>26.10.15

- YEONJIS POV -

While eating, he kept smiling at me but I'm blanked. How am I supposed to do? I need to find a chance and ask MinYoo for opinion. Shit, I should have rejected him. But how can I?

"Ah, can you guys excuse me for a while? I have Erm, something to ask MinYoo. Come on" I motioned MinYoo to come with me.

"Hey what's wrong? *gasp* don't tell me it's-" I cut her off

"yea...he said he liked me and a-and... I said I like him too" please tell me she has an idea for whatever. "

Oh my god I told you! What are you going to do now?!" She started to panic. The worst had happened

"There's even the worst... He asked me out on a movie" I said trying to calm myself down.

But failed miserably,

"that's okay just go-"

"No it's not! He asked me out on the same time and same date as Zoey! What should I do?! WHAT SHOULD I-"

"CALM DOWN GIRL." MinYoo tried comforting me but

"NO I CANT HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO CALM DOWN" I shouted.

"I'm sorry okay! Just go-"

"No.. I won't go" I need to let go. I- I can't break with Zoey, I can't forget the memories we had. We've been through quite a lot and I can't loose this important friend.

"But... Will you be okay? You might not be friends with him anymore.." MinYoo claimed.

"How would we not be friends? He's maybe gonna be Zoey's boyfriend and-" who am I kidding.

"Yeonji stop.. It hurts for you and for him too" MinYoo said

She was right, but what can i do?

"MinYoo, you know how much this friendship means to me" she just sighed heavily and shook her head. We went back and finished our lunch before class starts.

Sighh I can't even concentrate in anything. I bet Tae realized

"hey.. You alright? You seemed weird"

"Ah? Yea.. I'm.. Okay.." I'm not okay, but who can feel the same?

>> skip to Saturday << (5:25 pm)

MinYoo and Zoey came for a sleepover last night. You don't know how awkward it is to be with Zoey. But I can't hate her, she wasn't talking about Yoongi like she always do though. We have some projects to do that's why we didn't chat much, but Zoey told us how excited for the movie date she has tonight.

Everytime she says that. I got stabbed. I'm really giving the guy I love to my best friend? It's currently 5.30pm and Zoey was ready to go. She put on so,e light makeup and wore a little black dress, making her curves even more viewable. She looked really pretty..

She went off and I stared at the doorframe.

"Are you sure you're not going?" MinYoo asked breaking the silence. "I'm not" I'm really not,

"you should really go-" I cut her off.

"MinYoo you know how much this friendship means to me, you know me very well" I hope she could understand but she didn't. She shook her head and whither heavily.

"What if really be together?" This question crashed me to hell, but I do have a answer. An answer that came truly from deep in my heart, even if I have to sacrifice.

"I will congrats them, hoping they could be happy forever, if Yoongi is mad at me. I would apologize, I won't have a boyfriend and lose a bestfriend. MinYoo I really hope you could understand, if they really are together, don't tell anyone what's in my heart...please." Tears dropped and I don't think of controlling it. After today, I will just think of him as a friend and never cry for him.

"If that's your choice.." MinYoo said more like whispering, but I heard it. I sobbed on my lungs, she hugged me but didn't say a thing. I really appreciate having this bestfriend with me.. I really do.

After a lot of sobs, I stopped. Looking at the time, (7.35pm) time flies.. 25 minutes till the movie ends.. Did they watched it and shared popcorns with each other? Just by that I felt like breaking again, but this time I hold it up. I promised to myself I can do this, I can forget him and give blessing. I really can.

I really can...

"Hey... Are you better now?" A voice said. A voice that belongs to MinYoo. "I'm not..but I'll be okay.. Thank you so much MinYoo" I hugged her again,

"aigo...what are bestfriends for hm?" She stroked on my long hair.

We continued the project we haven't finish earlier without Zoey, since she's on her date... (8.05pm)

The movie ended already.. I wondered if Yoongi waited for me, or just went in with Zoey. What if Zoey-

Stop, it's not your business right now.. You said you could forget it. And you will. I'll act like nothing happened before. Even if it hurts I had to, before it hurts even deep.

I kept peeking on the clock, (8.30pm) why Zoey is not back yet? Is she coming or back her house? But her school bag is here though, and she said she will.. Maybe I'll just wait a little more.

Today my parents aren't here, they left for some opera or something. They'll be back the next morning, so I'll be just me and MinYoo. Well we wanted to wait for Zoey but we're hungry, we ordered some pizza delivery.

While waiting we chatted some about MinYoo's couple life. MinYoo didn't want to share at first because what happened but I tell her I'm alright so she spilled. Taehyung was a really sweet guy from her mouth, well he always is.

- DING DONG -

I guess the pizza delivery is here, I went to the door and opened the doorknob. When I lifted my head, I saw 2 familiar faces... Zoey and....

Yugyeom?

Why is he here?! Aren't Zoey on a date with Yoongi?! Where is Yoongi then?!

"Hey we're back! Any dinner provided?" Zoey smiled. I'm too shocked to say anything.

Where is Yoongi? "EHHH Yugyeom?! Why are you here?!" MinYoo was shocked too.

"What? Of course he'd be here, I watched the movie with him and I supposed to walk home myself?" Zoey said.

W-watch a m-movie with Y-Yugyeom? Then how about Yoongi? She was going to watch a movie with him... Right?!

"You watched a movie with him?! Then how about Yoongi?!" I screamed.

"Oh my god, calm down! Yoongi? What yoongi?" Zoey said.

What Yoongi?

What does that supposed to mean?!

"Aren't you going to watch this movie with him?! Why did you suddenly watched it with Yugyeom?!" I can't keep calm, WHAT IS THIS. WHAT IS GOING ON

"I've never said to him that I want to watch with him since Yugyeom had 2 tickets with no one so he asked me out.. Why what's wrong??" She never asked... She wasn't going to watch with him. What have I done!

"But I thought Yoongi was supposed to watch this movie with you! Why are you here?" How did Yugyeom know?! 2 tickets with no one to watch with?

"BWOH? Yoongi and you are supposed to watch this movie?!" Zoey said, shocked. I can't explain to her, not now.

"How did you know!?" I said to Yugyeom.

"You remembered that day your mom wanted to have a talk with me? She thought we were together, and told me to buy tickets for you and me to watch this movie. I couldn't tell her no since she looked so happy. I bought tickets for 2 in the cinema but then bumped into Yoongi, which was also In the cinema, buying the same tickets as me. He asked me who I was watching them with and I said I'm going to watch with you, he told me to find someone else to watch with me because he needs you to watch this with him. So I did, and I watched it with Zoey. Now, why aren't you watching with him?" Yugyeom explained and we were all shocked.

Yoongi always wanted to watch it with me.. He likes me... WHAT HAVE I DONE. IM SORRY!! Tears fall down again. I broke the promise! I'm really really sorry! Did he wait for me? I have to find him, I have to apologize!

I ran out the door not bothering the screams of my name back in the house. I need to find Yoongi. Where are you Min Yoongi?

A/N
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