Magnus laid on his back in their bed while Alec was sprawled over him his head resting just above his heart and one arm wrapped around Magnus chest. They kissed a little more in the garden just whispering sweet I love yous to each other before they decided they should go to bed. "Will it hurt?" Alec asked not daring to look at Magnus who was half asleep but neither of them could shut their mind up. They couldn't stop their thoughts about the earlier conversation and Magnus smiled slightly. "A little maybe but I promise you it's gonna feel amazing...and you aren't alone. It's me and you, Alexander." Magnus answered softly running a hand through Alecs hair who let out a content breath and rubbed his cheek a little against Magnus chest. Alec felt comfortable to ask Magnus about everything and he was glad to get honest answers and not answers he wanted to hear. "Don't get me wrong now...but I'm glad we are waiting for the right moment and don't just do it right away." Alec answered turning around so he was able to look in Magnus eyes and Magnus laid a hand down on Alecs cheeks. "I want your first time to be perfect and you know you can ask me about everything, right?" Magnus asked with a soft smile and a cute blush covered Alecs cheeks who nodded shyly. "I know...but honestly I have no worries or questions. I know you will make me feel good...when the time is right." Alec replied really shyly and Magnus was more than happy to hear Alec trusted him enough. "Can I ask you something...but you don't have to answer, okay?" Magnus was curious about something and he would like to get an answer but he wouldn't pressure Alec. Alec nodded keeping eye contact with Magnus and waiting with an adorable frown for the question. "You know I'm comfortable with being bottem so why did it never cross your mind to top me?" Magnus asked not wanting to make Alec feel embarrassed but he was pretty curious and Alec smiled sheepishly. "I want to feel what's it like to be controlled...or well controlled is maybe the wrong word but I mean dominanted by the person I love and trust. I don't really know how I should put it down but I also want to show myself that having someone so close...can give me pleasure and it doesn't has to be painful." Alec wasn't quiet sure if Magnus understood it and to be honest he didn't quiet understand himself but Magnus somehow did understand him. "Oh believe me it can feel really good...I'll make you feel soo good, Sunshine." Magnus answered with a low voice placing a wet kiss on Alecs lips who was slightly turned on by the conversation. "I know." Alecs breath was slightly shaking because he had a hard time to try to stay calm but it was so long ago they went further than kissing. Alec laid his head down on Magnus chest again trying to calm down and a smirk tugged on Magnus lips when he saw how the conversation affected Alec. "But to be honest you are actually more in control as the bottom." Magnus admitted intertwining their hands as Alec lifed his head with a questioning look and didn't really know how to interpret that. "Well think about it...you set the pace you tell me when to stop...you are in control. You open up for me and you can stop everything at any time...you can tell me if you want me to go faster or slower. If you want it rougher or more gentle." Magnus voice became low and deep making Alec almost moan but he kept it back. Nothing of that talk actually scared Alec but it turned him on and he wasn't quiet sure if he liked that. Okay he liked it...a lot but he was a little worried that Magnus would laugh about him for getting turned on just by the talk. Alecs heartbeat was racing not in a bad way tho and a grin covered Magnus lips. "You have a problem down there, Sunshine?" Magnus asked teasingly pulling his leg up a little brushing it over Alecs member that was semihard and now Alec couldn't keep a moan back. "Want me to help you?" Magnus whispered seductively in Alecs ear who only nodded not able to talk anymore as Magnus kept his leg moving up and down. Magnus flipped them over so he was hovering above Alec having one hand on each of Alecs side. Magnus straddled Alecs lap and pressed their members together through the soft fabric of their boxers. Alec looked up at him chewing on his lower lip and Magnus bended down tugging on Alecs lips a little. "Mh...Magnus." Alec moaned when Magnus rolled his hips against Alecs and Alec wrapped his arms around Magnus neck pulling him in for a deep kiss. "Just relax. I'll take care of you." Magnus whisper in Alecs ears softly nibbling on his earlobe and starting to place wet kisses down his abdomen. Alecs skin was so hot and Magnus cold lips pressing against it were like little fireworks. Alec let Magnus do whatever he wanted and let himself be carried away. He knew they wouldn't go down all the way but he knew the right moment was not fare away. The excitement was huge and he knew once they found it everything would be perfect but for now he let the pleasure from Magnus touches consume him...// if you think why they don't do it in that chapter already wait and you will understand why Magnus wants to wait...😌😏😏❤️💜❤️💜