>17.12.15

- Yoongi's POV -

I went to the mall to meet Taehyung and Minyoo.

I waited at the cafe for them to arrive.

"Why aren't they here yet?" I mumbled looking around.

"Hyung!"

"You finally came.."

"Yoongi Mwoya? We were having a sweet date you know." Minyoo joked but I looked at her with a no-expression.

"Uh.. Hyung, what happened?"

"We broke up."

"Bwoh?! Who?! You and Yeonji?!" Minyoo gasped.

Knew it.

"What happened?!" Taehyung too.

Why are they so.. Fake?

Are they even my friends?

I gave them a pissed stare, "you guys knew it and chose to keep it away from me!! Why did you guys do that?!" I bursted.

They exchanged looks and looked back at me.

"Look hyung.. It's not her fault, why did you break up with her?"

Not her fault? Really?!

"I'm so disappointed in you, Min Yoongi." Minyoo turned her back at me.

Wtf is wrong with them?!

Why are they talking like I'm the one wrong here?!

"What are you guys talking about?! I'm her boyfriend and she liked someone else and broke up with me, and you guys said it like its MY fault?!" I don't mind the weird stares people are giving me.

"Wait.. What? She liked someone else?"

"No-no what?"

What IS FREAKING WRONG WITH THEM.

"stop acting!! You guys KNOW it." I rolled my eyes.

"Wait.. What did Yeonji tell you?" Minyoo asked me.

I spilled everything that happened just now, I felt the pissed all over again.

- Minyoo's POV -

Wait what? She liked someone else? But what about her cancer? What did she say to Yoongi?

"Wait.. What did Yeonji tell you?" I asked frowning.

"We went to Namsan tower today and we had lots of fun, after we came back she suddenly changed her attitude which I don't even know why she did it and said that she wanted to break up because she liked someone else and told me to wake up, it's over and stuff like that. She told you guys about this, didn't she?! And you guys choose to let me continue love her like a blind bitch!! Are you guys even my friends?!"

What the..

Fire had been burning inside me, Did he fall for that?! That lame excuse?!

She has Cancer!! Yeonji did all this to make herself look like the bad guy to prevent him from hurting! And instead this is what she get?!

I took a near by cup of water and splashed it on him.

"Ya--"

"DUMBASS!! DOES MIN YEONJI LOOK LIKE SOMEONE WHO WOULD DO THAT?! HUH?! SHE DID THIS ALL TO MAKE YOU LESS HURT, AND ALL SHE GET WAS THIS BULLSHIT. YOU DONT DESERVE HER LOVE FOR YOU. IM SO DONE MIN YOONGI." I said and went off leaving Blank Taehyung with that Dumbass.

"Minyoo!! Wait!!" I heard Taehyung calling me but I just walked ahead, I don't want to see that dumbass. NEVER EVER.

- Yoongi's POV -

What is happening? Minyoo splashed me a cup of water, what's wrong with her?!

"Ya--"

"DUMBASS!! DOES MIN YEONJI LOOK LIKE SOMEONE WHO WOULD DO THAT?! HUH?! SHE DID THIS ALL TO MAKE YOU LESS HURT, AND ALL SHE GET WAS THIS BULLSHIT. YOU DONT DESERVE HER LOVE FOR YOU. IM SO DONE MIN YOONGI." Minyoo said then turned and left.

"Minyoo!! Wait!" Taehyung shouted but she continued to walk until she completely disappeared.

"What's with her?!" I said while using a tissue to wipe myself a little.

"Hyung!" Taehyung shouted.

"What now?!"

"Ji... What she said.. Was a lie. A dumb lie to make you less hurt, how could you do this to her?!"

"Wait, what are talking about? A.. Lie?"

"Hyung, the truth is.. She has brain cancer, stage 2." Taehyung said.

Wait... What?

This isn't true right?

"Hahaha, really?"

"Hyung, I'm serious. She doesn't have the courage to tell you. And she's leaving to America tomorrow." I never seen Taehyung that serious before.

I broke down.

It's..real.

It's not a joke.

"She told us to not tell you but, I can't stand your attitude to her. You better apologize, hyung." He patted my shoulder and left.

... I...

What should I do?

I need to find her, I need to apologize.

