It just takes a moment. A moment that tells you where you stand in your life. A moment where everything is so intense that you feel like your heart and head is going to explode and that very moment where you desperately search for an outlet. An outlet to all the anxiety and anger build up in you.

When you are badly hurt by a person and keep everything buried in like a volcano and suddenly one day everything in it including you explodes. This explosion leaves you with anger, regret and loneliness. You just keep wishing for a person who could give you instrumental support. A person who could understand you, believe you and just be with you. You just wish that person existed but no, your mind is shut down completely and your heart just waits. Waits for a person to show up or walk in your life and like an angel tale all your problems and worries away.

You become so restless and want to give a passionate fight to your demons to get away from your misery but your limbs, heart and mind just give up. You care a lot about yourself but you are worried to show this to others or feel any kind of intimacy with them because then you are just worried of getting hurt again. Your thoughts, your heart keeps telling you that you will be fine one day but really... are you alright? Are you happy? Are you satisfied? Are you missing someone?

Well Yes! That is a yes for the last question. YES, yes you miss that someone and honestly sometimes you don't even know who exactly that someone is. Funny right? But it is too deep to be understood by others. You know people hurt you and make you feel low, worthless but you let them punish you for your loyalty and innocence. You invest all your time, feelings into one person who disrespects you in the worst way possible. After landing flat on your face even if you tell yourself that you are not going to be with anyone else, you still find yourself waiting for that 'someone.'

Someone who would engulf you in the arms and assure you that you are going to be fine. That someone who will invest time, feelings in you and you will be intelligent enough to value them. You promise to treasure them and will never let the same thing happen to them that happened to you. You find yourself wishing for a brighter day when the sun shines brightly in the sky welcoming you with its bright light and preparing you for new challenges.

You hope the people in your life start loving you for who you are. You desire to be treated well even if you know that is never going to happen or you don't deserve that. The damage is done and you are trying to forgive and forget but there is a voice that questions you- Are you going to just forgive all the people just like that and forget all the pain and hurt? All your tears, frustration, sleepless nights are going to go in vain? Are you really happy or is it just an illusion?

Think about it. Ask to yourself, your demons...

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Author's Note: tickle_star

The article above was quite sad and had a lot of negative feelings. But that is what writing is right? I mean you can't always hope it to be cheerful, happy and inspiring because this is life and Life is reality. It consists of all the sentiments. I feel that while reading this many readers must have felt connected to a person they were romantically involved or not! If you were and if the text makes you feel a bit low or sad in any way I just want to tell you guys that each one of us are strong and we deserve to be happy. Everyone has ups and downs in their lives but that is exactly what makes us strong. I felt the need to add this note because I didn't wanted you to feel your past again in a bad way rather consider it as the challenging phase of your life which you have been through and you pretty good at overcoming your obstacles.

Thank you so much for giving your time to read this and I really appreciate it. One more thing I'd like to do is thank @niallishgurl for giving me an amazing opportunity to post my work. #LetTheWordsFlow rocks!!

BYE. I had fun. Thanks again and see ya!

All the love. Komal <3 <3

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Thanks hon!

This is really beautiful! I'm sure many can relate to it in so many ways!

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