on his hips, a small groan escapes from his lips. I set my hands on his chest as I lean forward to see his face, at the same time I'm unable to stop my hips. I take it slow at first, letting him have a small feel of the pleasure.

His shoulders pull forward and his eyes closed as he lets out breaths. I keep the slow pace for a while, pleasure runs through my body again. My abs tighten as I let out a breath and a moan at the same time. I grab his wrists and set his hands on my hips before I set my hands back on his chest. He then opens his eyes and looks at me, his lips part and he smiles at me.

His hands running up my back and back to my waist, where he pulls down as his hips pull up into me. I let out a moan as his action, slowly nodding to him, letting him know that he can move his hips if he wants. He gets the idea and starts to move his hips underneath me at a constant pace.

He definitely knows how to move his hips, he knows very well. I move my hips forward at a much faster speed, the both of us moaning at the same time. His hands holding my hips tightly as his hips get faster and he's groaning much more. I rub myself harshly against him, giving myself stimulation. He hums and looks down at our hips, his head falls back on the bed and he groans followed by a sigh.

Neither of us last long, as it's our first time together, I've taken BamBam's virginity and I haven't had sex in years. I'm taken by surprise as his member twitches inside me and the lower half of my body fills with warmth as his hips are high into mine, followed by a groan. I've forgotten that we don't have condoms, I lightly gasp as I'm a bit startled even by this new sensation that he's given me.

We're both out of breath and I sit up all the way, my handprints are left on his chest. He shuts his eyes and smiles, "My gosh, I was missing out on this? It's amazing." He tells me, I smile at his cuteness. "Yup, this is sex," I tell him. He then in expectedly sits up and pulls me against him. "Please don't tell me that we have to stop." I blink a couple of times and chuckle.

"All night, if you can keep up," I whisper. He shakes his head and his hands pull my hips, I feel his member harden once again inside me. "No, if you can keep up. I'm just a new pup at this, I can go for a long time now that I've gotten a taste of how good you feel." My heart pounds, what happened to the sweet BamBam that I first walked into this room with? My gosh.

"Is that right?" I ask as I run my fingers through his hair, he quickly nods. He crashes his lips against mine and I feel him moving his hips into me again, I part my lips as I slightly sigh. He grabs a hold of my legs and wraps them around his torso, he quickly grips his hands into the butt and lifts me up.

Which is quite easy for him since I don't weigh much. I wrap my arms around his neck and grip his hair. He smiles against my lips and lays me on my back, his hips never stopping.

His body seems to know how to control me, though this is his first time, he's really good. Shoot, even better than the guy who took my virginity. The way he pulls his hips, hooking me with an upward pull as he presses up against me in all the right ways and all the right places. His breath against my ear, arousing me more and more.

"Lalisa.." He whispers. I pull one of my arms up against his back and run my fingers through his hair. I throw my head back and I feel his bottom lip against my neck. I let out a moan as quietly as I could, pleasure then becomes intense and his thrusts become sloppy. I feel him plant his knees deeper into the bed as his hands drop down to hold my hips and he thrusts into me with such force.

So much for a soft and slow boy.

He buries his face in my neck, my nails digging into his skin as I feel myself at my peak. He's humming in my ear, I pull my hips up into him. I hold my breath as my orgasm finally unravels, my body relaxes and his hips thrust up into me and warmth fills me for the second time. This time he gains a moan from me as his natural action somehow feels really good.

We're both out of breath, he sets his hands on the bed and looks at me. I bite down on my bottom lip and smile at him, he leans forward and kisses me. I drop my hand and take him out of me, "Let's try something else?" I ask, he nods. I slowly stroke him to get him back in the mood and it doesn't take long for him to get hard. He kisses my lips and groans, his hips move into my hand.

I smile wide as I slowly sit up and he follows, he kisses up my jaw as he runs his hand up my back.

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BamBam's POV

She climbs onto her hands and knees before she pulls my arm to approach her. I feel my member throbbing, I stare at her, not really able to figure out what to do.

Come on BamBam, now is not the time to forget how this works. I've watched porn, I should know this position! Doggy! Yees! I know what to do.

I grab the length of my member and direct it to her entrance. I slowly push myself forward and her back straightens, I place my hands on her hips and invite my whole side inside her. She lets out a breath and one of her hands holds onto mine. I let my hips follow my urges as I thrust at a constant pace, her hand pulls mine in between her legs.

I remember how she taught me to touch her, I run my fingers down in between her folds as I thrust forward. My fingers coated in her nectar before I run my fingers back to the right place and touch instantly is faster. Her hand holds my wrist, her back flexes. I sigh as the stream of pleasure runs through my body again, I hear her moans, which is arousing me so much.

She then pushes her ass into me, as I hold on tighter to her. I grip my teeth before letting out a breath and throwing my head back. All the pleasure lasts for a few minutes until we both enjoy our highs that were a bit more intense than the last ones.

