12 : Fill My Lonely Life
Y/N
Carefully hiding the box of cake behind me, I knocked on the door and waited impatiently.
After a few seconds, the door opened, revealing the most precious face I'd ever laid my eyes upon. He was looking freaking tired, but still, he managed to give me his wide grin which made me feel so sick and millions of butterflies, no grasshoppers, started flying inside my stomach.
"Finally, you are here!" he smiled. I smiled back at him, assuring him that I would stay with him always.
"Yes!" I answered cheerfully and got inside.
"I have got a surprise for you!" he suddenly said, turning towards me. Surprise?
"Well, I've one too!" I quickly made space for the huge surprise I was going to give him.
"Really?" he asked, but soon his lips widened into the biggest smile and his eyes almost popped out.
"Happy Birthday Mr Kim Seokjin! Stay happy and healthy always!" I screamed, making him flinch a bit with my surprise and revealing the beautiful cake. He still stood there with a straight face. He couldn't believe actually what happened suddenly.
"Ho...w do y...ou...kn...ow?" his eyes almost became teary and his voice cracked.
"Taehyung told me! And by the way, happy birthday from him too! He was crying so much cause he misses you!" I placed the box on the nearest table.
His eyes became so heavy with tears forming inside them. He just couldn't process what was happening, "It's almost five years since I last celebrated my birthday!"
I felt so...bad. I mean he's such a precious bean, and he surely didn't deserve what all this damn fate gave him. But now he didn't have to worry, Park Y/N will be there, always!
I quickly made him sit on the bed and pulled the table on which the box was lying. I took out a birthday cap from my bag and made him wear that. Trust me, he looked the cutest 28-year-old man one can ever witness.
Although his eyes gave up a long ago, and tears were already making their way through his cheeks, he still had the brightest smile on his face. Because he was genuinely happy!
I opened the box and the next moment I saw his reaction, mesmerized! He truly liked the message on the cake, and he looked straight into my eyes. His teary yet precious eyes were making it so hard for me to gulp down my feelings for him, I wanted to hug him badly and ask him to face all our problems, together.
He cut the cake and widely grinned. I clapped and cheered for him and he was enjoying every moment so much. It was just like a birthday of a ten-year-old.
After everything was done, I cleaned the place and sat beside him.
"Why you didn't tell me that it's your birthday today?" I complained.
He smiled, " But you know anyway!"
"It's still your duty to tell me, okay?" I pouted.
He looked at me, and I was startled for a bit.
"Why it's my duty, Y/N?
I was out of an answer, "Be...be...because we're friends, right?"
He smiled again.
"Do you know why I asked you to come here?"
I made a confused face.
When I didn't answer, he answered his question himself, "Because I was feeling lonely!"
I placed my hand on his shoulder.
"Don't worry! I'm here to give you company!"
"Do you know in these five years, I never celebrated my birthday. Because no one was there with me. But now, I found you!"
I smiled and said, "Yes, I'm so glad to have a friend like you!"
He moved his head and looked straight into my eyes.
"But the thing is, Y/Naah," he came closer, "I don't want to be friends with you anymore!"
I was shocked and suddenly I felt like everything inside me was stuck in a powerful maelstrom, "Why? Did I mess up somewhere?"
He didn't bother to answer my question and continued to look straight into my eyes. Instead, he started leaning closer, and I felt like my heart would come out of my mouth anytime.
Soon he was close enough to me, that I could sense his warm breaths touching my face. The more he leaned closer, the more I started losing my mind. I wasn't ready for anything. I didn't know if I should have told myself that he was just a friend, and not something that I was supposing him to, or should I have told him that he liked me, and now he didn't want to be friends anymore, but something more than that.
My mouth was shut tight, and a single word couldn't escape from my mouth. He came closer to such a point where he closed his eyes, and then I closed mine too. I didn't care what was going to happen next.
And then, I felt his soft lips on mine. He kissed me and I couldn't hold myself back anymore. I kissed him back.
Everything I was feeling at that time was indescribable. Butterflies were flying inside my stomach. I never imagined that we would end up loving each other, and that, so badly!
Our lips moved in the same motion, and cold chills ran all over my body. The feeling was so soothing and I didn't want to get away from him.
His hands slowly went to my waist and he pulled me more closer to him. I grabbed his collar tightly, and my hold was so tight that it resulted in the two upper buttons of his shirt opening widely. It was like we wanted each other so badly, that even an inch was a great distance for us.
He pulled me closer and closer and finally made me sit on his lap. He locked me in his arms and I ran my hands from his half-exposed chest to his neck and finally folded them around his neck.
It was my first kiss ever. I'd never kissed anyone before, and I didn't know how it felt to have someone's lips upon yours. But thanks to him, he made it the most memorable thing in my whole life.
I felt my chest burning and screaming for oxygen, but our lips still stuck to each other, and our hold became tighter and tighter.
But, when we felt that we would die without oxygen now, he pulled apart. We both were breathing heavily and trying to catch a breath.
His warm breaths touched my face and I was feeling out of the world happy. Finally, I opened my eyes slowly and saw him looking at me passionately. I didn't know what to do or how to react, so I closed my eyes again out of nervousness. And I felt his lips again on mine, this time not a kiss but several pecks.
"Did you like my surprise?" He asked with a heavy voice, with still my eyes closed and sitting on his lap.
I slowly opened my eyes. I didn't know how to answer.
"Y...y...es"
He pecked on my lips again. "Do you know how long I've waited for this?"
I smiled.
"Y/N, I don't want to be friends with you anymore, but I want to be the one whom you can believe and love the whole of your life. I want you to heal me, I want to share my problems with you, I want you to be here with me, by my side always. And I promise I'll do the same. I love you!"
He said everything in one breath. And I couldn't help but hug him tightly. I broke down into tears. No one had ever made me feel that I was so important and needed. He hugged me tightly too and caressed my hair.
"I love you too, Jin. And I promise to stay by your side no matter what!"
I felt him smiling as he wiped his tears on my shoulder.
I spent that night in his home, sleeping in his arms, carefree of anything and everything because now, I'd had him with me!
I peeked from his embrace and adored his features. I couldn't believe that I kissed him today. He was mine now, and I was his. I placed a soft kiss on his forehead and drifted into the most comfortable sleep in his warm arms.
"I love you Y/N!" he suddenly whispered.
Ayo Everyone!!
How are you all?
Well, I don't have anything to say, I just wanted you all to know that I love you guys soooooooooooooooo much!!
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