Chapter dedicated to Ariana_Godoy

Age 15 ( middle school)

It's been quite a while and the outside world seems gloomy but still there's no trace of Knox. The library will close in probably 45 minutes. Last week Mrs Bauger decided to give the whole class a special assignment before the starting of October so we can get prepared for the patterns of the exam. I and Knox , the school's biggest heartthrob and the most chaotic student was paired fir the boring english assignment.

I watch Taylor the librarian arrange the books and prepared to close soon . With a latte and tons of books scattered, this was the first time in my entire life i have been hanged by someone . The outside weather is shifting continuously and uncontrollably, it will start raining soon. With everything that's been snowing me under . This was the very moment, i knew that i hated Knox.

After waiting for another 5 minutes i decided to leave now . English has always been my major, and the book that we have selected in the class is nostalgic and classic . Pride and prejudice has always been my fancy go to book and i have read it many times , i lost counting after reread no 39 . If Knox continue to ditch me for the assignment,i am aware that i have to complete it by myself. Not that i complain.

I grab my books and bagpack and leave the building but i was well aware of the pity eyes of Taylor. Taylor and i , we share a cold yet understandable bond . I spend most of my time in the library engrossed by ink in paper and because of me she always closes late . Cute thing is that i have never asked her to wait for me or spare me some extra hours but she does this willingly, according to her education is what we bring with ourselves to the grave, so sparing extra time won't harm her but despite all she always complain.

As i cross from the building i turned onn my phone but there's no , not a single message from Knox. I knew Knox's way and upbringing, so we decided before sharing numbers to maintain privacy and not invade each other personal life . So neither of us really pinged each other we always discussed during the school hours, but today should have been an exception. I waited for more than an hour for him , i deserve an apology message. But as i said i am aware of his ways and Knox never apologized.

He was the most self centered, arrogant person the teachers complain about all the time . He is always engaged in some sort of fight, but always played seamlessly to get pointed out . Apart from all these he has a gpa of an intelligent individual. And every teacher wanted him on their classes. He was true definition of chaos. Also he was everything my mother warned me to stay away from.

I have heard girls from different grades gushing about his brown hair and honey eyes as if his whole physic was something to take notes on . All this stupidity makes me dizzy.

I scroll through my Instagram account as i walk my way to home . Despite that October is starting in few days the weather outside is carefree. I check past the feeds and my dms but as usual nothing new , nothing i need to worry about. As labeled by the students, i was the lamest, prudent girl of the entire school who has got boobs almost the same size as the melons but has not yet kissed anyone. In my early days of school memories i remember returning to my home with tear stained face , complaining my mother about everything the girls back in school said about my face . But she always showed me my worth . She never left a single change to remind me of how pretty i was , that i and my dad share the same blue eyes , that my smile is the only source of their happiness. Momma always regarded me pretty she says beautiful is a overrated word , everyone is beautiful not not many is pretty.

Despite being acknowledged and aware of the crowned titles, i never really got the urge to reply or speak out . I was the black sheep and if i speak up i guess i'll be the next town pariah.

I prefer to be consumed by books and the only way out i look for is ink in paper, to avoid people's wrath . The world is full of crap and stinky people and Knox is well one of them even though he don't smell .

As soon as i cross the Twelfth colony Street as assumed the pouring started, not having anything to get cover from i decided to do the exact thing i have been doing every day. Run . I increased my speed and run down the street and try to cover the distance till my house.

If only i was well aware of the fact that Knox was not happening to sit and discuss the assignment with me then i would have stayed home and completed the work with my due knowledge but now i am well known to the fact about getting high temperature as soon as i reach home .

Being totally drenched from head to toe i open the door to my house and rushed inside my room to use the bathroom. Today i got my message. Boys and Men's are of no difference , it's only that some are made to be gentleman and the rest are made for the zoo . And Knox is probably made for the zoo . No doubt .

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Author's note

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