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• a long time after •

My muscles relax as I lay back in the bed with Lalisa under my arm. I then hear moaning, I look at her. She buries her face in my chest and laughs. "I guess Jackson and Namjoon are getting down to business as well." She says. I then hear two women moaning, I quickly nod. "Yeah, I think you're right." I chuckle.

She then looks up at me and I stare at her face, her cheeks grow pink. "What?" She asks in a shy tone. "Oh, haha... nothing," I say. She raises an eyebrow and waits, "Nothing, really." I laugh. She then frowns out of nowhere, "BamBam, I'm so selfish." She tells me. "Selfish? Why would you say that?" I ask. "This can get you fired." She frowns.

"I don't think it matters much now, we'll be seeing Sehun soon. This mission is practically over." I explain to her. "But-", "No buts, everything that has to do with me, will be fine. I've worked with Sehun for a while now, okay." I stare at her but she doesn't seem convinced. "Now a serious topic." She tells me. "What?" I whisper as I kiss her forehead. "Chuan Juntasa, the Thailand Mafia... I'm the heir, how is this going to work?" I stare at the edge of the bed as I leave my lips against her head.

"That's another thing to talk to Sehun about," I answer her. She just wraps her arm around me and she hugs me close, I hug her back just as tight.

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"LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO US!!!" She yells at me. "No! No!" I cry. "YES! You've left us and now we're gone, all thanks to you." I look around and my family is standing in front of me. A shadow of a man stands over me, I pull out my Glock and point it at him as I turn around. "You, it's you!" I yell at him as tears fill my eyes.

"You killed my family you bastard!" I yell at him. "Not like you cared anyways.." He smiles and laughs. "Fuck YOU!!!" I cry as I fire four bullets. My gun then burns my hands, I look down.

I can smell my flesh burning, making me remember how my family burned. My hands are then branded by the shape of the gun and I quickly look back up to see my parents, brother and little sister each with a bullet in their heads. "Look what you did to us.." they all say together. "No!" I yell.

"Now look at you, you're a murderer now." I hear in my ear, I know it's the mysterious man. "NO!!!" I cry. All their bodies fall to the floor, breaking the ground underneath me and I feel like I'm falling endlessly. I'm screaming at the top of my lungs, suddenly feeling like I'm unable to breathe.

"BamBam!" I hear my little sister crying for me, much like how she cried for me the day I left. I scream her name until I'm afraid I'd strip my throat. "BamBam!" My parents yell, "Mom!! Dad!!!" I cry, my tears running down my cheeks.

"BamBam.." is whispered in my ear and it's in my brother's voice, and it's as if I've stopped falling. I see nothing but darkness, I close my eyes, hoping that my family would be the same. "BamBam." I hear again, I open my eyes and my tears fall. I'm sweating like crazy, her face is then above my own. The lamp in the room is on, making it easier to see her face.

"BamBam, are you okay?" She asks, she looks really concerned. I sit up quickly, causing her to sit back and shoot away from me, I look at her like I've seen a ghost. "BamBam, you were screaming in your sleep." Her eyes water, "I thought you were hurt." She holds her hand over her chest, "You scared me, I didn't know what to do." Her tears fall down her cheeks. I can't find myself to say something about my dream, I can't explain my night terrors to her.

I look down at my pajama pants, "I'm fine." Is all I can work myself up to say to her. "I'm sorry I scared you." I look up at her, she's wiping her tears. Ugh, I should have remembered that my night terrors might scare her. "I was worried about you, I thought someone came into the hotel room." I shake my head. She just stares at me with damp eyelashes, her eyes worried for me.

"You had a bad dream?" She asks me. I feel my eyes burning and tears fill my eyes, I won't cry. I refuse to cry in front of her over something that happened years ago. My tears then rebel against me and fall down my cheeks, I hate myself. I feel instantly comforted when she crawls up to me and hugs me, pulling me into her warmth. "I still cry about my mother when I sleep." She whispers to me.

But what she doesn't understand is, I feel guilty about my families death. I shouldn't be alive, I don't deserve to be. My eyebrows knit and I bury my face in her oversized T-shirt. I wrap my arms around her, I feel so much love in her hug. She gently pets my hair, "Lay with me like this." She whispers to me.

We detach from each other for a second, when we're back in the warmth under the covers I pull them over us and lay my head on her. She wraps an arm around me and her hand is through my hair again. I don't know why my body feels weak while Lalisa does this to me. "It's okay to cry BamBam.." She whispers. "Only if you want to." She adds.

I can hear my little sister screaming for me, my mother crying for me, my father groaning in pain as my brother gargles his own blood. I tighten my eyes shut. I let out a shaky breath, I don't want to cry in front of Lalisa anymore. But, my tears still run down my cheeks and make her shirt damp. "I hate myself," I whisper. "Why, why do you hate yourself?" She asks me.

I say nothing and hold her tighter. She moves a bit, and the lamp is turned off when she goes back to the position she was in before.

I don't want this moment to end, and for the first time on a mission... I'm scared.

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