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Chanyeol kept on walking around the corridor left and right and left and right super anxious.

"Chanyeol sit down!" His sister said.

"No! I won't listen to you!" Chanyeol said "You lied to me you always said you are Park Chanyeol and you can do anything! What can I do now?"

"Let's go for a walk Chanyeol!" His father said watching to the cafeteria followed by his son.

Chanyeol was still in tears, he gave the news to Baekhyun, he barely gave the news he cried more than spoke and Baekhyun also cried and Chanyeol had no words to comfort him so he felt useless and the worst husband.

"You know Chanyeol, a little before your sister, your mother also had a miscarriage, I was devastated I didn't know what to do it was devastated really and to make the matter worst your mother didn't have parents by her side, my family was still not happy about us together really and there are no words I can say to you that will make you or Baekhyun feel better. This is that situation that time is the only medicine. The only thing I can do to you is listen to you and listen to Baekhyun and be there for you two." He said. "Take some time off."

Baekhyun is feeling miserable like he failed like he couldn't do it right. Chanyeol and everyone reassured him that it was not his fault but how is not? How didn't he notice that something different was happening inside his own body? How could he fall like that?

"Baekhyun!" His father called him holding his hand but Baekhyun didn't reply, he kept his eyes closed but even like that the tears were falling.

"If you are not going to say that this is a bad dream don't say anything." Baekhyun said.

"It's okay, dad is here with you." He said.

"You said you are not my father, you must be happy now. Tell me...say it Baekhyun you can't have children you are incompetent even to keep them say it like that!" Baekhyun said still not looking at his father.

"I'm here Baekhyun you can have children, as many as you want." He said "I'm your father Baekhyunnie, I love you Baekhyunnie, dad loves you. I was wrong please forgive me. I...I don't want to see you go through anything bad. I just didn't want to see you being discriminated against and didn't want you to throw away your future this young with a baby and not having an husband or even with one because you are so clever. I looked at you and couldn't believe that you were pregnant my baby was going to throw away his future a very bright future... You know how hard it is to get a job when you have children? Fresh out of university and a child..."

Baekhyun only kept on crying.

"I'm not happy that you lost your baby Baekhyunnie never... I just didn't want you to get married like that, I know you, I knew chanyeol wasn't the guy when he knocked on my door looking like a very proud father, I knew he was not the real father. I knew you were getting married because you were pregnant and Chanyeol was taking someone else's responsibility, he knew it at the time he wasn't the father? I couldn't do it I couldn't see my baby getting married with someone he didn't love because of me! If I was more understanding if I at least heard you out you wouldn't have to go through it. I know I'm late because I see love in your eyes and Chanyeol's eyes but if you want you can come back home your room is big enough for you and Yejun." He said holding is son's hand. "Did he made you sign anything? Are you happy?

"Did you treat me like that?" Baekhyun asked.

" Because I didn't like what you were doing with your life and where it was heading I felt like that was my fault, like I didn't protected you enough. Your aunt also got married so young and had was pregnant at least once a year and couldn't leave her marriage he has 11 children she is trapped, what if it happened to you? I couldn't bring myself to watch the same film again, not with my own son. Are you unhappy with Chanyeol? I'm not trying to justify my actions and I'm also not saying that what I did was right... I took some time to understand that I couldn't control your choices. One day I find out that you were pregnant I tell to abort it and you say no next time you inform me that you are getting married and I had no saying and now I understand that I had no saying because I put myself in that position and now I regret. Baekhyun I'm sorry."

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He ran to the hospital when he heard his son had a miscarriage, his brain stopped working properly. He had to see his noona getting married to a rich man when she was 19 shortly after their marriage she understood that she made a mistake and he wasn't the guy she dated for 2 months before getting married, he was a monster so she said she wanted to file for a divorce but she found out that she was pregnant and she gave up on the idea for a while until her first born was 4 months old and again she was pregnant and gave up on the divorce so he kept on making her pregnant on purpose time and time again, god only knows how many times she was pregnant and how many miscarriages she had. She tried to end it all several times but failed and her husband used it again her "do you want to die? You will get rid of me but your children won't see you ever again! Do ahead do it! Do it in front of me do it! Do it in front of your brother love you." He said. That was the day when he left his noona's house and joined the police academy because it was the only free academy he could join and the offered accommodation and food for free. He only read about his sister or saw her on tv and magazines welcoming another baby.

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He couldn't protect his noona, but he could protect his son, so he swallowed his pride and drove to the hospital decided to fix his relationship with his son and save him if he needs to be saved.

"Dad... It was hard without you and mommy around please don't leave me again." Baekhyun opened his eyes. "Please accept me the way I am, please accept Yejun please accept Chanyeol. I love them."

"I promise, you can count on me... Daddy is sorry." He promised.

He hugged Baekhyun.

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"Do you hate me?" Baekhyun asked.

"Cmon bae we went through it already I don't hate you I freaking love you." Chanyeol said stopping his cooking and going to his husband.

Since Baekhyun left the hospital he keeps asking if Chanyeol hates him for losing their baby.

"It's like loving a broken car." Baekhyun said.

"What?" Chanyeol asked in disbelief "What did you say? Who said that to you?" But Baekhyun didn't open his mouth.

Chanyeol sigh before carrying his husband to the sofa.

"Look at me! Park Baekhyun you are not like a broken car. You are my husband, Yejun's dada, a person Okay? The person I love and you are not broken! The doctor said that there's nothing wrong with your body, you are 100% healthy if that's what you are trying to say and even if something happened, you wouldn't be broken. Do you understand?" Chanyeol said looking at his eyes "You are healthy. Park Baekhyun you are not broken. Say it!"

"I'm not broken!" Baekhyun started to cry desperately and hugged Chanyeol.

"It's okay bae let it out, it's hard I know, let it out." Chanyeol patted his back

Chanyeol is not working at all, he spends time with his son and husband all day. Does all the house work himself so Baekhyun can rest, plays video games with his husband while their son naps and helps him with university work.

Tomorrow Baekhyun is going back to university after a week and Chanyeol is going to take him there and fetch him everyday no delays.

Things are still sad and difficult but they always managed to bounce back and this time is no different. They will not have a baby for now but the future is open they see many kids running around the house and calling Yejun oppa and Hyung.

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