Alec was right now in a really great mood and his heart was beating so fast. Today they started to train again for another great dance and Magnus was so happy that they were still a part of the show. He felt like the time he spend dancing with Alec gave him a  little bit of his past back and his happiness about dancing was back. But the feeling he had when he danced with Alec wasn't able to be compared to the feeling he had right now. Alec was hovering over him on his couch one hand on each of his side and kissing him breathlessly. After the training they went to Magnus house of course with Bear and somehow ended up making out on the couch. Alecs tongue was exploring Magnus mouth and Magnus let out a few soft moans once in a while. Alec thought he would be uncomfortable with so much contact but right now the warmth he got from Magnus was incredible. He learned to enjoy kissing Magnus like that a lot and the fear was slowly fading but still he didn't know how fare he could go. Alec pulled back from the kiss and Magnus smiled at him running his hands though the hair at the back of Alecs head. "Wanna take a nap? Training made me really tired." Alec asked still a bit breathless and Magnus nodded smiling about the red color on Alecs cheeks. Alec laid down resting his head on Magnus chest and listened to his steady heart beat that was still a bit fast but steady. Magnus smiled down at Alec and continued to ran his hand through Alecs fluffy hair waiting for Alec to fall alseep. Magnus wasn't really tired but he also knew Alec didn't sleep really well tonight because Max was a bit sick and kept him awake till 3am. Magnus suggested to cancle the training today but Alec insisted on it and in the end they trained from 9am till 2pm. "Good night, Alexander." Magnus whispered when he heard Alecs slow and steady breathing showing him Alec was already alseep. Magnus thought about how he and Alec grew together and how Alec grew more confident giving Magnus hope that they could be like a normal couple one day. But for Magnus Alec was more important than sex and for Alec Magnus would wait years even these years meant forever. Suddenly the house phone was pulling Magnus out of his thoughts and he quickly grabbed it from the couch table before Alec would wake up. "Yes?" Magnus answered very quietly  when he saw it was the gate  and the guy on the phone said Ragnor was there. "Tell him to be quiet and he should not ring the bell if he wants to walk out alive." Magnus whispered in the phone before he hung up. Magnus tried to get up without waking Alec up but it was quiet difficult because Alec was laying with his half body on him. After 5 minutes of carful moving Magnus was  up and carefully tugged a light blanket over Alecs body kissing Alecs cheek before he left. Alec looked so adorable in his sleep and Magnus could probably watch him the whole night but he was also really curious why Ragnor was here. Magnus opened the door and when Ragnor was just about to say something Magnus grabbed his hand pulled him up the stairs. Magnus pushed Ragnor inside his office in the second floor not caring to shut the door and Ragnor looked at him confused. "What the fuck, Magnus! Why couldn't I ring the bell?" Ragnor asked annoyed and Magnus rolled his eyes. "Alec is sleeping downstairs and I don't want him to wake up already. He had a rough night and needs to rest." Magnus answered and suddenly the confused face of Ragnor was replaced with a smirk. "He had a rough night or you gave him it rough last night?" Ragnor asked and Magnus groaned annoyed even he loved Ragnor he was a pain in the ass sometimes. "No!" Magnus answered sitting down behind his desk and Ragnor let himself fall down on the couch at the side of the room. "But you give it him rough sometimes, right?" Ragnor asked winking at Magnus and Magnus blushed a little when he thought about that they didn't have sex yet. "Wait! Oh my god, Magnus. You didn't do it yet?" Ragnor asked with a shocked expression and Magnus gave him an angry look pressing his finger on his own lips. "Shut up! And if you want to know it no we didn't have sex yet." Magnus answered annoyed and Ragnor rose an eyebrow. "Why? Don't you want to?" Ragnor asked and Magnus sighed getting up to pure them a glass of whisky. "Of course I do...we just want to wait." Magnus answerd simply and handed Ragnor a glass of whisky who brusted out laughing. "You...you Magnus Bane want to wait...with sex. If I could laugh more I would. You knew Camille 2 days and then you didn't even know anymore what cloths are!" Ragnor exclaimed and what he said was true. Magnus was never the one who thought sex was something special but suddenly it was so much special for him. "Don't you want to rip his cloths off right now?" Ragnor asked with a chuckle and pulled Magnus out of his thoughts. "Of course I do. I would love to rip his cloths off and have mindblowing sex with him." Magnus answered with an annoyed voice getting a bit fustrated about what Ragnor said.
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Alec woke up when he felt that the warmth of the other body was suddenly gone and opened his eyes again. He noticed Magnus was gone and sat up looking around but he couldn't see Magnus. "Magnus?" Alec asked but got no answer so he got up and walked to the hallway. He was just about to call out for Magnus when he heard voices. Alec frowned and slowly climbed up the stairs walking through the hallway quietly till he reached Magnus office. Alec knew he shouldn't listen to them talking but something in him wanted to know what they were talking about. "Don't you want to rip his cloths off right now?" Alec heard a voice he recognized as Ragnors, Magnus manager. Alec rose an eyebrow and was confused why they were talking about this but he was also curious about Magnus answer.  "Of course I do. I would love to rip his cloths off and have mindblowing sex with him." There it was...Magnus answers somehow pulling the ground away under Alecs feet. Alec had an empty stare looking at the other side of the wall feeling tears filling his eyes. This was what Magnus wanted and Alec knew that but hearing it was hard. It was like someone stabbed him with a knife and suddenly all voice were gone. He didn't hear what else Magnus was talking about or what ragnor said because every voice was suddenly gone. Slef-doubts were hitting Alec but he should havelistened to them till the end...//tbc ohh drama here we go😔😔🌸❤🌸❤🌸❤🌸❤🌸❤😔😔😔