>10.12.15

- Yeonji's POV -

I went home after that and cried my pillow wet.

My sobbing are fully covered by the heavy rain.

All I hope now is to see snow before I leave Korea..

I want to see it with Yoongi.. But can I?

I'm packing my stuff into a luggage little by little.

I went off my bed and grabbed the jacket that was hung inside my closet and fold it carefully before putting it into my luggage.

It was the jacket Yoongi gave me.

I never wanted to give it back to him, it was really precious to me. And I'm bringing it no matter where I go. Just like Yoongi is still by my side.

That way, I won't feel lonely.

Tomorrow will be Tuesday , we had to go back to the hospital to let Aunty Susan check my condition.

It's either getting better or worser, do you think there's a chance for it to get better?

If it got even worser, I might have to leave Seoul earlier than a month.

All I could do was pray.

But do believe in a good person will have good fortunes?

My answer is.. No.

***(tomorrow after school)***

We went to Aunty Susan's and had a check up on me.

Hahaha, have I told you? A good person never has good fortunes.. And as the thing goes, my cancer got worser.

I'm sick.

WAKE UP.

IM SICK OKAY. YEONJI YOU ARE SICK.

Do I really think I could get better? Huh?!

Aunty Susan said its better if I don't wait a month because my condition will just get worser and worser.

She said two weeks is more than enough in Seoul.

"Aunty Susan, can I leave this Sunday?" I asked.

"What? Honey but I thought--"

"I have one request.. I can leave on this Sunday. But, let me go out on Saturday." I said.

"What?! You know your condition, you need to rest--"

"I know. That's why I promised to leave on Sunday."

"5 hours." Aunty Susan said.

"Aunty Susan.. Please.. Haruman. Give me a full day." I begged.

"No can't do. What if something happens? What if--"

"But.. I'm with my boyfriend.. If I don't say goodbye. I.." I blinked and a tear dropped on the table.

I looked down onto my fingers..

"Okay.. Only Saturday arasso? On the other days, after school you need to rest. Sleeping is the best cure."

I looked up and smiled to Aunty Susan.

"Thank you.. Thank you so much." I wiped off my tears.

"Sigh.. You'll be okay arasso? Don't cry for all the little things."

I nodded.

Should I be happy that I could have one day with Yoongi?

I stared at the white wall in front of me, I should enjoy the peace I have now.

No one would know how much I much pain I will suffer during the therapies.

We went back home and saw a car outside.

"Eh? who's that?" Mom asked.

We saw two guys standing in front of our front gate.

As we got nearer, I could clearly see who it is.

It's Youngjae oppa and.. Bamie?

We went down the car together as we reached.

"Annyeonghaseyo Mrs. Min. Annyeong appa." Youngjae Oppa greeted.

"Annyeonghaseyo Mr and Mrs Min. I'm Bambam, Youngjae's friend."

"Oh.. Youngjae-ssi.. And bambam-ssi? Ah nice to meet you.." Mom said.

"Youngjae, glad to see you. And bambam! Long time to see. How have you been?" Appa said.

What? They know bambam? Whaaa?

"I've been great Uncle."

"Good good, glad to hear that. You guys came to visit us before we leave right?" Appa asked.

Woah? What?

"Yes.. And I've missed you." Youngjae Oppa said.

"I missed you too, but does Yeonji know bambam?" Appa asked then look at me.

"Yeah, I know him." I looked at bamie.

He was smiling? Okay.. And I thought he was just a passer-by. Does he know me from the start?

Am I fooled?

"Okay, go talk to her." Appa smiled and said to them then leave with mom.

They came closer to me who was just standing beside the car stiffly.

"Hey.." Bamie started.

"Hi.. Uh.. You're Youngjae oppa's friend? Why didn't you tell me?" I asked.

"I only knew you were his sister last night..."

"Ah.. Okay." I smiled to him and he did back.

This time it was still in the evening I could clearly see his face, he's really good-looking.

"Dongsaeng how are you feeling?" Youngjae Oppa asked me.

"I'm still okay, but I'm leaving this Sunday." I said.

"Bwoh? But I thought it's next month?" Oppa said.

"I want to leave earlier.."

"Oh okay.. When you're at America, bambam and I will visit you, so you won't feel lonely. Okay?"

"Ah? Oh gomawo, I'll be happy if I'd see you guys."

"Hyung.. Can you give us a minute?" Bambam asked.

What does he wanna do?

