Y/N

"Don't you think you are quite old to apply for auditions for idols?" I asked Jin, who was busy filling the form.

He looked at me angrily, and then I pretended to zip up my mouth.

"Who says I'm auditioning for an idol?" he defended himself back, leaving me a bit confused.

"Then?"

"I'm applying for the vacancy of composer or assistant composer. I've no interest in becoming an idol or being famous. Understand?"

I nodded.

"You are finally going closer to your dreams!" I rested my head on his shoulder.

"And you know, I've waited longer for this! In these five years, I've tried my luck in so many companies but I heard only one thing that, 'My music is gross',"

I immediately lifted my head and looked at him in disgust, "Who said that your music is gross? I've listened to it, you're on fire!"

He chuckled, "It's because you love me and adore everything about me. But that's not the same with everyone,"

"That's not true!" I protested, "I loved your music even when I didn't fall for you."

"Okay okay I quit!" he laughed and patted on my back as I was fuming with anger. He mostly sang the songs which he wrote and composed himself, and they were like honey to ears. The lyrics were deep and meaningful, I don't how they can call his music 'gross'.

He stood up, "So, I'm going!"

I stood up too and he kissed my forehead, "The first thing I want to see after coming back is your face!"

I chuckled and we came out of his apartment. I wished him luck and bid goodbye, and after a few seconds, he disappeared from my view. I smiled to myself and started walking towards my office.

We were together, finally. I never dreamt to with this perfect guy, and the most beautiful thing about our relationship was how relatable we were to each other. It had been only a month now, but I felt like we were together for years. He knew everything even before I told him. He knew when I was sad, he knew when I was happy, he knew when I was hungry, he knew when I was thirsty...in short, he knew everything.

After failing for five years, he had given up his hopes on his music. But I encouraged him not to give up and to try again. So, he today, went to a company called 'Serene Entertainment' to apply for a music composer vacancy. And I was hoping hard that he would pass. He had to show everyone that his music was not gross.

I entered my office, lost in my world of thoughts.

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I packed up my things from the table and was ready to leave the office when I got a call.

'Jinnie♥️♥️♥️'

"Are you done with your work?" he asked.

"Yes, I'm. What about you. Did it go smoothly?" I was kinda nervous about his answer, but I wanted to hear it anyway.

"First come down. I'm standing at the entrance!"

I became excited and ran down the stairs, even I didn't have the time to wait for the lift. I almost tripped on the stairs with my high heels, but still, I ran anyway and came out of the building. He was standing at the entrance, waiting for me with a plumpy smile.

Seeing that man, I made the happiest face in the world and ran to him. His lips immediately curved into a big smile and soon his arms opened wide.

He picked me up and twirled me, earning awkward glares from the people present there. But, did he care? Did we care? Nope.

"So, how was your day?" he asked, and still I couldn't feel my legs on the ground.

"It was fine until now. But now, it's fabulous!" I answered cheerfully.

He put me down and held my wrist, "Let's go to my place,"

I agreed immediately. After all, why would I hesitate to go there, he's my boyfriend.

Worldwide handsome, you know?

I told my driver that I was not going home tonight. And if Appa asked where I went (although I knew he won't ask because he didn't care) he had to tell him that I was at the office due to work.

Both of us, holding each other's hands, walked down the lane towards his apartment.

"How did it go?" I asked him again.

"Umm...they were kinda impressed and they said that they will call me if needed" he sighed after that.

"Why are you sighing? Is something wrong?"

"No. But I know Y/N, that they will never call me."

"Why? Didn't you say that they were impressed?"

"I know. But still, I feel that they won't."

I held his hand tighter and patted on his back, "Don't be so sad! If not here, then we will try again!"

He smiled, "I'm not sad. You are with me, why should I be sad?"

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He unlocked the door of his apartment, unveiling that same cosy aroma.

"Oh, I love this place!" I smiled and pushed him aside to enter. He giggled at that action of mine and came inside, following me.

He locked the door. I got rid of my bag and let out a large sigh out of tiredness. Suddenly, I felt his two hands wrapping around my waist and his warm breaths touched my face. I smiled a little and wrapped my hands around his', and rested my head on the crook of his neck.

"Do you feel good now?" I asked him because I wanted to make him feel good since he was a bit upset about the fact that he wouldn't get a phone call from the company.

"I feel great! Your warmth never fails to please me!" he answered.

He then turned me towards his side and held me more closer to him.

His eyes were showing that he was tired, yet I felt like he was satisfied with what he did. He surely did a great job at the interview and I knew that his music was not gross at all. His eyes had that sharp gaze that gave me shivers. He looked at my lips and again looked back deep into my eyes. I got so nervous that I closed my eyes.

But I heard his windshield wiper laugh and opened my eyes immediately.

"Did you think I was going to kiss you?" he asked.

I was hella embarrassed so I pushed him away as my face became red like cherries full of embarrassment.

But, he held my wrist again and pinned me on the wall, "And that's what exactly I was going to do!"

He came more closer to me and I closed my eyes tightly, waiting for his lips to touch mine, and when they did, I felt like I was not in this world. I felt like I was in heaven. His warm lips were magical and I could feel his love for me in that one intense kiss.

We kissed again. More passionately this time, and I felt his hands pulling me closer to his rock hard chest.

I was too short for him, and I guess his neck started aching, so his hand went down to my hips and finally, he picked me in his arms, trying not to break the passionate kiss.

I wrapped my hands around his neck and he took me to his bed and carefully laid me down.

After a second or two, he pulled apart and looked deeply into my eyes, "Should I kiss you the whole night?"

I blushed hard, "Your choice."

"You won't complain?"

I waved my head in a 'no'.

He smiled and then he lay beside me.

"I'm so happy to have you in my life. Sometimes, I can't believe you are mine!"

"Me too!"

Saying this, I hugged him. Hugging him was the most comfortable thing for me in the whole world. He caressed my hair.

"You are tired of working, right?" he asked me.

I broke the hug and nodded.

"But you know what..." he placed my hair strand behind my ear and said, "I'm proud of you. I am!"

I was so happy cause it was the first time someone told me this, and that too, from the heart. I smiled so widely that he laughed watching my funny face.

He cooked for me then and after eating, we slept in each other's embrace.

Now, I finally knew how it felt to have someone in your life who does care about you and loves you from all of their heart.

I was so happy to have him in my life. Everything became brighter and there was no more that same gloominess that always surrounded me like hell.

Maybe.

A/N :
Ayo Everyone!
How are you all?

So, I'm going to show you all the sketch I wanted to show, but sadly I couldn't find the file in which I drew Jin's sketch because I drew it a long time ago... nevermind I'll try to find it and maybe I'll upload it in the next chapter.

So for now...this is the Namjoon pencil sketch I drew a few days ago↓↓

*Oh no I'm so shy*

*Crying* I know this doesn't perfectly looks like the ethereal Kim Namjoon (ahem ahem) but still I tried and I wanted to show you guys haha. I am not that good when it comes to pencil sketch since I've been learning painting...but I don't know why there was an urge to draw Joonie and I ended up making this crap...

But still I'm shamefully asking, how's it?

Anyways, love you all and have a wonderful day ahead!
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