Dear Future Me (Letter)
Dear Future Me,
Hi hon, how are you?
I hope you have a smile on your face today, and I really hope it's genuine. You know we hate fake smiles right?
How are Ma and Papa? How's our irritating little brother? I hope everyone's doing well. I hope that they're always okay, please do take care of them.
So, how was your day? Same old? Another day feeling self conscious? Or another happy day? Was it just another day filled with other people telling you what to do with your own damn life? Did someone bash you again for being yourself? Do they still just use you when and as they need you? Do they still call you fat or ugly "unintentionally" , thinking that it's for your own good? Did you finally give in to their words? Do their words still hurt you? Do you still feel like a failure? Was it just another day of secretly locking yourself in your bathroom to hide your tears? Did you watch yourself cry in the mirror again, wishing that everything was okay, wishing that you could tell them how worthless and unneeded they make you feel? Or has anything changed?
If it has, there couldn't be anyone happier for you than me, and if it hasn't, don't you worry, it will. I'll make sure it does change. Never give up on yourself. Please discard those suicidal thoughts if you ever get any. The world needs you. I need you. Like always the night shall pass, and so shall your worries. You'll always wake up to a brand new day, filled with so many possibilities. Don't worry if something doesn't go according to you, smile and conquer all of your battles. It's totally okay to be insecure, what counts is fighting against your insecurities. I see a bright future ahead of us, I don't know how or when we'll reach there, but we'll find a way. We always do.
Don't worry if you lose some relations along the way, don't be afraid to let some people go, it's probably for the best. Be opinionated. Don't worry even if the whole world is against you. Remember, there'll always be three people who will always love you immensely.
The past you,
The present you,
And the future you.
Keep living. Make lemonade out of all those lemons life throws at you. Make the most of your life. Make your existence count. But remember, don't ever forget where you come from and don't ever forget those handful true and real people in your life and the moments you spent living happily with them. Cherish these memories forever. I really hope you will, because they're what really make you, you.
I wish you only the best for your future. Remember, I will always believe in you. You also start believing in yourself okay? Till next time.
Yours forever,
You.
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Something very close to my heart.
Dedicated to all amazingly imperfect humans :')
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