⚠️Trigger Warning: Mention of Suicide ⚠️

                              Seokjin

I turned my gaze towards the entrance door every time the bell ranged. But I was disappointed always.

It had been ten days since I messaged Y/N but she didn't reply. Neither did she call me nor did she come to meet me. It had been so long since we talked but she was not picking up my calls and not replying to my messages either.

"Should I go to her office?" I questioned myself.

I wasn't sure that if I would be allowed to meet her or not, so there was no point in embarrassing myself by going there.
But yes I had an idea.

"A paper and a pen," I asked my fellow employee to give those things to me.

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                                  Y/N

I didn't talk to Appa since that day. And I didn't even want to talk to him unnecessarily. My heart was shattered since that day, I hadn't replied or picked up calls from Jin, cancelled all of the meetings, and even postponed the board discussions.

I wasn't in the mood to do anything. I just wanted to sleep for a very long time.

But I didn't have any choice.

I got up from my bed and went to shower.
After getting done, I got a call from my manager.

"Mam, Mr Kim Taehyung wants to have a meeting with you!"

"Ask him to postpone it to some other day!"

"But Mam it's importa-"

I hung up.

I made it clear to her that I was not interested in any meetings or stuff. But it wasn't her fault either...

So I rode my car and went to the office. The coffee shop came before my eyes but I ignored it. I wasn't in the mood to go there or to meet him either. I was frustrated.

I hopped out of the car and everyone greeted me. But I didn't. And they were shocked since there wasn't a single day when I didn't greet them back.

Making my way to the cabin, I threw my bag on the couch and sat on the chair.

"Should I bring you a glass of water?" my manager asked.

"Bring me some peace!" I yelled.

She stood there, frightened.

I suddenly realised that I yelled at her and stood up.

"I'm sorry Unnie! I didn't mean to..."

Yes, I call her Unnie. Although she was a staff, she has helped me a lot from day one here and that's why I respect her so much. But I didn't know how I lost my temper and yelled at her.

"It's ok Mam!" she smiled.

I put my gaze down and sat back on the chair.

"I'm sorry...it's just I'm a bit disturbed these days" I put my face in my palms and couldn't control myself anymore.

She placed her hand on my shoulders and said, "Take your time Mam. I know you're disturbed but I also know that you're strong! You will be happy again." She smiled and left.

I sat there with those words ringing in my head.

"I never wanted you Y/Naaah"

I was really fed up. I suddenly wanted to cry and cry. There was nothing that could make me happy again. I was heartbroken.

The more I tapped the space bar on the keyboard, the more my eyes got heavy. My gaze was fixed on the space bar and I was thinking about everything that had happened to me till now.

*Flashback

"Why I can't meet Eomma?" Y/N cried as the policeman stopped her from entering that room.

"She's sleeping, little girl. She doesn't want to meet you!" he told her.

She cried and cried there, not loosening ing the grip from the soft toy her mother gifted her.

After a while, her father came there with her brother in his arms, who was just a month old.

"Y/Naah, don't cry. She just left us because she was fed up with you!" he smiled and caressed her hair.

"That means Eomma left us because I irritated her?" The four-year-old innocent Y/N asked him with big yet disappointed eyes.

"Yes, dear!"

The door opened as the policemen entered. Y/N's mother was hanging from the ceiling fan, with a little smile on her face and a paper ball in her hand.

The woman from the inspection team read the note.

"It reads, 'I love you Y/N and Dae-Song' so there is nothing much written about the reason for suicide!" she told the chief.

"She actually had autism, Sir,"  Y/N's father told the chief, "She was crazy!"

Four-year-old Y/N looked at her father, with eyes all red, full of disgust, and that little head couldn't conclude why he actually called her mother crazy.

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I came back to my senses and found that I spoiled the whole document I was working on.

"Holy shit" I shut the laptop and scratched my hair as tears fell from my eyes.

"Mam can I come in?" a worker asked, peeping from the door.

"Yes"

"Someone brought this package for you! He is asking to meet you!"

"Put the package on the table and tell whoever came that I'm busy!" I held my forehead.

After 5 minutes, my curiosity grew to its peak and I grabbed the package. I opened it and found a coffee pack with a note inside.

I opened the note and read it.

I immediately ran to the worker withholding the note tightly in my hand.

"Hey! Who came here to give this package? And did he leave? Tell me fast!" I shook her arms as she got startled seeing me.

"He had left ten minutes ago. You ordered me to tell him that you don't want to meet him!"

I ran to the gate but the worker shouted from behind, "Mam it's raining heavily!"

Screw this rain, I just ran towards the coffee shop.

Soaked in all rain, and legs slipping, I didn't care about anything else when I started running. The note, I held it tightly in my fist. The more I ran, the more my eyes got desperate.

Finally, I saw the tall figure walking, with that shining purple uniform, too soaked in rain.

"Jinnnnnnn" I screamed at the top of my voice till I got his attention.

He turned around and immediately a big smile came to his face.

I ran to him till I got out of breath.

We both looked into each other eyes till they started hurting.

"Want a coffee?" he smiled.

He held my wrist and we walked towards the coffee shop as the note fell from my grip on the ground.

'I miss you, Buddy!" it read.

A/N :
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