WHAT HAVE I DONE?

I took out my phone with my shaking hand.

Contact: Jagiya~

I pressed call.

*beep beep* *beep beep* *beep beep*

Pick up Jagiya, mianhae. Jeongmal mianhae.

For once, I cried.

I'm hopeless.. Why did this happened so quickly?

*beep beep*

*sorry, the person you are trying to reach is unavailable, please leave a message after the tone*

"Jagiya.. Mianhaeyo, I shouldn't have been so stupid! Please don't ignore me, please don't be mad. Please don't leave me.."

I rushed out of the cafe and ran.

Ran, ran and ran.

I bumped into someone and fell on the floor, I stood up and ran again.

All I had in mind is Yeonji.

She shouldn't keep It all to herself.

She should've told the truth.

I should've have been there for her, but I didn't.

It's all my fault, Minyoo was right. I'm a dumbass!! I DONT DESERVE HER LOVE FOR ME.

After a long time I finally reached her house.

- Yeonji's POV -

I laughed and cried while writing my diary.

There were the times we all had fun together, pure fun.

The much I remembered we were having fun, the more hurt and pain was in me.

*ring ring* my phone rang.

Phone Screen status: Call from Jagiyaaaa

Why is he calling me? Why? Don't he get it? The more we are together, the more pain I need to suffer by myself.

I took my phone and threw it onto my bed, letting it ring all it wants as I covered both of my ears.

"Don't cry.. Don't cry.. Don't miss him. You did this all just for him, you can't lose it now." I said to myself but tears still kept on falling.

My phone finally stopped ringing and I took it back holding it in my hands.

Phone screen status: One voicemail from Jagiyaaaa.

I wiped off my tears and placed play.

I pushed it onto my ears and listened.

"Jagiya.. Mianhaeyo, I shouldn't have been so stupid! Please don't ignore me, please don't be mad. Please don't leave me.." I heard him said.

"Jagiya, I'm not mad at you. I never can be, I love you, I really do. Trust me, if I could, I will never leave you.. Just like our promise we made at Namsan tower, let's stick with each other forever.." I whispered to my phone, having fake hopes that he could hear it.

You know he won't....

I sad smiled and continued writing the diary, even if I couldn't tell him, I still told myself, right?

*knock knock* someone knocked on my door.

I wiped my wet cheeks, "come in, the door isn't locked."

"Honey? Uh.. Your boyfriend Yoongi-ssi is outside, I told him you're busy but he insisted to see you." Mom said.

What does he want.. Again?

"Thanks mom, but I guess I should talk to him." I said and stood up.

I walked towards the door and pushed it open, revealing Yoongi who's standing outside.

He rushed to me and pulled me into a hug.

"Mianhae." He whispered into my ears.

"I should have realized it early, I should have done through everything with you. I'm sorry i didn't." He continued.

He let go, "I know what you're hiding from me, I know what everybody is hiding from me."

I looked in his eyes, it was red.

He cried...

"Oh really? And what it is?" I asked pretending to be okay.

"You dont have to act strong Jagiya, I know it's not easy.."

"What are you saying? I'm okay. It's just brain cancer, I just had to leave for therapies, that's all."

"No you're not--"

"We've broke up, Yoongi." I said and he looked at me, speechless.

"Let me go." I continued.

"I'm not going to. I'm not going to make you suffer alone."

"You already know everything, don't you? Yoongi, I have BRAIN cancer, I might die.. We have no future. Do you get it?"

"Future is just a word, not how life is. We can make our own future, as long as we--"

"That's it, let me go Yoongi."

"Say you don't love me."

"Bwoh?"

"Say you don't love me, if you said it, then it's okay. Let's break up, if that's what you want. But if you still love me, we won't break up. I can wait for you with or without a future. Because I love you. And that's all we need."

I looked at him and tears just rolled down to my cheeks.

I looked down not knowing what to say.

Of course I love you, Min Yoongi.

He came closer to me and cupped my face.

He smiled and pressed his lips onto mine, I can feel the same flowers bloom in my stomach.

He pulled out and pulled me into a hug.

"I love you." He whispered.

"I love you too, Min Yoongi."

A/N
Oh my god I'm not okay.. Are you fine?