"Yeonji.. when you're at America, I would go there too for future studies. My parents are sending me there so I can.. You know.. Take care of you." He said.

Wait what? Take care of me?

"But.. I don't really know you."

"I'm not a bad guy. And I like you so--"

"I know you're a good person but.. I have a boyfriend." I truly spilled and we widened his eyes at me.

"It's okay.." He muttered.

"What?"

"I can just take care of you as a friend until you like me back."

Until you like me back.

"Look you're really cute and handsome and fun and such, but I'm not worth for you to like, I'm sick, bamie." I said.

"But who's gonna stop me?" He smirked.

Right...

"Still, I have a boyfriend."

"I said I'll take care of you as a friend jagi."

I chuckled, "don't make me feel like I'm cheating on MY jagi."

"You're not, jagi is just a name. We're just friends."

I frowned, "whatever you say.."

"Jagi, you'll be okay. Trust me I could tell fortune."

"Heh. I don't know if I'm going to be okay but.. Thank you." I smiled at him.

"Oh here." He said then took out the choker he was wearing.

"Wear it." He said to me then fit the choker up to my neck for me.

"It doesn't feel good bamie." I said while touching the choker that's on my neck.

"But it fits your perfect face, trust me." He smiled showing teeth.

"Thank you.." I've just met him for the third time, but it feels like ages.

Just like a best friend.

***(Friday)***

"Ji.. You're really leaving?" Tae asked me while the others look at me.

"Ne.. This Sunday. 2 pm flight." I said not showing how much tears I'm holding back when I see their looks.

Yoongi isn't here, I'm not okay to tell him.

They told me it's not right to keep a secret from him but.. I really don't have the courage to tell.

"Yeon, take care.." Jimin said to me.

"You know I will, you all know I'm stronger than you think, right? I'll be okay! Hahaha..."

When am I like this? Why do I always act strong?

"Ji.. Still.. Don't mind me saying it again. But.. I really think you should tell Yoongi."

"Taetae, I also want to.. But.."

"Hey what you guys talking about?" Someone hugged me from the back.

"Just the project mr Kim gave. Oh right, where were you just now Jagiya?"

"Project? Oh.. I just went to the washroom."

"Ooh.. Okay come on let's eat." I said sticking my tongue out.

"Aigo, in the end all you need is food." Yoongi frowned.

"Aniyo! I need my sugar too!" I said.

My outside was happy, but my inside was breaking when I said that.

I need my sugar..

But I'm going to lose him.

"Jagiya, you know we've been together for 3 months now. We didn't actually went to some place together before.. How about we go somewhere tomorrow?" I asked while eating.

"Tomorrow is Saturday. Okay. Where do you wanna go?" He asked.

"Hmm, how about Namsan tower? Have you been there before?" I asked.

I really wanted to visit namsam tower before I leave Korea. People say it's fun feeling the height in Namsan tower.

"I've been there before, did you?"

"Nope, that's why I wanna go~" I puppy eyed him.

"Arasso arasso, let's go there tomorrow. Do you wanna go with the others? Or just us two?"

"Pabo, of course it's just us two." I flicked his forehead.

I like to do that when he says stupid stuffs, which he always does.

"Aigo, remember to wear some warming clothes. It's extra cold on Namsan tower." He said and I nodded.

So... It's gonna be fun..

For my last day in Seoul..

- Yoongi's POV - (flashback)

I went to the canteen for recess and bingo! Saw jagi and the others there.

Talking and such.

They seemed weird since they aren't making eye contact and stuff, and what's odd is I'm walking to them step by step getting nearer without anyone noticing my appearance.

"Ji.. Still.. Don't mind me saying it again. But.. I think you really should tell Yoongi." I heard Taehyung said.

Tell me? Jagi should tell me what?

"Taetae, I also want to, but.."

She stopped.

But what? What is it?

I went nearer and back hugged Jagiya.

"Hey what are you guys talking about?" I asked.

"Just the project Mr Kim gave. Oh right, where were you just now Jagiya?" She asked me.

Project? Weird. Did Mr Kim gave out any projects?

"Project? Oh, I was at the washroom." I answered.

Why did she changed the subject and why isn't anyone talking?

Should I ask?

"Ooh, okay come on let's eat." Jagi said.

I guess I'm not gonna ask anything first.

I need to figure out why is everyone acting so weird.

A/N
Hello~ another update on le Thursday. And if you don't know. Yeonji and Yoongi had been together 3 months already. Phew so many things happened and now she gotta leave..

But.. What if Yoongi finds out?