>20.10.15

- YEONJIS POV -

I looked at MinYoo giving a smile to her, for helping me keep what happened just now as a secret. I don't want any other people to know. Even Zoey, because.. She might say it out I don't know.. It's not like I don't trust her but, I don't want a chance for everyone to know about it.

We walked to my house. They don't have to bring any clothes cause they brought some and leave it at my house since they always have sleepover with me.

My house has 2 guess rooms, just right for both of them. But they just like to squeeze in my bed and sleep together.

We went inside and saw mom watching her drama as usual.

Like to be honest I really don't know how many episodes that drama has.

"Hi Aunty" MinYoo and Zoey said at the same time. "Hi girls, having a sleepover?" Mom asked

"Yupp" Zoey answered.

"Okay, have fun! Dinner where do you guys wanna eat?" Mom asked.

"Erm.. Let's talk about that later, we'll go upstairs now" I said.

"Okay.." She continued her drama.

We went upstairs and get ourselves cleaned. After, we studied together as there will be a year end exam coming. Well more like chatting than studying.

But we did study okay.

"Heyyy I'm really bored! Why don't we do something" Zoey said.

"What do you want to do then?" I asked

"Erm, how about truth or dare?" Zoey then continued.

"But there's nothing good to dare here" MinYoo said. Right....

"Hm, then how about truth or truth? One person ask, but she and the others have to answer as well" I suggested.

"Not bad! Kay I'll start" MinYoo said.

"Truth or truth?" She asked, excitedly

"Truth!" Zoey and I said. It's gaining mood yay!

"Do you guys have someone that you like?" She smirked at us.

"I'm not sure...but I guess I do.." I said.
"Yup!" Zoey said happily

"Me too! Heheh" MinYoo squealed a little.

"I guess we all have a crush! Okay my turn, Erm truth or truth?" Zoey asked.

"Truth!" We did the same.

"Who is that special person?" She smiled at us.

"Hm... I like.. T-taehyung.." MinYoo blushed.

"Taehyung?! Really that pabo! Awwww so sweettt" I squealed.

"Awww you guys look good together~~" Zoey sang.

"Heheh stop making me blush and say yours too!" MinYoo said.

"Emm... Well, mine is...Yoongi oppa" Zoey smiled sweetly. Yoongi....oppa?

That feeling of my heart breaking got stronger.. My best friend likes the same guy as me? Please tell me she's just kidding... Jebal..

"PFFTTT" the noise of spitting out water came from MinYoo's mouth. She seemed really shocked, she looked at me with a "wtf-how" look. I can't process things right now.. I just stiffly stared at her.

"Oh my god MinYoo! You spitted it all on me! What is wrong?" Zoey took some tissues and starting to wipe over herself.

"Zoey, you like...Yoongi?" MinYoo asked.

"Yea... And you know what, I think he likes me too! Heheehe" she blushed.

Does Yoongi really likes Zoey too? Maybe... He smiled sweetly at her this morning at school. But what about the things that happened back at the basketball court?

"So Ive said mine.. Who's yours Yeonji?" Zoey asked me.

"I don't have one.. Excuse me I have to go to the washroom for a sec" I quitted the room and rushed to the toilet. My tears fall a little but I quickly wiped them off.

Think, Zoey is my bestfriend. I wouldn't break her heart so I could have Yoongi right... And maybe he really likes her, and not me. Am I just too scared to tell her that I like Yoongi too? No, now that I know she likes him, I have to stop thinking about him.

My heart got stabbed by myself and I feel like falling apart but I hold them all back. Now, you don't have a person that you like okay Yeonji. I shook my head and forced a smile before going back to my room.

"Yeonji..do you like Yoongi too?" I can tell that Zoey is worried. I stared at MinYoo. Is it her? She looked at me with a shocked face.. I guess it's not her then..

"Yeonji? Please don't tell me you do.." Zoey started again.

"No.. How would I like Yoongi? No, no, don't think too much" I can't force my smile anymore, is this really the choice I made?

I really have to give up on Yoongi?

Maybe he doesn't like me.. Back In the basketball court, I just thought too much. Yea, It must be. Even if it isn't..

"Phew, I'm so scared that you like him too! I can't choose between you or him.. I love you both!" Zoey said.

I saw MinYoo giving me a "are you sure" and "are you fine" look. I replied her with a "I don't know". She took a glance at Zoey and let out a fine sigh. Who knew she would like Yoongi.

"Okay so, Yeonji your turn to ask" Zoey said.

"I'm sorry Zoey, I'm hungry. Let's eat dinner should we?" They nodded but Zoey seemed upset.

We went downstairs and met my mom and dad. Mom said to wait for her as she has another 10 minutes to finish that episode of her drama, and of course we'd say yes.

By the time we did that, MinYoo dragged me to the washroom and locked the door.

"DUDE,ARE YOU SURE" was what she said. I didn't even bother closing her mouth from her volume. I'm too weak to do that, I fell down on the floor and tears ran out like bullets.

MinYoo was frightened by my sudden reaction, she can't hold it but to cry with me. Why am I crying again,

"I really like Yoongi" is what that came out on my mind. When did I start to like him so much? Is letting my love for him go to Zoey really the right choice?

Or I guess if I run out now to tell her that I like Yoongi too is better?

"MinYoo.. W-what should I do.." I used my shaky voice to ask.

"Maybe you should tell her.." Was her answer

"but I can't.. I will lose a best friend.." I really can't.

"Girls, are you guys in there? We'll come out, we're leaving" it was mom.

"Okay, we're coming!" MinYoo answered cause my voice is still shaky. We quickly stood up and wiped our tears. We checked if we have puffy red eyes, luckily we don't.

(Dinner)

I wasn't eating much,

"Erm.. I like.. Yoongi oppa"

"And guess what, I thinks he likes me too!"

Yoongi oppa
Yoongi oppa

Words just keep on spinning in my head. But I guess I just need to be the one that lets go.